Worry, Love and Believing in Ourselves and Others Public Transcript

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Beautiful message to help us make more room for God and less room for worry. We received deeper information about worry, it’s affect on our lives and a much better way of handling the very real concerns we have in this world. Whether you are the worrier or know someone who is, this message has something special for everyone. And the ending… was a beautiful surprise that added so much to the message. Direct to the heart, this one.

Wonderful resource for self-love, healthier relationships and a better understanding of God and the close relationship we can have with God.

Worry, Love & Believing in Ourselves and Others_April 2024 Message
Jill Renee Feeler
Platinum Age Creations

Hello, everybody, and welcome to this monthly inspired message for April 2024. And let’s start by taking a couple nice, deep breaths.

Okay? I encourage you to close your eyes if that helps you kind of focus within. For a lot of people, it does. So closing your eyes might be recommended here while you take the next breath. Good job.

And I would like you to imagine a ball of light that is really whatever color you want it to be. But just imagine a ball of light within you. Could be like a champagne color, maybe slightly gold, slightly silver, very vibrant and sparkly.

And whatever size that ball is, let’s imagine that it’s somewhere at your heart level or down to maybe your. Your belly button, your navel.

Okay, good. Starting with it. Anywhere in that area is fine. And now let’s let that bubble, that ball get bigger as we breathe. And it’s not uncomfortable.

We’re just paying attention to it as we breathe, and it gets bigger.

Okay, so now let’s have it at least as the ball being as wide as your body, and as it gets bigger and bigger, just gently, as you imagine expanding, it’s just hitting the back of your throat and your. Your voice area. That might be tickly.

Good. Nice, deep breath.

And now let’s have the bubble still centered within us. So we’re within the bubble, and now it’s at least the size of our body. Very good. And now that it is that relative size to us, it’s actually making up all of our physical body. Feel more buoyant and, like, it’s sort of in the bubble.

Very good. So all of your organs just feel almost like you’re. You’re not in the full gravity. The level of gravity that we have here on earth, all of your organs, all of your cells, your hair, everything just feels just more buoyant and lifted, but still very perfectly and divinely connected to this reality and all of our physicality and all of the physicality of earth. Nice, deep breath.

Okay, good. So now where we are is. The bubble is big enough where it’s still sticky to the surface of the earth, but you are in a state of buoyancy. You’re in a state of, uh, I want to say light heartedness or even your heart, where wherever you had worries or happiness or sorrows, even your heart is feeling less heavy right now, and we have something to help with that. Very good.

Okay, I’d like you to imagine that magically, a tray appears to just to the. To the right of you, maybe right within reach of your right hand, still within the bubble. And this tray is specifically designed for anything, literally anything that you are worried about right now in your life and someone else’s life. Any. Literally anything.

And I would just like you to imagine it almost like rocks or stones, and they’re just kind of plunk, just kind of being ceremoniously placed on this tray. Great job. Okay, good. And if you’re. You’re not sure, like, if something fits, then put it on the tray.

It’s not going away forever. You can worry about it again whenever you want to, but for now, you’re giving yourself a break from it. Okay, good.

There we go.

Okay, so now this tray is being. Just imagine it being removed for you and set down right by your feet. You can pick it up later or not. Okay, good. All right, here we go.

Now we can get started. Okay, let’s do one last breath here while you just let your body relax, and you can open your eyes or keep your eyes closed, whatever is comfortable for you.

There we go. Okay, now I’m going to stay in here and notice where I am led to. To go with this message today.

This could be interesting. Okay. For some reason, this time, I’m getting almost, like, a headline for the message, and it’s, is God a warrior? Now, before we go farther, I just want to note that you can insert any word there, for God is your higher self a warrior? Is your soulfulness a warrior?

Is your team a worrier? Is the holy spirit a warrior? You put any word that means the most to you right there. Okay. So is your word a worrier?

Okay, good. Now let’s ask the question. Is that creator energy worrier about you? Okay. Ooh, tickly.

Okay, now we’re. Here we go.

This is a fun question to consider because of the fact that so many humans combine worry with love. So if we are to say that, and the word that we’re going to use is God. Just as a general catch all, if we answer that God does not worry about you, then some humans, actually, many humans, especially women, for some reason, there is a very common association with, oh, well, if God isn’t worried about me, then God doesn’t love me. And this is another invitation to really pull those ideas apart, because in reality, worry does not have to be combined with love, even in your human experience. So let’s talk about Jesus for a moment.

Jesus was misunderstood, even by his inner circle. And there were some of the close friend group, now commonly known as the disciples, that thought they found him aloof. Some could find him a bit cold. Interestingly enough, they knew he was loving. They knew he cared deeply and eternally.

But when they had sorrows and worry and just concerns about life, Jesus had a very refined structure for addressing those concerns with compassion and with love and without worry, lacking in worry, yet filled with love and filled with authentic, sincere compassion. So those that knew him best, they knew that. But the idea that he wasn’t worried with them or worried for them was disorienting and a bit unsettling to them at times. So it would make their brains question whether he really loved them, whether it was a love that they could trust, whether it was a human that felt human enough to relate to.

Yeah, there we go. Yeah. I’m being asked to take a minute here. This is important.

Okay. So we’re going to come at this from any angles. There are some of you that already can relate very easily with the Jesus side of this story. Maybe you have been labeled as not as compassionate or maybe a little bit cold hearted about things, maybe a little bit too cool because you handle cautionary it situations in this reality filled with love yet void of worry, very much like we are describing how Jesus did. And it’s not fun to be accused of not caring.

