A Huge Upgrade to Self Worth

A vulnerable post about my choosing to invest in an expensive retreat and the surprising benefits I received from it.

In Feb 2015 I attended another’s retreat a Rawbrahs retreat with three brothers who focus on health and wellness and radical honesty. I paid $3,995 USD for a 4 night experience. It felt like a lot. And I had never been on someone else’s retreat. But I knew I would receive something amazing from the experience. And I trusted. I was not disappointed as I allowed myself to get so much out of those 4 days. I upgraded my sense of self in ways that were and are priceless. And everything I do has become positively affected by that retreat.

My private sessions are now even more effective, empowering and to some surprisingly direct amidst honoring and loving you. With that retreat, as an attendee, I proved to myself that investing in myself to that degree can be scary. We can talk ourselves out of it and say it’s too much money and that we can’t afford it. Our minds start to play with the dollar amount, making it seem less and less rational. It is so easy to stay where we are, to walk away from an opportunity to invest in ourselves. What I experienced at that retreat was beyond a price, it was priceless. By investing in myself in this magnitude, it meant taking myself more seriously.  And that triggered some inner layers of me that weren’t ready to do that. But I did anyway and I’m so glad I did. I proved to myself that I’m worth taking seriously. And so are you.

Why is investing in ourselves so hard?  When we see an opportunity we really want, our relationships with money quickly show up, turning into a head game of limitation, doubt and self defeat. Our minds justify our limited sense of self, our hindered financial freedom. We want to find someone to blame when we feel we can’t say yes, so we often blame those who are charging more than we feel we can afford.  But deeply, deeply want to be a part of what they offer. We then feel left out and that spirals into a whole realm of not fitting in and being excluded and the unfairness of this reality, possibly like the young person in the image above. “What if’s” never turning into “Look what I did!”  We determine that our financial limitations are a cause for our inability to feel free and empowered to do what we want within this reality. When in actuality the limited financial freedom isn’t the cause, it’s actually the effect of how little we value ourselves in this reality.

I know there are many that limit their own potential and don’t invest in themselves.  There are experiences they, or maybe you, want to have but you tell yourself you can’t afford it.  You may have even said no to yourself about some of the retreats, private sessions and online classes I offer which, like the retreat I attended in February, are priced relative to the immense value offered.

I charge an amount that I set, based on the minimum value I know we will be offering for the experience.  I find participants receive much much more than the cost paid. And yes, I take my self seriously. And truly, I want you to take yourself seriously as well. We deserve to take ourselves seriously. Often times, it is not taking yourself seriously that has led to one’s entire reality supporting only financial meagerness in one’s life…

Here is what I invite you to consider:

It isn’t about the money… feel that for a moment. The sense of inability to invest in yourself isn’t about the currency. If you desire to come to our retreats and feel like you need and deserve to be there with us, then I encourage you to step up to your own potential. It’s much much bigger than you realize… Why are you limiting your sense of worth, value and purpose in this lifetime? Why do you feel so little about yourself? Consider re-evaluating the services you offer this world and how you may be drastically undervaluing yourself, in many many ways in your human journey.

Some in financial lack and/or poverty consciousness judge others for “charging too much”. When what is really going on is intense undervaluing of their own worth in this lifetime. And I honor you, and me, too much to enable that limited thinking. I will not enable poverty consciousness in my pricing of my services I offer this world, because I love you and I love me, too much for that.

The retreat experiences I create and share and the other experiences and upgrades we offer in my work is limitless in its value, priceless in its potential. With everything I do, I value my worth and my role in delivering an amazing, upgraded support system for you knowing and being your higher self energies in this lifetime, unlike anyone else can.  At our retreats, we not only encourage you to step more fully into your soulfulness, we expect it and honor you as a deeply soulful, loving, eternal and wise being that knows what you are doing in this lifetime.  This allows us to act accordingly, living and creating Consciously, stemming our human energy fields from our divine source core.  The opportunity to experience yourself in this way, in the environment I set for our events and online experiences, is game changing.  The benefits can last a lifetime.  Being able to interact and socialize and play as your higher self dimensional range among others doing the same is beyond an upgrade, it feels heavenly.

There is so so much bullshit we are cutting through in this process as humans ascending out of the dark age programming… The “price” of desired experiences, even when we sense it will be instrumental to our further expansion as divine energy in human form, is ripe for mental gymnastics, all within the game of scarcity, lack and questionable self-worth. So we do nothing. We complain and find blame and we find reasons and rationale for why we can’t have what we want. A game of self-defeat in action.

My dear comrade, you are so much more than that. I see you. And I want nothing more than for you to see yourself.

For those ready to live their light loudly, to be their divine essence boldly and to discern easily through the vapor ware of self-doubt and limited self-worth and flimsy new age dogma, I am here to play and expand and smile and maybe curse alongside you. But you have to be ready to invest in yourself. Because there is only so much gifted materials I offer, and they only scratch the surface of what you are capable of experiencing, being, sharing… with yourself from me in this mysterious and amazing reality of Earth.

To me you aren’t just worth the cost of our retreat and other services, you are priceless. And as with everything I offer, the price is a small fraction of the actual value offered. I don’t want you to forgo food, shelter and clothing to experience my work and if that is your situation then please take the time necessary to re-build your sense of self worth with the gifted videos and written materials we do offer. You deserve so much better than just getting by. Now, to be clear I don’t intend for you to just get high with my work, I intend for you to get real. Thriving and creating personal freedom takes self dedication, work, determination and discernment and expanding self-love, from the inside out.

I’m inviting you into another way of knowing and being yourself that aligns with the joy and freedom of honoring yourself, your value and everything you offer and bring to this reality. Reevaluate your worth and take action accordingly so that the next time you want to say yes, you can. Because you are worth it. Invest in you and this world reaps the rewards as well. For those ready to trust themselves and say yes today, we’ve got a plethora of game-changing, fun, activating resources ready for you. And I would love to see You in person at an upcoming retreat or share with you through a private session, our online classes and workshops.

Let’s get serious, supernaturally high (on life) And real!

In deep honor and love for all that you are,

Jill