Jill’s Story

    I guess I like to do things my own way — I’m sensing you resonate with that.  My spiritual support team from the higher realms called me a “sleeper”…  I demonstrate and live interdimensionally, with access to the highest/deepest vibrational realms who, prior to 2009, was not yet conscious of it…  Prior to June 2008, I didn’t know what a spirit guide was.

    In June 2008 it was apparently time for me to remember another version of myself.   I was an MBA with a successful business career, a beautiful family and a very happy life.  Two very different business opportunities had me stuck in indecision.  Tragic, right?  (Not but for this tightly wound, successful person, it felt like life or death.)  My sister in law recommended I see her shaman/psychic to assist me with my indecision.  A psychic?  To help me figure out the best path for my business career?  As ridiculous as it sounded to me, I was in the psychic’s waiting area a few days later.  Several seeds were planted from that experience.  I allowed that to be a huge and beautiful crack in my limited sense of reality, what was possible and who I am.   And what I thought was oh so important became quite irrelevant as a result of what was shared with me.  I was told about my connection to various beings from the higher realms including Jesus and Mother Mary, my contracts with my children, my Soul’s experience and my ability to experience profound, deep spirituality in this journey.  It felt like another version of myself was reminding me of another way I am me.  I discerned and knew what was feeling true to me, at a deep level of knowing.

    As a result of this experience, my energy began to shift and my consciousness began to expand.  I had begun to allow an opening into additional layers of my being that are beyond the five human senses.  I now see through my own work that anything can play that role in our lives.  It wasn’t about the business indecision and it wasn’t about the psychic — we each can allow any pivotal moment and any force of energy to be that game changer in our lives.  I now realize you don’t even need to be facing a crisis in order to shift, expand and re-assess everything you are and can be in this lifetime.

    As a result of my shifting, the world around me began to behave differently, seemingly more supernatural and more beautiful.  I could feel more and allow my analytical, well trained brain to play it’s role, but no longer controlling everything.  My children shifted, and I noticed more of their interdimensional wisdom and abilities that were probably there all along but I hadn’t noticed or couldn’t see previously.  My youngest daughter clearly demonstrating telepathy.  My older daughter recalling that a car near us was just like the one Grandma had… before my daughter was born…  My rigid walls of reality and what was possible were melting in my hands and I was somehow ok with it all, embracing a sense of wonder and anticipation of what else would be shown to me by the Universe.

    In Feb. 2009 I was internally guided to a psychic development 2 day, 4 hour workshop.  I felt like I was supposed to be there, Jill Renee Feelerwanting to know more about what my daughters were displaying and the supposed deep spirituality I had access to.  I noticed the teacher kept watching me and looking at me.  The second night we would use psychometry to provide readings to unknown other participants in the room.  The teacher gave us instructions, including to simply write down everything we were getting by holding another person’s jewelry “without thinking.”  Without thinking?  Thinking was what I did best!  Ayn Rand was my hero!  Rationality and Intellectual pursuits were my passion.  My Higher Self had another experience in mind for me, starting on that day and I allowed it all to unfold.

    I quickly learned that I’m very, very good at not thinking, which I know realize is really just allowing my energy field to expand beyond mental patterning, access deeper levels of knowing that our brains cannot access (think of it like the invisible spectrum of light that our eyes cannot see yet it remains real).  I now see that these deeper awareness systems operate from completely different levels/dimensions, beyond the human experience, and even beyond our parallel lives.  The brain cannot access these dimensional levels but for most of us, the mental intelligence is the only operating mechanism we know of.  In that classroom experience, I held someone’s ring and was flooded with an even flow of steady information about the owner, her past, her present, her future, her finances, her emotional well-being, experiences in her journey, her personality, etc.  I had a page of single spaced handwritten notes filled, coming to me from inside my Self, from God to help assist this other person in their beautiful journey.  I was shown by my spiritual support team from the higher realms whose ring it was.  I was confident about the information I received, not shy at all about sharing when it was my turn.  Again the teacher stared at me almost in disbelief as he witnessed what I was doing, as if I had done it my whole life.  At that time, the information came through myself mainly in symbols and images.  I shared feelings and sensations in my body and the teacher helped me de-code what they meant for this woman and her experience.  She was on the other side of the room with her beautiful jaw open, tears streaming down her face and I was very emotional, too, feeling her feelings.