It can hurt to be called cold and unfeeling or uncaring or unloving, but only you know your heart in terms of how much you actually love that person. But your, it’s almost like you’re wiring. Your operating system may be very different in that you’re, you’re, you just don’t naturally worry. You’re not, you don’t sit there and fret and wring your hands and oh, no, oh, no, what’s gonna happen? You know, you’re just, it’s not how you are anyway, so some of you can relate to the Jesus role in the story, and some of you can relate to the others in the story.

And it’s confusing. It’s a bit disarming when you sense that somebody doesn’t worry like you do because your worry is wrapped in love.

So can they be unwrapped? Can you be more maybe like Jesus or maybe like your own version of a loving, caring, compassionate human who does not worry in association with those feelings? Can you be one of those people? And the first thing we’d like to ask you is, do you want to be one of those people? We’ve already expressed that there is a, there’s a downside.

There’s a downside to having this association with being cold and being confusing and all those things. So you may not want to. Sorry, I quickly wrong, but I apologize. You may not even want to create that new wiring for yourself, and that’s totally okay. That would be up to you if you even wanted to explore this.

But the reason it matters is because of the initial question, does God worry about you?

Do you want to imagine that everything that you put on that tray, that God is having anxiety, that God has its range of self, which includes you, is anxious and fervently and maybe even woeful about everything that you laid on that tray at the beginning of this experience? Do you want that? Be very honest with yourself about that. Some that are prone to martyrdom, actually, they want. They actually are very comforted.

When somebody says, I’ve been worried about you. They’re like, oh, thank God you’re worried about me. I’m so glad that somebody cares, kind of thing. Okay, so let’s be honest with yourself about that.

We’ve always been very real with you.

It is very beneficial, not only as our source energy, but also as your human energy, which is why we’re talking about it today with you, to allow yourself at least the consideration and maybe even the operation of a range and a fullness of love that has no space for worry. Worry is rooted in they won’t be okay. Worry is rooted in this is going to be terrible.

And that leaves out so much authorship of any experience that could be worrisome, because with every single thing, every single item that you laid on that tray that is causing you worry, there is authorship in every one of them. Is there potential pain, potential suffering, potential sorrow and hurt in the things that you’re worried about? Yes, that’s why you’re worried about them. But that’s not all that there is in all of them. There is not the requirement.

There is not the obligation, but there is the opportunity for many silver linings and maybe even silver fillings. Maybe it is filled with something good, and the lining is the hurt. The lining is the ouch. That part. I didn’t like that.

Right? Maybe the ouch is the lining and the bulk of whatever’s on that tray and however it ends up going. But you author it. You author the experience for yourself as something absolutely yummy. Maybe even you’re glad it happened.

Maybe even it’s not. It’s something you laugh at yourself, that you worried about it. Like, how did I underestimate myself? I can make lemonade out of lemons all day long, every day, the rest of my life. So good at this.

And if you’re not good at it. I really encourage you to get good at it. Practice makes perfect curiosity. How could this, how is, how are there more than silver linings here? How is this filled with gold, filled with silver, filled with value.

And the ouchiness is just some weird little coating on the surface. That’s all I saw initially. And then you’re in the experience, and it actually happened the way you didn’t want it to go. And you’re like, okay, I didn’t want to pick this, and I wouldn’t have picked this, but here I am. Let me make the best of this for you.

You making the best of it. The power isn’t in the moment. The power isn’t in the experience. Power isn’t in that. The power is in you, and the power is in the authorship.

You are writing the experience as you’re living it.

So you also have the ability to tell yourself a new story, writing a new script for yourself about whether you put anything on that tray. Did we halt the experience too soon? And you were like, I’m just getting started, putting my worries on this tray. I’m a professional worrier. That’s what I do.

You don’t even have to be that way. Even if your mother was that way, even if your dad was that way, even if you’ve always been that way, no matter what your story about that story is, you could rewrite it.

Is that risky? Is that scary? Do you believe it? Do you believe that you could write yourself a new story? That you could be the loving, caring, compassionate person you are without the worrying component to it?

Those of you that resonate with yourself as a worrier may not even believe this is possible. We promise you this is possible, because love is completely independent of worrying. What love says in a cautionary experience is, I want this to go well for you. I want you to be okay. No matter what happens, I want you to know you are okay.

No matter what happens, I want you to know you are loved. You are love, and you are loving no matter how that goes. That’s what I want you to know.

Does that feel good?

It’s so light. It’s so buoyant. It’s so unburdened.

There are generations upon generations upon generations. And some cultures are more susceptible to this, too. They’ve been trained that to love is to worry, and it is filled with burden. It is filled with sorrow and regret and hurts about things that haven’t even happened yet and may never happen. So many things that a professional worrier worries about never even come to pass.

But think about it. They worried for nothing. They worried for no reason.

What other emotions and feelings and energy patterns and upliftment and inspiration could they have been rendering in their field, running and operating and experiencing and radiating in their field? Had they known or had they thought to try a different program of how to love and how to feel loved?

So why is worry so tricky? It’s very sticky. And those of you that did resonate more with Jesus role in that story in terms of his ability to love and be caring and compassionate without worrying. Those individuals, they can smell a worrier like a mile away, and it does feel heavy to them. So to those of you that are more like Jesus, if you do have something that you are concerned about, just different than worry.

Concern is more like a. It’s more like a. It’s an intellectual thought. Oh, that’s something that could go wrong. I’m going to take note of that.

But it doesn’t occupy your heart. It doesn’t grab your heart and go, okay, now we need to be sad because something bad may happen. We got to get on the Sabbath ahead of it. We got to get ahead of it because it might happen. We need to prepare ourselves by being sad and worryful and burdened right now.

