Q&A with a Channel

Kimberly and Jill discuss humanity’s awakening, individual experiences, and the challenges of embodying light in a complex, high-risk reality.

The transcript is a conversation between Kimberly, the host of a summer series called “Live with a Medium,” and Jill Feeler, a conscious channel. The series features guests with unique skills and abilities in mediumship, channeling, and mysticism, and airs on Thursday nights at 6:00 PM Eastern Standard Time. Kimberly encourages viewers to subscribe and sign up for their newsletter to stay updated on planetary happenings. The main focus of the night’s conversation is on humanity’s awakening and the complexities surrounding it.

Jill Feeler discusses the notion of humanity awakening, sharing her long-standing skepticism and personal journey since 2009-2010. She explains that while some humans seem to be evolving and becoming more connected to God, others appear to be devolving, struggling more with joyfulness and connection. Jill emphasizes that expecting humanity to collectively awaken can lead to disappointment and suggests that individuals’ experiences are more nuanced, with some exhibiting great light and others great darkness.

The conversation delves into the topic of corruption, especially in politics, and the struggle between service to self and service to others. Jill shares her insights from her spiritual team, which suggest that many negative actions by leaders may stem from misguided benevolence rather than intentional malevolence. She explains that humanity’s system is fragile and corruptible, but that individuals still have the power to embody light and make positive differences, despite systemic flaws.

Towards the end, Kimberly and Jill explore the idea of Earth as a “master class” for developing one’s frequency amidst a high-risk environment. Jill’s spiritual team offers a perspective that Earth is inherently complex and that individuals bring their light into this reality rather than learning to become light-filled here. They conclude that while Earth presents many challenges and conflicts, it also offers opportunities for individuals to embody peace, love, and joy, contributing to a diverse and multifaceted human experience.

[00:00:01]: Welcome and Introduction to Summer Series

[00:01:07]: Newsletter and Guest Introduction

[00:01:29]: Beginning the Q&A with Jill

[00:02:07]: Discussing Humanity’s Awakening

[00:07:12]: Individual vs. Collective Story of Humanity

[00:11:13]: Exploring Corruption and Benevolent Intentions

[00:17:21]: Concept of One Tapestry

[00:35:55]: The Reality of Darkness and Lack of Light

[00:49:04]: Embracing Earth’s Challenges and Opportunities

[00:59:48]: Conclusion and Jill’s Offerings

Transcript

[00:00:01.24] – Kimberly Montgomery
Welcome in. I’m Kimberly. I’m so glad you’re here tonight. Welcome to the summer series of Live with a Medium or a channel or a Mystic or someone that has some really cool skills and abilities. This is what we’re going to be doing on Thursday nights at 6:00 PM Eastern Standard Time. So mark your calendars. You won’t want to miss all the guests that we have lined up for the remainder of the summer. If you’re enjoying this content, make sure you hit that subscribe button and click the notification so you don’t miss any of our upcoming videos. And if you would rather listen than watch, we are now on Spotify, iTunes, and all podcast platforms. So wherever you listen to your podcast, we’re there. Just type in journey to the our new Earth and we’ll pop up. And then the last thing I want to say before I introduce our guest tonight is if you’re interested in keeping abreast of what’s happening around the planet, but it seems a little overwhelming, you might want to sign up for a Friday morning email newsletter. It’s coming out tomorrow morning at 9:00 AM Eastern Time. We highlight the things that we think are important that are happening around the planet.

[00:01:07.05] – Kimberly Montgomery
It’s good information, super free, super fun. I think you’re going to love it. Super easy to sign up. You just click the link in the description box down below. And it will land in your email inbox. Now we’re going to get started. This series is Q&A with a channel tonight, and we are joined by the wonderful Jill Feeler. Hi, Jill. How are you?

[00:01:29.06] – Jill Renee Feeler
Hi. I’m so glad to be here. Thanks for having me again.

