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JRF Podcast #212 God, Earth and Life Re-Imagined

Hello to You and your Beautiful eternal light! A couple of things to share with you today for offerings this week. First, this week’s live message is in video here: [embedyt] https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vMMCwUaXOKU[/embedyt] and is here in audio form:
 
This one is deeper and feels like a re-set for everything we do going forward. Shared with love and respect for you, you’re One.  Since Thursday of last week (May 16)  there has been a noticeable expansion in the connection I know myself to be. I can feel it strongly in two written messages that came through, here and here.There is a clarity, a boldness and a sense of focus to it that has me feeling a bit still and even silent, at deeper levels of self. It feels good! I had my once monthly crystal energy session from Bridgette Aldrich this morning and feel this depth and crystalline flow even more clearly, just in time for today’s podcast. I sense we are going to hear from what we are calling The Creation Team. TRANSCRIPT FOR THIS EPISODE IS AT BOTTOM.  It’s in the version from the person I hired to do the subtitles (I edited the first part to be more reader friendly but it’s taking soooo long and I’m running out of juice so the rest is in it’s subtitled formatting – sorry). Another notice: we are going to be a guest on Soulogy One Studios, live, on Monday May 27 at 5pm Pacific/8pm Eastern. Interviews can be an interesting experience, especially in the regular instances when the host is expecting us to view spirituality in similar, or even compatible ways… It invites me into a space of wanting to be loving and respectful to the host and their platform while being loving and respectful to myself, my truths and what I am led to offer here as truth, freedom, liberation for light of Source on Earth, from within humanity. We will see what happens :-) I will share links for the appearance when I have them or you can check in with their facebook page here on Monday, the day of the interview. I’m grateful for the opportunity as he has had many, many beautiful messengers on his program. Thanks for your support everyOne! Sometimes I feel like I’m offering steak at a vegan convention. But, I’m not forcing it on anyOne; just doing my best to clearly offer a completely new record for being the Eternal light that we Are, even here, even within these body suits, even while fully living a hopefully pleasant human life. Events, private sessions, archived classes, travel, recorded interviews and so much more are available. I LOVE to create and share soulful resources. For now, sending love, gratitude and blessings, Jill

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Transcript for JRF Podcast #212 God, Earth and Life Re-Imagined

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Hello everybody my name is Jill Renee Feeler and welcome to today’s podcast. What do we do here? I have information about you that you don’t have. Hopefully that makes you curious. And, it is strange. I even appreciate it as strange. But I can’t deny that I know things that I otherwise would not, that I can’t explain that I know as Jill. I know it about you. I know it about me. I know it about this reality. And it’s been about 10 years in the process of me accessing this. And I love what comes through. I love how loved we are by God. Is how I look at it. And I love the insights and the practicality. Of the wisdom and information that comes through. I expect that it is possible to be helpful In an upgrade to absolutely every single living person on the planet. And even those in the afterlife. How about that?. Anyway so what are we going to do here today? Let’s start off with a connection exercise. I encourage you to close your eyes (if you’re in an environment where you can – be safe). Open your mind to new ideas and new concepts. As you take some nice deep breaths, Give yourself some space in your thinking that maybe there’s something that you have wrong. Or, maybe there’s something else, a new way to look at everything in this reality. And maybe you’ll hear some of that, or a big chunk of it today, and that will lead you to a bigger awareness. About how empowered you are in your life. How valuable you are inherently. How loved you are by a loving God. And making a sense of things that are really confusing in this reality. Okay, nice deep breath. Now we would like you to imagine with your next breath that you are a source of light that there is a starting of light that is within you and that it enters into the time-space continuum starting with you. That you are the entry point, as your humaneness, right now, for a force of source energy, that would otherwise not be here. That’s pretty exciting! Okay, without even trying, you are this representation of source energy, as something meaningful, inherently valuable, sovereign and also empowered to be as you are led. Empowered to live your life and experiment with different things, without trying to find “the way” or a certain path. That if something on your radar, in your life, works for you then Great! And if it doesn’t, then try something else. Give yourself the authority you deserve, to experiment in your reality, to be a better, freer more likeable, you, to you. Even better version of who and what you are, okay? Very good – nice! Deep breath again. Wonderful! That’s a pretty good starting point. So what is the message going to be today? I want to call the source of this energy something different, because it does feel different. Starting last Thursday I felt a different tone of messages coming in. And it doesn’t come in from the outside. It comes up, from the inside. I was sitting there having lunch last Thursday; some scallops and organic shitake mushrooms, If I remember correctly. I’m sitting there and I had been noticing something, an idea, earlier in my day and then I just started typing. It ended up being this fairly lengthy written message, like a manifesto lol. Link it to is at https://jillreneefeeler.com/some-words-hung-on-energy-a-message-for-liberation-from-various-spiritual-dogma-perhaps/ You may want to go and check that out, because it is a nice precursor to what we’re doing here. I loved the connection experience that we just offered right there. I love that they encouraged you to open your mind. We have been noticing some things really. really clearly. When I say “we” I mean the expression of Jill that is beyond my five human senses, and beyond what I’ve been taught or learned as Jill. It is another level of wisdom that I’m accessing. I totally appreciate that even to me twelve years ago that this would sound ridiculous. But, I can’t deny my own reality and I can’t deny the experience that thousands of people across the globe have with our work. These are intelligent, savvy, sophisticated and even genius people. So if you don’t get it, if you’re not getting it, please know that you don’t have to, okay? We’re just offering. I felt a little anxious right there, lol. It’s okay. It’s okay if you don’t get it. I don’t need you to get me. I get me enough for me to share messages like this. But if you do get it and you appreciate it and you find it uplifting and supportive in your life, in your being your best you, and you’re realizing the power you have to create your best you, then, I’ve got lots of stuff for you! Now I do want to warn you in terms of what’s going on here; in my world, that the exterior of our house is going to be painted starting tomorrow so they’re doing prep work. I don’t know how many guys are here but there’s ladders and so forth. I’m on the second level of my house for this live podcast Samson is a little anxious. He hasn’t barked or grrrrd yet, but he might. Samson you’re good i’ve got you. He keeps coming over to me for reassurance. Sam you’re good. You can lay down; you’re so good. I just want to I can tell the energies today are going to be very different and sometimes with that the tech goes a little wonky. I can feel in my jaw, feeling like we’ve got something big here. I think my job as Jill is not to hold back. Have you ever had those moments where you knew something that you sensed someone else didn’t know? And you saw them making things harder than they needed to? You saw them maybe struggling or sort of flailing unnecessarily? Or maybe they were making progress, but they could make progress so much easier and so much faster? And you just you feel this sort of like, I want to say something, I want to offer something, but yet you don’t know if you have permission? You don’t know if it will make it harder for them if you say something. You don’t know if you should just leave it alone. But you care about them so much. And you love them so much that you want to find a way You want to create a way excuse me To respectfully offer something completely different From what they’re doing right now With the acknowledgement they may hear you they may not They may think they agree with you And that what you’re describing is exactly what they’re doing And they’ll nod their head I go yeah me too! And yet when you look at it you’re like No no that’s you’re not hearing me And then you just go Okay great! we agree love you! And you just let it go Or you have people that do hear you And there’s those moments where you’re like So glad you said something Because Earth is hard enough Being human is not easy especially in the era That you and I are in right now There is so much misinformation There is so much confusion on everything Including in spirituality which is impossible to prove anyway And yet so many of us by design it seems Are drawn towards spiritual concepts and existential questions And things like that When I look at what I’m offering Alongside what I call my team Because I don’t know what else to just To call the energy That I feel I have access to That gives me that alternative perspective To almost everything I see in this reality It’s not from human training as Jill It’s not from my parents It’s not from my genetic lineage It’s not from my experiences It’s stuff I just know I just know stuff and it is making a difference And it does make a difference And I do love you too much to watch you struggle When I see things that have been made entirely too complex Drastically harder than it needs to be And even expensive and time-consuming Spirituality and connecting to God Sould never have to require so much effort And decades of seeking And a whole bunch of books to read And whole bunch of classes to take And whole bunch of clearing to do And sacrificing other relationships And needing to leave marriages That where there was no abuse It was just well he’s you know he or she isn’t as spiritual as I am So now we can’t be married anymore Or you know giving our authority over to priests Or wisdom keepers or psychics or astrologers or whatever Letting them decide what’s best for us It never needed to be that way Was it a possibility? Yeah. Anything’s possible almost Almost anything is possible in a reality like Earth Where you can come here be in this time-space continuum As our humaneness Feel isolated Feel like we have to figure things out And not know how connected inherently we are to source energy What we call God There’s a whole bunch of things that we experiment with And we call truth That we don’t question And it leads to a lot of just Furthering pain suffering chaos confusion etc And I do love you too much to just Stand idly by and say Well that must be a lesson for you I don’t think it is a lesson for you And I don’t think it has to be a lesson for you That’s not how I know it So you can be you in so many ways In almost endless amount of ways You can believe in source energy or not You can feel empowered in your life Or feel like a complete victim There are so many variables within your range of control That you get to decide and it seems as If everybody is looking for the big picture With which to explain this reality And part of the down the line logic conclusion and perspectives Seem to be based on these big picture ideologies About who and what we are? And what we’re doing here? So for years we me alongside what I call my team Have been trying to offer our perspective On who and what we are? And why we’re here? As as