So being concerned is not being oblivious. It’s not being naive. Right. This is somebody that’s already operating that way. Being around or the thought of reaching out to somebody that is a worrier is not high on the list because this might hurt.

Somebody that’s a worrier. Consumes a lot of energy from other people. A worrier. It’s almost like part of their life has become. And this is going to be very blunt and may feel way too harsh and way too honest, but subconsciously, what a warrior is doing in the name or in the cloak of love is accumulating data for things to worry about.

So every conversation with a person like that, they’re needling almost for information because, yeah, this is what I do. I’m the warrior for the group. I’m the. I’m the one who loves enough to worry, and I’m really good at it. So I’ve already got a system of worry.

My tray is full. I can fit one more thing. I can fit 100 more things. I’ll just get a bigger tray. So I need to accumulate more things to worry about so that I can keep myself busy in the life I’ve created for myself, which is many things, including a warrior.

So you’ll notice that somebody that is more like the Jesus energy type, they don’t want to disclose because somebody that’s operating that way, it might not be exactly like Jesus. It might be for other reasons. Maybe they are cut off from their emotions. Maybe they don’t like the person. There’s a whole bunch of things going on that could be there, but at an enlightened level of somebody that’s operating at a very, not high, but wide vibrational range, as Jesus obviously did.

They will withhold information if they think that it’s just going to lead somebody else to worry. Why? Because they love them. And the last thing they want them to do, that other person, the worry or to do is worry about them. So they will withhold information.

So that not. Not to be mean, but just like, if I tell her, if I tell her or him this, then they’re just going to worry about it. So I’m not going to tell them that we might sell the house or we might get a new apartment or, you know, we might be trying to get pregnant or, you know, so and so has a medical concern. Right. They will withhold.

And the worrier doesn’t understand what’s going on with somebody like that because I think that we’re not close anymore. They don’t tell me anything. We used to talk all the time, and I don’t know what happened.

See, it’s having the opposite effect. There we go. Okay. Yeah. I feel that empathetically.

I’m feeling some of your hearts just like, this hurts. I’m missing. I miss these people. We’re going to give you very specific advice and things to try to reconnect with those individuals for both of you, whether you’re in the Jesus role and you pull back or the warrior role. Okay.

Okay. The other part here is that worry is sticky. It detracts other warriors. So the types of individuals that do share and do want to talk in detail with somebody that’s a worrier tends to be other worriers. So birds of a feather fuck together in this situation, and then it’s like a snowball effect.

So then the worrying just amplifies even more. And again, it’s a. The getting together of a social group like that is mainly a sharing of burdens. It’s that tray that we had, and it’s putting everybody’s tray on the table of their top things, their biggest. Their biggest gold mines of worry, things to worry about.

And it’s just whether it’s their own health problems or somebody has health problems or whatever. And to the Jesus type, it’s like I. Can I just stay? Can I just come for dessert? Because sitting there for an hour of that is not what I want to do today, not what I want to do any day.

Can’t we just do something else? Can’t we talk about something else? Can’t we be something else than a generator and a consumer and a servicer and a provider of worry based things? What if it’s all fine? What are we doing?

There’s so many things to be inspired and hopeful and buoyant and happy about today, and that’s none of it. Oh, yeah, that’s true. Jesus just said, also, do you realize that in social settings like that, there’s rarely the positive updates? If some of the things that were shared at the last conversation about the biggest worries, it normally takes somebody else in the group to go, oh, what happened with that one thing? Oh, it wasn’t cancer, or, oh, yes, the baby’s doing well, or yes, they did sell their house.

I know, I was worried about it, but, yep, they sold it for more than they thought they would. Or whatever the situation is that it takes another person that probably is a bit more like Jesus, unless in the worry machine to even prompt a follow up on something that went positively right. So that’s a very interesting thing to think about. Where are the celebratory winds of things that were brought up at a worry session that were ended up being joyful and jubilant? There’s not an appetite for that as much.

Right. Oh, my gosh. That’s funny. I’m getting, like, a pain in the neck. This whole thing is like, this whole concept is literally a pain in the neck, and it does cause pain and suffering completely unnecessarily.

Okay, so who doesn’t want to do this anymore? Who wants to? Who wants to, you know, switch it up and just experiment with the form of love that is. That is in that light hearted state like we talked about. Yeah, let’s do that.

Okay. Okay.

Again, the bluntness. One of the primary reasons for anyone, especially in this type of environment, engaging with a message like this one, the primary reasons to reconsider your connection with worry is that it’s not of God. It’s not. It isn’t a trait, a habit, a mechanism, that your widest range, your purest range of love that you are, that you are beyond this reality does not worry because it knows better, not knowing better, and it knows how it will go. Even the God range doesn’t know how something will go, and yet it still doesn’t worry.

Wow. We just made it even harder for the human, like, well, if God doesn’t even know how it will go, how could God possibly not worry? Because God always believes in you, believes in your humanness, believes in your soulfulness, believes in the widest range of light and love, purity of light and love and godliness that you are.

So our source energy knows that part of us so well, while also knowing what our humanness has been and having a glimmer about what also it could be. So even if you are the most Oscar winning warrior, God looks at you and says, I know, I know this one, but this one could be open to loving like I do and not carrying around those burdens and certainly not looking for new burdens to carry around, energetically weighing them down at the expense of them feeling the light of God they are and the light of God I am. This is not love. It’s been called love within the human experience, within the earthly reality, worry has been masquerading as love. And the version of love that is filled with worry, so small and so tiny and leads to such unhealthy, even toxic thoughts and relationships, it will ruin relationships.