[00:01:32.18] – Kimberly Montgomery
Well, thanks for coming back. If you missed the interview with Jill, it’s listed in the description box down below. You can go ahead and catch it after this live. What we’re doing tonight is we’re going to be opening with a discussion on something I think is of general interest. However, we’re also taking questions from you guys. So go ahead and add them to the chat. We’ll try to get to all the questions this evening. I don’t think anything’s off the table, is it, Jill?

[00:01:59.08] – Jill Renee Feeler
No, Give me hard questions. Give us hard questions, right? Hard questions. We can do it, right?

[00:02:07.25] – Kimberly Montgomery
Well, I’ve got a hard question for you, but this is what I want to start with tonight. So if you’ve got a question, put it in the chat. We’ll try to make sure that we answer all the questions this evening. We’re going to go for about an hour. What I want to start with is I posted a video yesterday from a lovely woman, Nancy Rebecca, and she was recalling how as she started on her journey. In a little way into her journey of mediumship and channeling, her guide said to her, Humanity is going to be waking up. The awakening is coming. And she’s like, Well, what is that? What’s that about? And that’s what I want to open up with is we see it, we can feel it. We’re all talking about it, but what does it actually mean? And then I can also tell you But for me, there seems to be just a shift in my awareness. And what I can say is that all of a sudden, I’m noticing this kangaroo in my living room. The kangaroo has always been there. I never noticed it before. And now, all of a sudden, I’m noticing it and wanting to talk to the kangaroo.

[00:03:18.22] – Kimberly Montgomery
In other words, there are things that are just so apparent and obvious in my life that I never really focused on. They were there, but they didn’t catch my attention or energy, and now they are. So that’s what I can share. And plus my telepathy is off the charts. So why don’t you let us know? And Jill is a conscious channel. So this is how it’s going to go this evening. She’ll be talking somewhere in the channel some of it, so you’ll let us know.

[00:03:48.23] – Jill Renee Feeler
So it’s almost like the question is, is humanity… Well, I want to rephrase it, I guess, to, is humanity awakening? Because I’ve been doing this since around 2009, 2010. So I’ve been doing this long enough to be aware of some of those grand expectations. And I remember trying on those expectations for myself, really almost experimenting with, is that true? Does that make sense? Is that really what I’m seeing? And of course, what we expect affects what we see, right? I don’t believe it creates it’s what we create. I believe it’s just what we’re noticing, observing, that thing. So in my experience, I tried on that idea, and I realized that there was a lot of contradictory evidence, and one could actually argue, and this part may be very unpopular, especially in a very positive, light-based group like this, but just hear me out because there’s a benefit to it. What if parts of humanity are actually devolving? What if parts of humanity are actually getting worse? And it’s not that they’re going to get worse and then get better. What if they just are deteriorating? In my observing of humanity, whether it’s personally or just global headlines or when I’m traveling or something like that, there are definitely aspects of humans that seem to be evolving, progressing, getting better.

[00:05:29.12] – Jill Renee Feeler
They’re They’re healthier, they’re happier. Maybe they’re more connected to God, which, of course, is a big passion point of mine. But then there’s also, I would say, equal evidence that there are some humans struggling more. They feel less connected to God. They have a harder time, harder time than ever, experiencing a state of joyfulness. So when I let myself consider, and this was hard, this was really hard because I am a very optimistic, glass half-full person. When I let myself consider that humanity is doing what it’s doing, and there’s more of an individual story than a collective story going on, I got closer to the messages from God that I receive because I stopped placing a specific expectation like humanity awakening. And when I did that, I felt like my messages actually got more clear, more real, more loving, and almost… I don’t want this to sound condescending, but it might more emotionally mature. The advice that I was receiving and that I felt for others felt like it was a bit more blunt and a bit more honest and not sugar-coated. So I have found a closeness to God in a much better way, more personal way, by no longer expecting/imagining/pretending that humanity is awakening, that I recognize that that’s a bitter pill to swallow for a son because they want it so bad, and I understand why.