life in this reality on Earth And what we’re seeing more clearly is that People are hearing what they want to hear And because of maybe the way we say it Or because we’ve been a guest on a tele-summit There is this strange cognitive dissonance I guess In terms of oh yeah she’s saying what my teacher is saying Oh yeah Jill and her team They say what all the other teachers are saying And I can’t stop that I respect your freewill enough where I wouldn’t want to stop that I’m just frustrated by it as Jill I’ll completely own that it is and Jesus is smiling He’s like it is frustrating because he had this too Oh yeah yeah yeah! sure I know what you’re saying I’m good I’m good He’s like Right! They don’t hear me! Right! Oh my God! But it’s so for whatever reason we try I know it’s out of love I know it’s out of dedication And I know it’s out of passion And maybe an annoying quality about me That I hate misunderstandings I really do In I think every way of my life I don’t like it when somebody else is misunderstood I don’t like it when I’m misunderstood Especially when what I feel is being misunderstood matters so much This isn’t about whether you should have your hair brown or blonde To look your best right! This stuff matters That’s why so many of us are drawn Sorry I’m crying I don’t know why I’m even sorry I just I don’t like it when I cry I just find it unnecessary Oh my God! I guess In every breath of every day I can’t think of anything more important Than that you know And that you live your life As if As if there is a supreme creator As if that supreme creator energy had designed you That you are a part of that But that supreme creator energy is loving That you had value from the moment you From the moment of you The struggle The human struggle for meaning and purpose And feeling relevant And feeling loved We’ve made into this Circus Of misinformation and myths and lies There’s so much to undo And sometimes it Even for me as Jill It’s just like I don’t know This is too hard It’s too hard to get through sometimes the layers of the brain That are just locked and loaded That no no i’ve got it Don’t like don’t bother me I’ve got this whole process I’ve been here I’ve been there I do this I do that I know this I know that I’ve read this I’ve read that I’m in this group I’m in that group I get it I got it and yet energetically I’m like they don’t got it They don’t got it Because it’s not about any of that It’s as if there’s parts of our humaneness Because of the era that we’re in That make things hard That should not be hard That we place outside of ourselves something That was never meant to be outside of Outside of oneself Was never meant to be something you seek It was meant to be something that you are Now what is that? What am I talking about? It’s so I mean what is God? Right! Love being placed outside of yourself As if it’s something that you need to earn or deserve or study right! A sense of that you matter Being something that you need to prove That you matter in this reality by By what you know or what you do or what you’ve done Or whatever it’s just so weird Why it’s so hard for the human structure As we’re currently experiencing it Why it makes it so hard When it can be and I know it to be I experienced it to be so simple so simple But it’s like the brain wants it to be This complex decade long life long pursuit That you’ll never solve That you’ll never know You’ll never know for sure With a strange standard of proof and looking for credibility in Who is a professional? And who’s real? and who isn’t real? who is a charlatan? And who’s a fraud? and who’s authentic? And it’s just But all of those and all of us That recognize ourselves as a living representative of source energy What we know that we I feel like all of us try in multiple ways In various ways no matter what time period we’re in Because there’s a lot of us right How many? it doesn’t matter Brain question I love brain questions But keep listening okay! What all of us no! Not through books through a sense of Of course! like instinct okay! Is that you never yeah I’m just I’m just about to say the words i’ve said thousands of times Feeling hopeless in a way that i’ve said this before Why would they hear it differently today? What is different about today? Yeah thank you! Mary Magdalene just said it’s always worth saying Even if they don’t hear it But I want to ask for another way to convey it Remember though before I say this We asked you earlier and you may have forgotten now We’re asking your brain to loosen up What it thinks it knows We’re offering you a breakthrough That you deserve and never did not deserve That all life deserves A fresh chance at knowing itself in this way Ready? Okay! Yeah! We know you as good We know you as special We know you as lovable in ways that you don’t even know How lovable you are and why you’re lovable We know you as capable Even in a chaotic circus like Earth We know as trustworthy with yourself in your life We know you as creative and capable of exploring different ways Of knowing yourself of being yourself Of knowing your world and interacting in your world We know yourself as independent That even as your individual human You have systems of self-control and systems of moving forward And creating forward momentum And that would be by your standards By your personal standards We know you as competent in assessing what is right And what is wrong on a fundamental core level Regardless of your human experiences That may have seemed to have broken some of your systems That we’re describing here None of it is irreparable Because at the root of you We know you as decent and good and valuable We know your reality as capable of distorting all of that Every single thing we just described Like putting something in a blender And then seeing what happens And yet the initiative that is a part of being alive A part of being curious a part of in it’s pure state wanting good things for self And wanting good things for everyone else There is a way of allowing that light That goodness to shine and emanate from within you And interact fully as the human that you are While also engaging other layers of