Worry will ruin relationships. Worry will snuff out the spirit of God in experiences, in self, in relationships. Now, it can’t snuff it out truly, but it can snuff out the sense of it. It’s almost like the switches are off, but the wiring is still there. So the sense of connection to God, the sense of hopefulness that God is, it’s like it’s not even there, because that’s that human system, the worry, or so dedicated to the thoughts and the feelings and the looped chain of worry.

It’s tiny. It’s tiny little cycles and hopefulness, and maybe it’ll be okay. Maybe even if the worst thing that we can imagine happens, maybe it’ll still be okay. That is godliness.

Okay. Oh, yes, I feel that right there. Okay. So now we’re to a very, very pernicious little layer of this, and that’s that warriors tend to get attention or worrying.

Ouch.

A worrier is almost certainly also martyr. A worrier almost certainly gets attention from the seriousness, the severity of the things that they are worrying about.

How can you do the litmus test on this?

How many of the people in your life that you are closest to know, everything that you’re worried will go wrong right now?

Or at least the big things? How many of the people that you spoke to or exchanged text messages with or something, how many of them are very aware of what you are cautioned by in your life right now?

Do they also know your biggest moments of light filled experiences? So they know that your garden is coming up beautifully. Do they know anything positive about what’s going on in your life right now?

This hurts. I know. I know.

And some of you that are worriers are literally sitting there wondering, what on earth would I talk about if it wasn’t what I was worried about? What else is there? That is a wonderful question to ask yourself, because there’s a lot, there’s so many things you don’t even, you’re not even aware of it. You really have to sit and give it some effort. What could there be to talk about with myself and with others and with God if it wasn’t something to worry about?

And right there, what’s, what is at the end of that question? Our blessings and love and things to be joyful about right now. And those joys, those blessings, they don’t cancel out the things to be cautious about or the things you’ve been worrying about, they don’t cancel them out. But oh, sweet Jesus, they soften it like tenderizer unmeet. They just soften everything.

And it makes you like yourself more. Even when you’re alone, you’re not afraid to be with your own thoughts because they’re not all woeful.

Yeah, of course you’re capable of that. Everyone is capable of that.

Okay, so let’s switch roles here to, if you are the person that you know exactly what we’ve been describing, it’s not you, but it is somebody close to you. Maybe it is a loved one or a friend, or just somebody that you care about, not worry about. And maybe you have distanced yourself from them. We want to offer you some very, very specific words to maybe even write down the next time that you are engaging with that person. And it’s.

And you know what they’re probably going to do, especially if they haven’t heard a message like this, they’re probably going to do what they normally do, which is, how you doing, Joe? Oh, God, let me tell you. And here comes the tray. They got the tray of worries ready to go. Because this is what they do, right?

And listen to maybe one and maybe interrupt, and if you know them well, maybe you can touch them on the arm and go, Joe, I’m so sorry about those things. Let me just hang on a minute. What do you think about this beautiful weather today? Did you, did you get outside yesterday when it was absolutely gorgeous? I noticed your daffodils are coming up.

Lovely. Let’s go look at them. Let’s look at them together.

I heard so and so got the job that you were worried about. How are they doing? That’s great news. Their insurance covered the procedure. That is not going to be fun.

That’s awesome. Let’s take a moment and just celebrate that. That’s huge. I know you were really worried about that. Now, this requires effort on your part to almost guide and offer them and the conversation to something that is more hopeful, more positive.

I guess you guys use the word, but just giving yourself a new experience with them, too. Right? And they may not take the bait. You can try, but you can lead a horse to water, but it doesn’t mean they’re going to drink anyway. So that’s tip number one.

Tip number two is, and this is a bit more bold, this is a bit more assertive, but it’s the beginning of the conversation. It’s something like, now normally goes something like this. Now, normally when we get together, I walk away being keenly aware of everything that you’re worried about. And those are very serious things. And I’ve been thinking about you, and I care so much about you.

And I would like to try something different, though, because I really like you and I like our time together. And I’m curious if our time together could be something different then worries. So what I propose for today is that we don’t talk about any worries. We just don’t. And instead we talk about something you’re grateful for.

Or if you don’t have anything, then I’ll bring out my tray of things I’m grateful for right now. Things that make me when I get out of the bed in the morning and smile, not creepy worry lines and frowny face.

Now, if they’re a passive aggressive martyr, they’re going to punish you. They’re going to. They’re going to just clamp up and go, well, I guess I have to go then. If you don’t like me, if you don’t like spending time with me, then fine, fine. Got other friends, call other family members, like to listen to me, appreciate me.

So, only use this approach with somebody that you know them better than. Maybe they know themselves. Who knows? May not be worth it. You may have been limiting your experiences with them for many reasons, though it’s possible, it is possible that your experience with them, if you just.

And maybe it isn’t that blunt. Maybe it’s a bit more that’ll just, hey, you know, I heard this great news. Did you hear that, too? Maybe it’s something that relates to them or something that you guys have in common, and just see how long you can keep that part of the conversation going. And then if it gets negative, then maybe come up with an excuse that you got to go because your energy field matters, too.

If you’re good with it, you can handle it, that’s fine. But if it bums you out too, then that’s probably why you’ve been limiting your experiences with the worrier to begin with. So. Okay, okay, we’re going to go deeper under this, so I’ll take a breath here.

One of the reasons that we’re talking about this is that despite other spiritual teachers and teachings saying the opposite, it is very clear to us, given the template of your reality, that there will always be something very serious to worry about.

So if the human, any human, does not yet have a system of bypassing their worry tendencies, they will not feel the fullness of connection available to them as the godly energy they are. Worriness gets in the way of the vibration of love that is godly.