[00:07:12.02] – Kimberly Montgomery
Yeah. Okay, so let’s have a conversation about that because I definitely can see, and it’s obvious to all of us, that there’s… Let’s talk about the US, which is where I am, where I live, and you live as well. So that’s really what I can speak to is where I live. And one thing that I’ve talked about in other videos is there is no longer, from my perspective, a shared reality. In other words, when I was growing up, it seemed like we all had the same perception of family unit, right and wrong, how to behave in There was just a shared reality about what our existence was. Now in the world that I look around me, it’s like, oh, my gosh, nobody agrees. People are not agreeing about How we move forward, what’s healthy for society, what’s healthy for a family, what’s healthy with a personal position. And I see that. I see some people really, really reaching or desiring something more nurturing for humanity. In other words, what are systems that support humans more? How can we live on this planet in a way that’s gentle and loving to the planet, that is good for humanity, that feels good for us, that grows a community that really supports our creativity and our ingenuity and all that stuff.

[00:08:57.04] – Kimberly Montgomery
And then I see another There’s all kinds of factions, and I see factions that line up with what you say, that just they don’t seem to be getting happier. They’re a little bit more uncomfortable. They’re a little bit more dissatisfied. They’re a little bit more angry. There’s not that sense of joy and peacefulness around them. So I definitely can see that whole devolving thing. But I’m wondering if it isn’t a result of an agenda, of an agenda to destabilize a destabilized humanity, because a destabilized humanity is so much easier to control. You’re tapping in. I can see that.

[00:09:42.13] – Jill Renee Feeler
It’s one of my favorite topics. Okay. So when there are signs and clues of devolution and of individuals having, it seems like an overly hard time, almost to the point that one could imagine that someone’s difficulty is engineered, is orchestrated, is managed, right? Like someone’s detriment was planned, is designed, and is being some part of a plan that’s being implemented. I got deep into those ideologies. I investigated a lot energetically with my team and their teams. So the the soulfulness of those individuals that appear to be manipulated, even politicians, like global politicians. I was tapping in and going, okay, tell me from their higher self, which is a common term, right? I like wider self, but higher self works From their higher self, tell me what’s going on with that individual, because what I see is nefariousness, right? And I always found benevolence as their higher self. And I was like, Okay, so is there a magic curtain here? Is there something I’m not seeing that I’m asking to be shown that may not be what I want to see, right? Tell me, I want nothing but the truth. Source knows that about me. I can handle.

[00:11:13.10] – Jill Renee Feeler
I literally can handle the truth, even when it’s not what I want it to be. And what I realized is that there are a lot of actions and decisions and choices that we see being carried out and implemented in this reality. That look like a plan of nefariousness that are actually, and this is very hard to… I was like, What? When I first felt this, is actually a thoughtful choice that is meant for good, that ended up going as not intended and ended up looking like something that was planned to be bad. So if we What that told me is that if we were able to sit down with somebody that we are the most concerned about, top level of society, elitists, whatever, and we said, Okay, so this thing you did here, this thing you approved there, funded there. Tell me why. What were you thinking? What was going on in your mind? And if we were able to put them up to truth detectors or some truth serum or something like that, we would be shocked at how innocent and even benevolent it will look in terms of their intentions. But it doesn’t look that way in terms of outcome, and it doesn’t go as planned.

[00:12:46.05] – Jill Renee Feeler
And their vision of what is the right thing to do in a benevolent framework may be violently disagreeable to what we think is the right thing to do, right? So it’s complicated. It is really complicated. So since I’ve had those experiences, and that was a while, that was early into my giftedness, I started to feel more grace. That as humans, there’s a lot of times, even in families, where something goes horribly wrong, and somebody is like, What were you thinking? It was like, I just thought it would be nice to let my 14-year-old drive a car around the neighborhood a little bit. I Well, they did this damage and that damage. What were you thinking? I seriously just wanted to give my kid a chance for spreading his wings a little. I never thought anything bad would happen. There’s so many, and even thoughtlessness that goes just really bad, that when we try to assume villainous evil intentions, there’s some evil warlord thing. Every single time I tap into that with my giftedness, I get it. Actually, there’s another explanation for this, Jill. So conspiracy theories, I appreciate them. Sometimes theories are correct. It’s when it is involved in a grand plan of evil that my alarm bells start to go off.