yourself That are not outside of you It’s like they’re sleeping within you And those other systems are called Sixth Sense Things like that it doesn’t have to mean You receive messages It doesn’t mean that there’s some guide or guardian Ready to take over your life Or tell you what to do in your life That’s definitely not our view of What it means to be enlightened or spiritual to me And to us that’s a form of suppressing light When a human is handing over their sense of who and what they are And what they should or should not do And how their life will or will not go To a sense of self that is outside of your humaneness And therefore dishonouring your humaneness in the process When we described that we see you as an individual one We also see you in your lifetime as whole and complete Completely independent of any other incarnations You may or may not be having The desire to make sense of your reality Has led to a lot of distortions in trying to explain and rationalize Why there is pain on Earth? Why you may have pain on Earth? Why there is suffering? Why there are those that are lucky and gifted? And why there are those that just seem cursed? Right! But a lot of those explanations are not true And a lot of those explanations have actually led to this chaos That we’re describing this circus of enlightenment That has very well-intended and seemingly informed individuals Chasing something they seek outside of themselves When everything that we are describing As sacred and sovereign and divine about you is within you Without any books needed really So where there are books or classes or teachers etc We encourage you to really pay attention do those teachings Or ideas have you feeling like your best self is out there Outside of you and that you have to go and get it Because who you are right now Is not something you went to get It’s something you created from the inside out And you’re living the expression of what you’ve created And you have very little control over the rest of your environment in that process And yet here you are Functioning so well in so many ways Despite the chaos and craziness of the systems That you’re interacting in That’s pretty impressive And yes it can be easier You’re right to want what you want Some of the things you want You may not get And that doesn’t mean that you’re not loved It doesn’t mean that God isn’t loving It doesn’t mean that you aren’t doing it right It just may mean that what you want Is something you’re not going to get in your life There is no punishment involved in that There’s no specific cause or reason Why you don’t have what you want In terms of experiences in terms of relationships In terms of all those things You may have been doing things very very right And still not getting what you want And that sucks And that’s Earth Earth wasn’t designed to be a place where you get everything you want The amount of energy we see Spent on trying to get the life that you want Versus live the life that you have Is sad I mean the struggle involved But some of you really really hate your life And we do want to change that We can’t change it for you But we know there’s huge upgrades Involved in this This reevaluation of who and what you are And therefore what your life is And some of that enlightenment teachings or personal development approaches That you’ve been taking Are they working for you? If they are that’s great If they’re not Please just set everything down for a moment And just sit there and you’re you And just consider Just sitting here Sound kind of the adversity Like what are we gonna say What should they consider What do we hoping they consider If you feel like your life is absolutely terrible Jill just said to us don’t you dare say That we’re being too negative No no no we’re not We’re not gonna say that There’s another way to be you Actually a whole bunch And there are well honed patterns That are creating your experience within your system That you could change Don’t ask us how You are the authority in your life So we would ask you What do you want to try first Start something big Start something small Just start somewhere What do you know that you are doing every day Or even the way you think about yourself And what’s possible for you in this world What are some things you know are not working in your favor That you want to start with Just start anywhere right It’s overwhelming And we completely observe that That depending how bad you feel like your life is It can feel overwhelming And it can feel like it can feel as if you were probably saying to yourself I recognize on some level I got myself in this mess That doesn’t mean this was all my fault But I don’t know what to do Somebody else knows better what I should do than I should Than I do So I’m going to just ask them to tell me what to do And again we’re asking you If that’s has that worked for you right We’re suspecting it hasn’t Because the one that’s the most invested and literally in your being Happier more productive or more effective and more successful Or more likeable version of yourself All of those controls are within you And you are the one that’s experiencing The negative side effects of why and what you are choosing to be Unconsciously probably Choosing to be and not even noticing it So start somewhere start small start big Just start today On whatever that is And there are some very non “Woo Woo” resources available to you That are working for millions of people This isn’t Jill’s wheelhouse right This isn’t she’s here to help those That accept their mastery live their mastery But what we notice is that there are many That come across her work That are wishing they felt their mastery And she’s not really well tuned or dedicated to that She hasn’t had that kind of life you guys okay That’s not she it’s just she knows herself as lucky So does she help people in one-on-one sessions? Yeah all the time Does the work that we do with her help everybody in some way That’s helped a lot of people in a whole bunch of different ways But one resource we point out to you if you really really hate your life Is actually Jordan Peterson’s book ” Rules for Life” Something about the