The godly love is so. It’s so buoyant, it’s so light hearted. It is so. Oh, it’s just so good. It has.

It’s like the. It’s like the helium balloon with endless supplies of helium. It’s like the, like the little dandelion pods that can just float even without wind. That’s just so buoyant and so light and worry is like a lead balloon. It’s like a huge anchor for the biggest boat on the planet you can imagine.

That’s what it’s like energetically, they don’t go together. So any amount of energy that is spent, dedicated, created for the experience of being the anchor of the biggest ship you can imagine is missing out. And all that buoyancy, all that fluffiness, all that love that your source energy is, even though there are things to worry about, God doesn’t go like this in order to be buoyant and fluffy and free of worry. It’s not ignorance as a source of bliss. It’s not naïveté, it’s not like.

No, no, no, don’t tell me it’s not. Well, that doesn’t happen. Cancer is just a figment of somebody’s imagination. It’s all just psychosomatic. It’s not real.

It’s all they have to do is this little thing, and then no one will get cancer. See, it’s so simple. I don’t know why everybody doesn’t understand that. Because it’s not reality. That’s why.

That’s why. Because it’s naive. Literally, it’s pretending something is true that it’s not true, but it’s. Is wanting it to be true so bad that it has to be in denialism in so many facets of their beliefs in order to pretend something is true that will never be true.

Okay. All right. So this system of worry, although energetically, it is like the biggest anchor you can even imagine. And the more professional that person is, the more of a weight, energetically, it is.

And we love that person, and we love you enough to want to point out that that system definitely get a snake.

That system. Oh, that’s funny. That system of worry, speaking of magic, can magically disappear by not choosing those thoughts. Now, to anyone that’s in a dedicated system and feels like they’re trapped in it, they can’t make any changes. That’s completely not true.

You remember you’re the author. You can consider. You can think up new thoughts that are other experiences to make for yourself amidst even that cautionary thing. Okay, so the thought that says, well, oh, my gosh, like so and so might have cancer. The new thought that you’re adding inviting into yourself in that moment because you’re the author of thoughts, you can think up any thoughts you want.

The new thought could be, I hope they don’t have it. I hope it’s early stage. I hope they catch it. I hope it’s a great doctor. I hope whatever, however that goes, that that beautiful part of them is not lost.

There we go. And all of that is like that little. That little seed of the dandelion just floating through the air. And it takes the person into a different state of being, but it’s still very concerned about the cancer, but it’s not acting or behaving or attracting, like, the stuckness of that big anchor. There we go.

And it’s attractive. A buoyant thought like that, that’s very aware and present and real, but also giving at least some energy to. This might be okay. We might be talking about this two months from now, two days from now, two years from now, and be like, oh, wow. Glad it didn’t go as bad as it could have.

That’s. It went better than we thought it would, didn’t it? That’s great. That’s everybody group hug, right? That type of person is somebody you want to hang out with.

That type of person is somebody you want to reach out to. That type of person tends to be not always. We wish that were true all the time. That person tends to be less lonely because that type of person that can be hopeful and is hopeful and knows how to be lighthearted and chooses to be lighthearted wherever possible, without denialism, without fantasy thinking. That type of person attracts other people like that.

Right. And I get it. This may mean new friend groups. Right? So for those of you that are done with the worriers, you’re like, I’ve already created my buoyancy and my lightness, those ranges of myself.

I am not that tight little ball of love. I am now a bigger ball of love. I feel literally more godliness in myself, and I want to experience that and share that and be that with other people that are more like that. You are going to have a very exhausting and just bummer time, the more time you hang out with whoever the group is. That the anchor group, right.

And maybe it is that, you know, I can’t join for lunch, but I’ll stop by for coffee. What time do you guys think you might. Normally, you guys are there for about an hour and a half, so I’ll be pop in when I can for the last 20 minutes. And then you just come in, literally, like a breath of fresh air. How’s everybody doing?

And you ask all the. All the buoyant questions. Right. What’s the follow up on this? And I heard that.

I heard that. Good news. Did you share that with them? You know. Cause you ask very different questions.

You keep the conversation going in a totally different way than the other anchors. Yep. Fascinating. Okay. And for those of you that have been an anchor, and, you know, you are very much wanting your own break from your own thoughts, as we talked about that so far.

The other part of this, though, is that there is a state of. There’s a transitionary period where maybe there’s a few of them in the group, you can share this message with them or something, and maybe they’ll come along with you for the ride. Some of you just maybe have a slight tendency for worry, and it’s just. It is literally the lining of the. Of the cloud.

It’s not the bulk of the cloud. And that. I wouldn’t worry too much about that because. Oh, fun. That was so good.

I love unintended puns. Okay. That was hilarious. I wouldn’t worry too much about that. Sorry.

Made myself laugh right there.

You too. Laughter is so good. But you don’t have to worry too much about that if it’s just. If it’s just aligning and you know, you’ve gotten better. How much better do you want to get?

How much better do you feel that you’re worrying less? Maybe the goal isn’t to worry none. If you have the capacity for worry, and you’ve known yourself as a pretty devoted worrier in your days on earth in this bodysuit, then it’s probably going to creep in occasionally and you need to kind of override it and be really vigilant about the new thoughts to add alongside them. Okay. Yes.

This thought is that everything’s going to go tragically. And it’s my job to pretend it’s going tragically before it even goes tragically, because it might, and I’d rather be prepared. It sounds so funny when you really think about it. It is silly. So, anyway, you could look at that.