[00:14:19.25] – Jill Renee Feeler
Actually, there’s probably another explanation. And there is. It’s just that sometimes we’re just convinced that this something this bad couldn’t have been initiated in a positive way. But I think even individually, sometimes if we were put in a court of law situation and prove your intentions, it’s really hard to prove one’s intentions. So it makes it easy for anyone that’s disgruntled with this reality or their own life to imagine somebody’s pulling strings in an evil way. It’s easier to believe that than just that things aren’t fair here. And this is a high risk environment We talked about last time, this is a high stakes, high risk reality. So it’s almost somehow more settling to some individuals that there’s someone to blame versus it’s just sad when things go bad. It’s sad when things go wrong. It’s sad when someone gets hurt, and it doesn’t have to mean anyone intended it. Yeah.

[00:15:22.18] – Kimberly Montgomery
So let’s address this question from Isabel. Aren’t we part of one tapestry?

[00:15:29.17] – Jill Renee Feeler
No, I love that one, too. Okay, so that’s the whole we are all one, right? Mantra and ideology. Okay, so at a source level, we are a part, we are one, if you will, as source energy. And in this reality, we have the supreme gifted opportunity to be almost fully individualized. So to say we are all one and apply that to humanity or to this earthly reality, I find to be highly problematic. And here’s a couple of examples. Somebody cuts you off in traffic. Well, we’re all one. We’re all part of one tapestry. So they cut me off. So I must have cut myself off. You didn’t do anything. You never cut people off. If you cut somebody off, it’s because an emergency vehicle is coming and you had to make that choice, right? Somebody is stealing. Oh, we’re all part of the same thing. So they must be a mirror to me, and there must be a part of me that’s a thief, too, because I saw it. So that’s me. No, that’s not true. So a thief is a thief, and you observing the thief is you observing the thief. You get to be your individualized self, and they get to be their individualized self.

[00:16:54.04] – Jill Renee Feeler
And as source energy, we are only responsible for our individual one, not others ones. Yeah. Okay. I’m happy about that, personally. I don’t want to be held responsible for all the themes and all the crookery and scams, and all that stuff. But I will definitely take full responsibility for myself and my intentions and all those things. That’s enough.

[00:17:21.08] – Kimberly Montgomery
Yeah. So when I look around, or this perception I find fascinating, and I think I believe it, Jill, is that If I am looking at another person, I’m literally looking at another version of myself or another version of my energy. And that version is doing this and that and the other thing. So I can see the beauty in that, in that we all incarnate into this reality system to do what we’re going to do and high-risk environment, that thing. We all bounce around off each other. We learn a whole ton. So I can see that. But let’s go back I want to go back to the, is there nefariousness on this planet? And let’s bring up the law of one, raw, the law of one. So the only difference between good and evil is service to self or service to others. And service to self, in other words, the decisions I make and the choices I make are only going to serve me. I don’t care about the collective. Whereas good or the enlightened is service to others. In other words, I take care of myself first. I make sure that I’m good, I’m healthy, I’m happy, I’m centered.

[00:18:45.13] – Kimberly Montgomery
And my choices need to include what’s going to work for the greater good. In other words, my community, my family, that thing. So if I look at… Let’s use politics because it’s such a hot button. Everybody’s I’m probably a little bit aware of politics right now. I can definitely… I believe I see people who are in positions of authority that we have placed in positions of authority to work for are greater good that aren’t, that are making decisions based on what’s good for them, whether it’s kickbacks or it’s privileges, or it’s generally always comes down to money. So I see people that I think are literally making decisions based on what’s in it for them instead of what’s in it for the greater good.