chaos is even in the in the title So if you feel lost Start with that book We’ve recommended it before in our work Related to a message Related to financial health and well-being And sense of inherent value And we’ve already heard from a couple people Yeah more than a couple that That book helps set them straight That book has a way for many of undoing some of the spiritual circus That they’d been trying to make work in their life So it it strips things down That book For many of you And we highly recommend it Whether you feel like your life is a mess Or whether you feel like you may want to explore what’s there Because maybe there is some extra layers of effort That are not necessary That you have sort of stuck in there okay It’s also a very pragmatic grounded book It’s allowing the reader to experience itself Fully in its humaneness And that’s actually one of the chaos making experiences That enlightenment and personal development literature and courses Tend to have They they keep tending to take the person out of their reality And down these rabbit holes of you know clearing the energy field And clearing the chakras And evaluating what in a parallel life May be affecting this life And what are your dreams saying And what’s the message And what’s the meaning in all of these things All of those things that we just described Make it seem as if you are not wholly complete There are answers that are out there That you don’t have And that you’d be better off if you had them There that’s a sure fire recipe for getting you out of your present And out of your humaneness Seeking something like a ghost Almost chasing some etheric thing down So that you can begin to feel whole and complete But that sense of whole and completeness that we are describing Is something you always had But you’re not feeling it So if you’ve always had it It’s always been there But you keep leaving your energy field In your consciousness and your awareness to go get it You’re never gonna find it That’s the cycle and the drama of a perpetual seeker But it feels so right right All of those false teachings have come about Through very sophisticated beings trying to make sense And in often a very intelligent well intended way Have meant to try to get things straight But just because it sounds good And just because it even feels good Doesn’t mean it’s right So we would recommend that you judge Its effectiveness for you on whether it’s working or not And there can be upgrades that are provided Through some of these false well we are being bold And probably a little bit dramatic for effect When we say false truths But to us there’s a better truth how about that Some of you can feel noticeable upgrades from some of these truths But that doesn’t mean there’s not a better truth That could get you to that upgrade And get you into a deeper truer version of your eternal light Your inherent value better faster easier more cheaply right It’s dismaying to us as well That this circus of enlightenment on the Earth plane in your time Has become this huge scam an industry And cult-like experience of oh it’s just so messy And so disconnecting and it’s so good like any cult is A cult wouldn’t be a cult if there weren’t a sense of Divinity purpose upgrade better off-ness That one feels as a member of the cult Jill’s getting sick to her stomach That we’re using these words But what else would you call it? What else would you call a belief system That is not true to the inherent light of Source creator That you are always were and could not not be That puts like fences around it with us and them And we’re right and they’re wrong and loyalty to leaders And loyalty to teachings versus loyalty to the light of God That is the root and core of all life That’s where the loyalty should be What is helping you feel the love and the light and the relevance of Source Creator Personally within your energy field with nothing between you and it That’s the objective That’s it Where you just know it Not from a line from a book From a sense of recognition of identity That there’s nothing between you and God That there’s nothing between you and a version of love That is bigger than you can possibly imagine in your human consciousness Some of you have gotten so used to needing to believe That you had it That you’re refusing to acknowledge That you don’t feel perhaps What we’re describing That you don’t feel personally connected to God That you don’t feel inherently valuable That you don’t feel unconditionally worthy of beautiful things in your life Because that identity Deciding that’s true Not like a pass/fail grade Or a level that you reach Just a decision of Yeah that makes sense Let me Or that could work Let me try that out Not something to study outside of yourself That identity helps get you through the natural And unfortunate and undeserved pain That does happen on Earth So that when things don’t go your way Or if they feel like they never go your way At least your identity can say This is a tough life I wish it were different I will do what I can And do the best that I can to be A version of me that I like and that I love And that I can be my best in this reality Just because I want to But everything here feels like it’s stacked against me and hard And it feels unfair That is such a real and honest approach And so much more true than any of the other rabbit holes That somebody that is suffering or hurting Starts to run down run into those rabbit holes This pain must be something I deserved as a soul This pain there must be a message in this pain What is it I’m feeling pain I’m not supposed to feel pain What does this mean? I have to get rid of it What am I doing wrong? We’re gonna go to that article that we wrote With Jill on Thursday So that it’s right here And we do encourage you to read it And there is something different energetically with the brain And the human brain and it’s wiring That helps complement the auditory message and a visualization With the reading of words in the human language okay And then after this I think we’ll wrap up Okay “Any spiritual concept that has you feeling like You aren’t there or haven’t been there are flawed” There