Maybe laugh at yourself, like, oh, yeah, I know you. That’s my warrior self. Come here, let me give you a hug while I create new thoughts to also think that are more like the little dandelion, little fluffy, floaty thing that the version of me I like better. It is not fun to be in the operating system of a warrior.

We know you. We know what a huge amount of love you have in your heart, and we know that it has been parading as this anchor at the bottom of the ocean. You don’t belong there. Your love does not belong there. There is nowhere to go there.

There you go. You don’t have to do that.

It doesn’t even matter if it’s in your genetics, your whole family line. This is what we do. I’m greek. Or whatever. Your story is about why you’re a professional warrior.

Do you know what could create a better story than that? You.

And maybe it’s an original story. Maybe the story that you are using to justify how much you worry is literally a chain of words that someone said to you, this is what we do. Maybe it was modeled for you so well by the top warriors in their fields. So, yes, you learn from them and learn something new, maybe from this. What would it look like?

I don’t know. You could try out a whole bunch of different things. You could be a totally different person. Different as a result of this. And wouldn’t that be fascinating?

Can you feel the. It’s almost like the burden of the role you’ve been playing. It starts to feel more like a roll role and less like you because your creator’s in there. And following a script that somehow got in the habit of being that character. You can create a new character whenever you want.

And it probably isn’t going to be somebody else’s hippy dippy version of Love and light. It’s probably going to be informed and aware and hearing about someone, but less burdening to you and maybe less burdening to those other relationships as well.

Here we go. Okay.

For those of you that right away at the beginning of this message resonated with Jesus, I have compassion that your range of love, your sincerity of love, your version, your flavor of love is often misunderstood. That’s not fun.

Those that have serious concerns, they would probably love to hear from you when they do share those concerns with you. These words. Ready? I’m so sorry. That’s happening right now.

That’s it.

That’s it.

Sometimes that Jesus version of love without worry is called cold and is referred to or labeled as uncaring because it is misunderstood. Or maybe somebody actually is uncaring and they’re not like Jesus at all. But if they are like Jesus and they are filled with love and filled with godly energy, and they are not filled with worry in a human experience, it’s very, very understandable why somebody that’s operating more like that Jesus system gets a little tired, gets a little bored, gets a little just over all of the worrying and fretting and, oh, my gosh, what are we doing? You know, why are they like this? I can’t.

I can’t. I just can’t take another minute. And it can lead some humans to start to lose their sense of compassion and lose their sense of grace with people that are wrapped with grief or just very concerned about something that feels like the only thing going on in their world and what they want more than anything sometimes in that moment, especially from someone that is operating in that Christ of consciousness, what they want more than anything from you, and you may not. You just may not be willing to see it. All they want, possibly, is for you to say, I heard that and I’m so sorry.

That’s not fair. You don’t deserve that. God loves you and I love you.

Okay? That softness. For some of you that are a bit more on the keep the machine clean. I don’t want to be operating somebody else’s concerns. That simple statement takes seconds, and hopefully it’s sincere because it’s exactly how God feels, exactly what God is feeling and running in its widest range of source energy field.

When it’s aware of somebody’s very serious concerns, compassion, grace, and nothing but love, it’s worth the time and depending on how willing you are to be consciously operating as your godliness. It could actually be the most godly interaction you ever felt with that person. By saying those words and sharing that part of you letting it may be some of the most godly feelings that you felt as you operating in your godliness, to let yourself go there with that person.

This is a very harsh reality. It is difficult for everyone in varying ways.

There is no need to sugarcoat that. Notice your coping mechanisms for how you handle how you deal with the harshness of your reality. Do you self isolate? Do you pretend and go into fantasy land pretending the reality isn’t what it actually is? Pretending that cancer isn’t cancer, pretending that cancer doesn’t often include chemo, or radiation, or pain or suffering and death and loss.

That’s a pretty big pretend.

And we understand why it happens because there’s a lot to be hurt by and hurt from in your reality.

But if you let yourself be real enough with the hurts of your world, let it be aligning and not the bulk.

And let the bulk be that God energy that is ready to give that hurt all the grace, all the compassion, all the understanding and acknowledgement it needs for that herd to be as brief or as minimal or just as loved as it possibly can be in your world. And that is only possible through the godliness that you are, that all are. Let’s just don’t acknowledge, and they’re not operating that way.

But that’s what God is. And of course, one of our main goals with all of our work is for you to feel more of that godliness for yourself from the inside out, with how you allow yourself to be with you and with others.

So now let’s go back to that tray.

We don’t need to examine everything that’s on there. Some of that. Some of that stuff is old tires, that sort of. I mean, what are you doing? Carry around the stuff from.

I mean, some of these worries have not been properly addressed, and they were decades ago. Ten stories have been written since. Some of these things that were on this tray, do you know that? Uh huh. You got some expired worries there don’t even belong anywhere.

They should not be occupying any, any part of your field. So what are we going to do with these?

What would happen if we took all of them away?

What would happen if you just let that tray be gone forever? You don’t need it. You don’t need to keep track of it. You can throw out the inventory list associated with it and any record associated with it. You’re not getting rid of memories.

You’re getting rid of the worries associated with all those things. We already said that worry is of this world. It’s a human creation. It’s not a God based energy system that was created via humans. It was something masquerading as love.

Why not just throw it in the trash like expired food?

Nothing should eat. Put it in the compost. Whatever, whatever. Whatever your personal philosophies are about where bad food should go, put it there. Okay.

Imagine that whole tray that you have the best helpers right there. And they’re just divine. You can trust them. They’re loyal, reliable, whatever type of being you can imagine there. And they’re hanging onto that tray.