    This experience felt so natural, like I’d done this before.  Like I’d been doing it forever.  And I happened to be allowing myself to trust and be and experience and share from these other layers of myself.  And I loved it.  I felt so alive, so on purpose and it was as if time had stopped during the experience.

    Needless to say, they didn’t teach me any of this in MBA school and none of this fit with what I knew to be real or true or even possible.  Yet, it was.  This was happening.  I was witnessing myself accessing and being handed information that was loving, and wise and specific and relevant to this woman that I had no understandable way of knowing.  Yet I did.  I was being shown by my higher/inner self/soul another side of my abilities here on Earth as Jill.  I wasn’t even very clear about how I ended up in this class yet it all was perfect.  I was supposed to be there.  How else was my team and my Higher Self going to show me the many other sides to me that I hadn’t yet known existed?

    It wasn’t the class, it wasn’t the teacher.  Many, many other students have experienced that same class over the decades and they did not have my experience.  I now see that we can allow anything and everything to be that light bulb moment.  I have since figured out that my revealing experience was related to a) my allowing and b) the spiritual gifts and energy signature I brought with me into this lifetime as Jill.  I allowed that set of experiences to be the ultimate reveal, and then I trusted.  And lack of trusting is where most humans spiral away from their spiritual essence and out of our inner sensory awareness systems — not trusting, intense doubt and human brain rationalizations that it isn’t possible.  It is possible but our brains can’t see that and sometimes can’t even be proven that, just like the human eyes inability to experience the invisible spectrums of light…

    I left that night amazed.  Amazed at myself, amazed at God, amazed at this reality we call Earth, just completely blown away and completely hooked on the experience of going within to learn, to experience, to serve others and expand my Self.  I felt more alive than ever before.  I felt more on purpose in my sense of self than anything I’d accomplished in my business career.

    I offered to give intuitive sessions to many, many people from that day on — family, open-minded friends, open-minded friends of friends, other people I met in the class, etc.  I quickly realized I didn’t need jewelry and then didn’t need photos and then didn’t need the other person physically present to connect with their energy and share whatever their higher self and God wanted to share with them.  It was like I was guiding myself at this point, very curious and continuously expanding, often asking myself “I wonder if I can…” sorts of questions.  That continued throughout 2009, providing practice sessions in person, over the phone, via email, etc.  I loved working with energy and connecting with the higher/inner realms in this way and the assistance it offered others.  Also, in the process of my sharing my Self in this way, I felt my vibration expand dramatically.

    Jill Renee FeelerWithin months of the Feb. activation, I began channeling via automatic writing, practicing with meditation and practicing the sharing of energy with intentions of healing.  On Sept. 9, 2009, while in meditation I could feel a message developing from my team and I was prompted to get my phone to record a live message.  Prior to that I had only been utilizing automatic writing to receive.  The energy and message in the audio recording was so beautiful, loving, encouraging and inspiring.  I loved the experience of feeling a message develop from with-In my being and the sensation of my human brain being excited to hear it.  Channeling/interdimensional communication has been a significant part of my connection to the higher realms and I enjoy this part of my experience very much.

    All of that trusting and allowing and experiencing has led me to now.  I am a spiritual teacher, channeler (I call it interdimensional communicator), healer, writer and inspirational figure for those seeking to personally access God in their current journey.  I am incredibly joy-filled about life and the human experience, allowing the unconditional love of God to fill me up endlessly and overflow at will.  Nothing I learned in any religious teachings could have prepared me for the very real and very personal connection to God I now know.  Jesus is a being I now know, personally, and love and walk beside in a way that is difficult to describe.  This is available to all of us.  That is why He and the other masters of light were here, as a demonstration of what is possible in human form.  It’s not an insult to them that we learn to look at them as comrades; it’s a validation that they mattered and that their imprint on humanity lives on, within us — not as something to worship or idolize but rather as a model for human living amidst our inner divine essence.  It does take trust, tremendous trust and we aren’t trained to trust ourselves — we are trained in this age to doubt ourselves.  It does take an open mind and an open heart, allowing God and the Universe to guide you… perhaps to an intuitive (smile) like my own introduction to interdimensional experiences or whatever else you will allow to help you reach into further expansion in this journey.