is in quotations “The truth is that you are light Life is light Recognizing the game of the New Age spirituality and religion is key The game of chasing seeking for the light that we are Those games keep one from accessing the light that one is Humanity doesn’t need to awaken No one needs to awaken Humanity is not in a wave of awakening Enlightenment services aren’t needed to help humanity awaken There is no mass buildup of spiritual practitioners required To prepare for the volumes of humans that will soon be awakening But many a class was taught Many a retreat Center was opened Many a certificate was earned in preparation for such mass awakenings Humanity can awaken at any time Typically done in individual cases as their one Like you and I probably did One’s eternal self has perpetually awake Perpetually ascended No one’s soul needed to come here to awaken Every eternal self is whole and complete perpetually No one needs to come to Earth for lessons or otherwise The eternal self is fully ascended Fully graduated Was never Excuse me not ascended was never not graduated No other lifetimes need fixing solving healing from you in this lifetime Your other lifetimes if you have any Need not be attached to anything that you are or aren’t in this life Your life A great life is not the result of a series of strung together lifetimes Which are then resulted in getting it right A bad life is not the result of an undeveloped soul That has many things to learn Life Your life Humanity is the result of a eternal energy Fully whole and complete Curious about what it might be like to experience a reality Where one can forget that they are God One God The God Home is not heaven This also is not home To our eternal self energy There is nowhere that it isn’t Thus anywhere can be home There is also no time that it isn’t The eternal self is an energy field That is beyond the confines of the time-space continuum Hence your soul is not from a star either nor from the cosmos There is no from at the eternal self level There was never a time that it wasn’t There was never a space where it isn’t Your sense of the spiritual pursuit can then be whatever you want it to be humans in our forgetting Have created many a path for knowing God pursuing God Improving one’s self We can pretend we are here to clear karma from past lives We can pretend that the journeys we take as souls Are strung a long time like pearls on a strand One happening in sequence with the next Well within the time-space convention We can pretend that we are here to evolve as souls As if our souls are not whole not complete and are unevolved We can pretend that there was a being That died for our sins We can pretend that we are born of the stars Now in human form to shed light on Earth We can pretend that Earth is a divine being A sacred mother and worship her like a God We can pretend that there is no God That everything here started here in time-space And that there is only evolution and responses to it We can pretend that horrible people are here for our benefit Trying to teach us a lesson We can pretend that every thought creates an outcome That our thoughts are so powerful that they create our reality We can pretend that physicality is an illusion And that nothing matters We can pretend that good things only happen To those who are thinking the right things We can pretend that bad things only happen To those who were thinking the wrong things We can pretend that there is no bad and there is no good We can pretend that everything happens for a reason We can pretend that our soul has a specific mission for this life And that if we don’t get it right Then we will have to come back We can pretend that our life in our future has its own destiny and plan And the energies here will pull us and push us into that plan No matter what we do We can pretend we aren’t sovereign We can pretend Earth as a school We can pretend We can pretend Here We can pretend so many things But that doesn’t mean they are true But in our humaneness our consciousness is so powerful And so advanced relative to other other life-forms That what we pretend is true Dramatically affects the life we live The person we are The future we create And we are even powerful enough to consider Outside the reality of our present pretending We can be curious like our Creator God energy About other possibilities other scenarios other truths being true Well then what is true? What if there is very little certainty available here Of what is true and what isn’t? What if everyone here is doing the best we can with what we know And that we can individually influence and affect what we know What if those who know don’t know? And those who don’t know know? Or what if there are truths Truths big enough to make sense of everything we’ve shared so far Truths that are true whether you believe them or not The truth that you are light No matter what you believe No matter what you know No matter what you are doing or not doing No matter what I will offer my truth or is it my pretending How can I really know after all? My truth is that being enlightenment means Being the light that you are eternally Claiming that perhaps undeserved and unearnable grace of God’s love that we so need And benefit from in this reality Being loved beyond measure Being of value inherently Being of purpose no matter one’s knowledge training or success You and all are light of God energy no matter what I do believe in God One God One God that is curious and this curiosity Makes it God Expansive and infinite One God that was curious What it would be like to forget that it was God One God that through itself created a reality In which it could forget One God that would protect the strange reality With seemingly impenetrable forces like space and time And ranges of consciousness which included the likelihood of forgetting Potentially everything that is true One God that would create life forms and energy systems to experience itself In that special arena of physicality and consciousness One God that didn’t know how it would go What would happen How things would unfold One God that by its not knowing how things will go Is in