Going to want me to add it to the compost? Want me to throw it in the trash bin? Trash guy comes this week. Let’s get it out there. Should we ceremonially burn it like leaves?

I don’t know. What do you want to do with it so that you do not have to put it back in your field for one more second? Because you are way too precious to be carrying all that nonsense around.

Not your love, not your awareness, it’s not your caring. Those worries are not the actual cautions.

Those worries are about how everybody is going to survive and make it amidst those cautions. That’s what worry really is. I don’t know if they’re going to be okay if that happens. I don’t know if I’m going to be okay if that happens.

What a very sad underestimation of you and them. The spirit of godliness that all of you are. Even when you’re not trying, even when you forgot you are, even when you’re actively acting like the opposite.

There we go.

This is more real, right? It is more honest. Worries are dishonest because they’re all predictive about what might happen and what somebody might be able to handle and deal with.

When you really look at what you’ve survived already, things that you should have been concerned about that you didn’t even know about. Last time you were on the road, there was somebody high af that was going the opposite way and they went through the intersection right before you. And thank God nobody got hurt that day when that person should not have been operating a vehicle or was looking at their phone or was filled with worry or wasn’t paying attention to what was going around them as they were operating a vehicle. Every day there’s avoided misery and death and pain and suffering, and you didn’t worry about that because you didn’t know. We’re glad you didn’t know.

We don’t want you to not know what’s going on. We’re just helping you consider about being more real with yourself, about handling the things that need to be handled with love and grace and intelligence and research and whatever other problems, like, okay, we got to face this. But if it’s something that hasn’t even happened yet, there is this very religious expression of let go. Oh, my God, that’s a. That could be a very high functioning system.

It’s. It does sound silly, but it’s also a way of the human not burdening themselves with things that they can do nothing about. They don’t know how things will go yet.

But related to this part about underestimating the godliness and the gloriousness and miraculousness that any human is capable of being amidst the most serious situations going on in their lives, we’d love more of that.

We would love for all of you and all of your reality to have more time and more energy and more space and more thoughts associated with believing in the best in yourself and in other people. That is such a wonderful system to have in such a dangerous reality like earth. And it’s easy to forget, and it’s easy over the months and years and decades of human life to create all of these vices and coping mechanisms to just get by and get through what not only can be a painful experience, it is a painful experience.

Just because Earth is inclusive of painful experience doesn’t mean God wants it that way. It doesn’t mean that. That godly, pure love energy is happy about that.

It’s a weird feature of this physical world.

It’s not going anywhere. And we love you enough to be real and honest in helping you be more resilient for yourself with your own hurts and pains and hoping you remind others of their resilience. You guys have survived so much in your own lives, let alone as a collective of the human species. I mean, we look at you guys like the ultimate rock stars. I mean, we know some of you are worried.

Worried about human extinction. We’re not. Oh, my gosh. Talk about underestimation. You guys have lived through the ice age.

You have lived through serious shit. We will put our money on you. If we’re betting. If we were betting energy, we would put our money on you as the human every single time to not only make it, but sometimes in the midst of the darkest hour, you guys are like the Phoenix rising from the ashes. And it is a show that we never want to miss.

Some of you are your best when things are the worst. Don’t wait for that. Don’t wait for things to get really bad before you get really good. Be really good even when things are not really bad. And isn’t it just inspiring when somebody has a situation in their life that is so serious, they’ve got shit happening all around them in their life and they are just so buoyant about it.

They are filled with. They are filled with godliness. You can tell they’re operating amidst their godliness. And they’re very real about what’s going on or what they’re experiencing. Kids, not all kids, but some kids are really, really good at this.

And it’s not just for kids. We love it when we see anyone of any age also doing this. And those are. I mean, that’s a special person. And.

And it doesn’t take a special.

It could be anyone. We’d like it to be everyone. But it does require space for godliness within them, because that level of buoyancy when it feels like everything is falling apart, of course it isn’t. To just feels that way or looks that way, or there’s some trickery at hand to make one think that’s what’s happening, that everything is falling apart.

Everything is never falling apart as much as sometimes your brain thinks it is.

It’s very important to remember that. That your brain can be and is deceived by worry inducing types of energy that take the most buoyant light and attach the biggest anchor.

And this just pulls them down to the depths of the ocean.

Okay, there you go. Nice big breath here.

There you go. Okay. There’s a lot here. We’ll offer a transcript. It’ll be available to you so that you can dissect it and play with it and see which parts apply to you the most right now.

And maybe a year from now or a couple years from now, maybe at a different part, we’ll be like, okay, now this part, I wasn’t a warrior before, but all of a sudden this serious thing happened, and now I’m. Now I’m the worrier. Dang it. Where’s that message that we did with Jill on April 1, 2024? I gotta go find it.

This is a keeper if you think that Mary Magdalene and Mother Mary weren’t worried about Jesus.

And I can just feel Mother Mary saying, could I not?

It’s not a crime to worry.

You just open those moments where you are the warrior, that there’s something in you or something, anything outside of you that makes you pause that worry for a minute and just remember, there’s more going on than that. Anchor your feet.

Let it be anything, you guys. Let it be the moon coming up at night. Let it be the sun coming up in the morning. Let it be the face of another human that makes you smile. Let it be the face of an animal that just.

You can’t hold back the smile. You’re just like, I’m busy worrying right now. But, sweet Jesus, you are so cute. Come here. Give me a cuddle or whatever it is, right?

It doesn’t even have to be your pet. Go to a park. Go to a dog park and just sit there in your car. Look at all those happy smiley doggies. Well, most of them, hopefully, are.

Okay.

We need not just one system. We need systems multiple in this reality to address the hurts and the cautions and the worries that we may have.