    My other major roles in this journey include wife, mother, retired corporate business professional, successful entrepreneur with global clients across the globe.  My young daughters keep me on my toes, and laughing a lot.  As a recovering control-freak, they have helped me remember my true self, the world and the limitless possibilities we have to find joy and forgiveness in every moment.  I honor my role as mother and am so appreciative of the gifts and lessons my children and I exchange with each other.  They provide a beautifully clear mirror for me to examine myself and my journey, giving me unconditional room to make all necessary adjustments along the way.  My Mother had a plaque on our kitchen wall growing up that I didn’t fully appreciate until I became a parent in my early 30s. It stated, “Children are not things to be molded but are People to be unfolded.”  Thanks to all the Moms who are supporting their children’s unfolding.  I send love and blessings to all parents, that they can appreciate the uniqueness of their own children, recognizing them as a soul who happens to be in a small frame at this time, to be honored, protected and loved unconditionally.  I also send them the insight that this unconditional love is initiated and nurtured by first finding it for yourself.

    I left my career in corporate in May 2011, giving me more flexibility with my heart’s interest in my family, friends and all things spiritual/quantum/metaphysical.  My “3D career” started with my bachelors degrees in finance and economics and I earned my MBA in the late 90s.  I have taught corporate finance at the university level and managed global projects involving hundreds of talented professionals from around the globe coming together for a common goal.  My career has included working in the financial, healthcare and high-tech industries. I appreciate that part of my journey and realize the role it played and I now welcome this interdimensional experience part of my journey that has been continously expanding.

    My consciousness has been allowed to expand far, far beyond mass consciousness.  Given my very mainstream background I witness the very tangible way my work dramatically and positively affects others, as a catalyst for their spiritual connection to and for huge upgrades in their lives.  My clients include engineers, practicing medical doctors, attorneys, entrepreneurs, students, parents, children, leaders in the spiritual and consciousness communities — in other words anyone desiring further insights into their human journey from a level of higher wisdom, delivered with love, intelligence, honor, professionalism, confidentiality and sometimes raw honesty.  I guide my audience and my clients from the level of them being a spiritual seeker to the foundation of spiritual experiencing.

    I have a very unique approach in my connection to God — from the inside out.  I don’t appreciate the bullshit side of most “new age” dogma.  I know we are ready for much more than outdated concepts such as linear reincarnation (chasing our tail to get it right and earn our way back into heaven), “mindfulness” (even the title is completely off for me and a desire-less state of existence denotes a finite, unCurious, static and even lazy God and that is not my truth), out of body experience (you chose to work with a bodysuit in this lifetime — please do not leave it unattended at any time instead reach out by expanding your consciousness from inside your human energy field), soul mates/twin flames (a sure recipe for knowing yourself as incomplete and not whole), law of attraction (we aren’t magnets – we are Creator energy in human form), to name a few.

    I am deeply passionate about your claiming and experiencing your wholeness and holiness as divine energy in human form.  I want you to know how amazing you Are, right now, as divine spirit in human form with limitless potential   My initial opening was assisted greatly by those initial experiences and I now very much enjoy playing that role for others, but it is entirely up to you, just like it was to me.  I went for game changing, and you can as well.  This approach to connection from the inside out and what I am now shown in terms of cosmology, the role of humanity and our individual purposes within a human journey were revealed to me by me over the years I have worked within my expanded energy field.  I did not study nor read what I now know and teach.  My spiritual library consists of about 5 books.  My path in this journey is to offer and demonstrate another level of humanity’s potential that we are now capable of accessing and living and making real in our everyday lives.  My path was to go within and re-member who I am, as a Soul, and why I am here and what is taking place for humanity and the planet amidst this Great Shift many call Ascension.  We are more than our five human senses.  We can live alongside an inner realm of divine energy and supernatural consciousness.  This is human evolution underway, starting with our selves.

    If you feel resonance with what is shared here, I look forward to assisting you, as a comrade, in your re-membering process.

    XOxo,

    Jill