actuality infinite One God that loves all and every essence of life And has compassion and sympathy and comfort for those That happen to experience unfortunate events While it is in the reality where one can forget it is God Because while we are forgetting that we are God We can and do Very unseemingly Excuse me Because while we are forgetting that we are God We can and do very seemingly ungodly things God is not lost Humanity is not lost God is not here to get to know itself We can have identity crisis but God doesn’t Humanity isn’t trying to get home Humanity is it as itself in its consciousness containers is home within its humanity And humanity is temporary Humans and all physical life are mortal Death is not the end nor is it the beginning Death is the permanent conclusion of that physical form’s experience of itself Life at the eternal self level never stops being life And never stops being source God Human life happens simultaneously Alongside the eternal self being itself The eternal self isn’t trying to get its human to be anything other than what it is As the eternal self it is whole and complete No matter what it’s human is doing or not doing If it’s human wants to spiritually awaken That’s great! If it’s human wants to continue pretending it isn’t God That’s great! All of it anything that can happen here Fulfills the overall objective of this reality Of exploring what happens when we forget that we are God” Shared today May th with you Here from within the time-space vectors of Earth As this human called Jill Renee Feeler As my one to your one would love and hopefully in liberating vibes To be you Your light and shine brightly Because you can And maybe now You know Okay There’s just a bit more and it’s a postscript As I was feeling into some people’s responses to this That we shared that day on Thursday So a postscript P.S. One may wonder why we use the word ‘pretend’ If we stand back from ourselves our beliefs our truths Especially those that can never be proven It can be a very healthy exercise And also beneficially humbling Pretending something is true doesn’t mean we are children Doesn’t mean we are naive Pretending something is true means we are acting as if it is When something cannot be actually proven as true or not It is very much like pretending On Earth we do a lot of pretending And it doesn’t have to mean being fake phony inauthentic Admitting admitting the part of pretending may actually help us to be more authentic Priests are pretending that what they know is true It cannot be proven Atheists are pretending that what they know is true Metaphysical and spiritual experiences are pretending What they know is true So another approach is pick your best thing to pretend and see how it goes Are we each allowed to pretend that what we know is true? Of course But there is reason to be cautious whenever one ties their identity Too tightly with what you believe You are not what you believe Your beliefs highly influence your human experience But your eternal self is what it is Regardless of what you believe or disbelief Do I believe what I do as truth? Of course or I wouldn’t believe it And I have the pragmatism And range of consciousness to consider That if anything about it is wrong That I am still eternally light Inherently valuable and doing the best I can With what I know Might I know better for others? Yes But there is no way to prove it And acknowledging this feels good and true Xoxo Jill I love those words I love those words That literally that it was just like Because of the way it is being me That message that I read right there And that last what minutes or so Came through as I’m eating my scallops And as I’m eating my shitake mushrooms So I’m typing and it’s like it’s coming out of me And then I read it and like oh yeah that’s good And I just keep going It’s so it’s not like what should I say next? It’s like a river flowing from not from the outside right It’s from a river within me that says stuff like this And I’m glad I took the time to do that And I hope it does offer insight and healing And liberation and wisdom for you in your life I do love you and that is my intention with everything that we do And you guys I don’t want to be a crutch for you I don’t want to be another person that That you may want to hand your authority over to And ask me to tell you what you should do in your life I choose to interact with you as the fellow being of light And even master of light That I know you to be as your eternal self energy Might that not go well sometimes? Yeah it doesn’t go well sometimes But it goes well a lot of the time And what I know from my experience and the feedback that I get from my work It inspires the mastery I know you have within you If you are choosing to experience yourself in that way There have been so many people that I feel so blessed To have hung out with shoulder to shoulder That used to be Maybe in a cult-like environment Or maybe addicted to the the Tele-summits Or the you know the self-help books Or the you know this or that or whatever And they were just like wait a minute what is this? What in like wait a minute what is Jill saying? She’s saying I was always the light Even if I don’t know I’m the light That I was chasing Wait what? Right And then they start to consider it for themselves They start to maybe pretend that that’s true right And this vain of pretending And they start to reevaluate every offer that comes their way That has a tendency to pull us out of ourselves Out of our present into our future Now somebody recently I can’t remember what the experience was But somebody says some I think it was at the Boise workshop actually It came up about And I think I brought it up So when I say pulling you out of your present I don’t mean stay in your present Like I think Eckhart Tolle means stay in your present Because you could stay in your present In a five human sensory sort of way Where it feels limited and suppressed and incomplete right So I’m not talking about that version of present I’m talking about present In a way that is beyond your imagination in terms of what’s available to you Where there’s so many choices for every