Okay.

Very good. That last part kind of surprised me there. Oh, I just want to thank. Thank God you thank what I call our teens with that whole message. I just really love it when, you know, the best stand up comics they have.

I don’t know what they call it, but they put something in, like, the beginning of the act, and then towards the end of the end of the appearance, they loop back to that reference, and they made it for that. They, like, they spend a year. A stand up comic typically spends a year preparing that material. It’s not off the cuff. It’s memorized.

Memorized. Even George Carlin memorized it. They’ll memorize. That really took the magic out of it for me when I heard that, knowing that that is such a talent to write it that way. I’m always impressed by our teams when that happens.

Not written. I didn’t write it down. I’m. I don’t want to say I’m too lazy, because I’m not lazy, but I would not go to that effort to do that, and they just hand it to us that way. I didn’t know why we did the platter at the beginning.

I. But then when it comes up, there’s a part of my jill, kind of part of me in the back. That was good. Good job, everybody. I see what you did there.

Good. Went back to that tray again and again and again, like, you know what you were doing.

Yeah.

Okay, good. All right, you guys, we are wrapping up. Sorry that I went long. I know I should not apologize, but normally, I like to keep it within that hour, and I did not let me blow my nose here.

Okay. Thanks, Renee. She said, thank you so much. Great info, you guys. I definitely want to make this one available if there is someone that you want to pass this on to.

I know this is unusual kind of how we do this. It would be easier if it were, like a stand up comic and you could just hand them the 1 hour Netflix link. Everybody understands all this comics that they do, but it’s like, what is she doing? Why is she looking at the camera? Why is she.

What’s happening here? Is she just God talking? Who’s talking? How does she know this? Why is she describing me?

It’s like, to a t. Like, she knows me. Anyway, I know the process that I use is a bit less common, so please feel free to frame it any way that you feel the goal is for it to be received. The goal is for that toss to land in a good way, to affect that person in a positive way. Right?

So if you feel that, and I definitely do not want to be one of those spiritual teachers and sharers of messages of God that, like, you know, I need you all. I need your help. I need you to send this to ten people today. Can you do that? Do you promise?

Do you promise to send us out? I just. No, I’m not. I’m not doing that. I don’t think I’ve ever done that.

And I just always feel so desperate and needy and cringy, because I know it helps the algorithm. So I know some people. It’s like, it when I see somebody did it on Facebook, and I just like, it wasn’t even that good. You making me feel obligated to share it with some people, you know, whatever that. Anyway.

Okay, so share it how you want to. Okay, so this. I mean, if. I’ll put the transcript in. So you’ll have the audio, you’ll have the video, you’ll have the transcript.

For those of you that are not tech savvy, what if there’s a portion of the video and you get your phone out and you’re like, okay, I’m going to listen to this again. I’m going to take notes about the two minutes, or maybe if it’s 30 seconds that I heard that, I thought, whoa, the person I know that’s going through this, they could really use that. Or this person, I’m a relative of that, is a constant worrier. Everybody voids her, and she doesn’t understand why no one wants to visit her. And I know exactly why, but I don’t know how to say it.

Get out your phone and maybe, like, record that part. Right? It’s like, okay, I’m going to record it and then share it with them or send it to them. Or if there’s part of the transcript and you’re like, okay, this is. This is the nugget for me, or for that person.

Just rewrite it. Do whatever you want with it. I don’t want to feel like I’m obligated to, like, keep it in a certain form. If this is helpful to someone, that’s great. That’s why I’m here.

Okay. Yeah. I want more on ramps. To God in this world, inside on ramps, external on ramps, other people’s on ramps. I want us all to feel ready and immediate and access to exactly what we need from source whenever we need it and when we don’t.

Okay, so anyway, just one off of those ideas, those tips, Renee. Thank you. She’s saying, my daughter. Renee says, my daughter has cancer. So it felt made for me, and I needed to hear.

I’m so sorry to hear about your daughter.

And I hope it goes.

I hope it goes well for everyone involved. And I am literally praying for her, for you, and for everyone around her to believe in her, and praying for all of the medical staff to even the pathologist and everyone that they are inspired with perhaps the best unique. What if we did it this way and there’s this new study and maybe we could do this. Maybe we could try this with her. She might be a great candidate.

Hey, are you open to. There’s some new things that are maybe working better. What do you think? And how much sugar do you eat in your diet? And maybe we could.

Are you willing? We’re not going to be the type of radiologist and cancer doc, that oncologist that says you should eat a snicker bar on the way home, going to hand you a banana as you go. And we have a smoothie bar, smoothies that have kale, not just 50 grams of sugar, like a can of Coca Cola, like real smoothies. Anyway, just. I just really praying that everybody just has the best answers for her.

I feel mother Mary saying this to you, Renee. I know it feels impossible. Sweet sister.

I know you’re scared.

And no one can believe in her well being like you can. Please do that. Believe in your daughter’s well being until you have evidence of her death, which hopefully is decades down the road and something you only see from beyond your bodysuit. Because she lives so long and so well.

This mother thing of it is our job to worry in order to love is such.

It isn’t even as valuable as horseshit, because horseshit’s a good fertilizer, I think, right? It’s not even good for that. It’s just nonsense. And it. It is generational, and it is sticky.

It is. It is just. It feels like the only thing we can do that. It feels like a purpose, which is so effed up. Oh, my goodness.

Anyway, so I’m so glad we shared this today. Thank you so much to everyone. Thank you to all of you.

Love you guys. Okay, bye bye for now.

Love you, Kazzie. She said, oh, Jill, thank you. You’re so welcome. Love you so much. Love you guys.