single thing you do in your in your day And there’s so many choices of how you respond To what this world sort of throws at us In a random unplanned non destined unpurposeful way Right? Okay? Okay that Glad we did this today Thanks for hanging out with me I have no idea How this will go What you’ll decide to do with this but But I like what we did here today Thanks for being a part of it Thanks for sharing this If you feel like to Thanks for may be listening to this over and over and over again If you would You’ll probably hear something new every time you hear it Like we talked about at the beginning with my frustration These human brains man they are They are sophisticated really advanced things And Yeah Yeah that’s good I could keep going but that that feels good for now Alright Okay Thank you I love you Oh announcement! I will be on Ok I want to get their name right There’s a program and it’s called Soulogy One Studios {soulspeaks D} And a client / friend fellow master of mine pointed out I can’t remember what it was but she said that She said something it was Paige Paige if you’re listening you are a little sister She said something at the end of her session Like I there’s this guy and he does these interviews of people like you And it would be really cool if you were on his Because he’s you know a good interviewer And he’s interviewed some other great people And that would be so cool And then I think she said she was gonna reach out to him And I thought you know what i’ve never heard of him I’m curious So he’s interviewed Magenta Pixie And he’s he has interviewed some other I want to say fellow speakers And the telesummit circuit kind of thing So I actually reached out to him And then he did get back to me And I’m booked for Monday I don’t normally reach out to people and ask to be interviewed And I think it is my ego Sort of wanting to point that out That’s fine Maybe a less likable quality about me I know I like it less but anyway I said it there it is Anyway so I am excited about the opportunity And I joked on my newsletter that I sent out today That sometimes when I’m being interviewed And this happened in a recent interview too Where somebody maybe we don’t know each other that well Or they don’t know me through my work I sense And I witness that they have an expectation That I’m that I’m thinking the same way as they are about different things And then when I come they say something Like well we all know that you know whatever We all create our own reality Or our thoughts create a reality And then And I’m just There’s always that moment of me is juggling Oh and I sometimes I say to myself the F-word like oh fudge Like but the real word And I’m like what am i a now? Damn Because I want to be respectful of that Their show I want to be respectful of their audience And yet I do have a sense of trust that That I am there and I don’t want to pretend I agree With something that I don’t agree with so then I Choices right Then I’m like okay So do I pretend I agree with them and let it go Do I say well there’s another way to look at it and I just move on You know The choices are almost endless But lately and I think in recent years I have become more comfortable with offering my differing opinion Or differing truth What I’m pretending that is different than what they’re pretending In the vain of this article again And it has felt good but it’s awkward And some interviewers respond better to that than others Some are like oh I’m curious what do you mean by that? Can you help explain it more? I’ve never heard that before And then others I think pretend they don’t hear me But I do feel sometimes And i’ve used this metaphor a couple times in the past week And I really like it more than a couple I feel a bit like I’m offering steak at a vegan convention So it’s awkward it It feels like there’s a lot of effort there is Jill It’s so much easier as you guys know In your own lives too It’s so much easier to interact with people when you seem to agree with everything And yet I am that person that we described in the beginning of the In the beginning of this message I am that person that if I see somebody doing something That I view matters in a way that they could be getting better results They could be doing it more easily That they’re making it harder than they need to It is really I am the type of person It is very hard for me to just zip it And go that is not my business I make things my business all the time Yeah! You can change That’s my girls right I am the mom That if i’m You know driving by the you know We just picked up the kids from school When they were in elementary school And there were three kids just beating the crap out of each other Three boys and one seemed to be at the huge disadvantage And the other two were just going at him And they’re on the on the school grounds And I’m like oh does he need help So I literally rolled down my window And my daughter Georgia was probably maybe at that time She’s just like mom! Don’t! Like mom! And I just yelled at the window I said hey! And they all stopped you know looked at me like mid fist And I was like And I looked at the little kid And I made eye contact with him from my mini van And I’m like are you okay? And he goes yeah okay! I’m like okay! Just checking And my daughter Just like you know trying to appear invisible in her seat Like that is not my mother I don’t know what’s going on I am not with her So yeah! Much to my daughters’ chagrin I am that mom I am that person And I do care and I care in an active proactive engaged way And sometimes I may need to apologize for it But for the most part I am comfortable Because I know my intentions Okay! And I can be I’m always giving somebody the option of ignoring me Everybody has the free will of pretending we said nothing Everybody has the option of pretending this video is not on the planet okay There you go And it doesn’t need to bother anybody Yeah! But it might then I’m willing to take that risk Given the upgrades that I know that we’re offering Out of love and out of honor For the light that you are As you are one in your life And so it is Bye bye for now! See you next week!