[00:19:43.21] – Jill Renee Feeler
Do you feel that way about your personal politicians that represent you more directly?

[00:19:54.04] – Kimberly Montgomery
I think that there is such a potential in the system we have set up for what I would call corruption. In other words, for people who go in thinking they’re going to do good to get lured down a path, either through money or blackmail or threats or this and that, to do things that ultimately are not in service to their constituents. I think the system is very vulnerable.

[00:20:29.02] – Jill Renee Feeler
These are nice, challenging, big problems that we all face, so I appreciate them. I’m going to let what I call my team, my widest self, answer this one, because it is such a… You characterized it so beautifully, Kimberly, and we deserve a solid answer. Might not be a solution, but at least it’s an explanation that can help center us, okay? The corrupt ability of humanity in multiple ways, whether that’s monetarily, whether that’s positions of power, whether that’s authority that’s thrust upon an individual or sought by an individual, has been there throughout humanity, is definitely a part of the timeline that you all are in, and we see it going forward as well. So it concerns us, and it matters, but it also doesn’t have to be getting in the human man’s way as much as one would think. And that to us is encouraging. It’s a testament to the individualized opportunity that every human has, that even when it seems like everything is stacked against a human to live a good life and be joyful and be light-filled more than even light-based, even that corruption at other levels of society does not get in your way from being your light, does not get in the way from being your joy, does not get in the way of your interests, whether that is inclusive of self or even exclusive of self.

[00:22:44.27] – Jill Renee Feeler
So that’s the testament. And we love that part, the divinity, the sacredness of humanity. It gets complicated, and we want to I’m curious how they’re going to do this. They’re asking me to go deeper on this part. We’re asking you to be cognizant of the fact that those are impossible positions. The level of corruption in the accounting of those individuals is also very true. So even if one of you were somehow in maybe a royal bloodline where you had everything you needed for learning how to be a very heart-based leader, very consciously aware and connected, maybe even godly in many aspects of yourself. Even if you did the very best job you could with nothing but positive intentions, some of your decisions will be portrayed as, Oh, they They’ve clearly been corrupted. They’ve clearly lost touch with the rest of us, with the commoners. There have been some beautifully benevolent leaders, past, present, and future that have been highly misunderstood, highly mischaracterized, and ended up very miserable because all they were trying to do was make a positive difference and be of service in the best way they could in what is often a very broken system.

[00:24:37.03] – Jill Renee Feeler
Sometimes they were betrayed. Sometimes they were lied to. Sometimes they were told, Yes, we will back you up if you make this very difficult decision to reallocate funding or something like that because the data shows that it will have this positive impact and then it fails miserably, and they’re blamed and called corrupt when, again, everything they were told was a certain thing. Everything their key trusted advisors may have been wrong and may have been intentionally misleading of them. So it’s very understandable to characterize with a very broad brush that all leaders have become corrupted by money. But some of you on this call right here have been in positions of extreme money, and you were not corrupted by Some of you have been corrupted with no money in various lifetimes. So the problem isn’t the money, and the problem isn’t the power. In many ways, the problem is the system, and we’re asking you to assess individuals individually Which is almost impossible if you don’t know them, if you don’t know their heart, and if you don’t know their intentions.

[00:25:52.27] – Kimberly Montgomery
Okay. Stick with me, guys. I want to go down the road.

[00:25:57.08] – Jill Renee Feeler
They’re like, We’re right here. Okay.

[00:25:59.13] – Kimberly Montgomery
So So it sounds like the system we have on planet Earth is very fragile in that it is corruptible. This is where I want to go. Is there are other reality systems that work beautifully. They’re supportive. There’s not a control-based system. In other words, when help is needed, the person that’s most qualified steps forward, and when their part is done, they step back. And then the next person comes forward when the next challenge comes up. In other words, this has been solved, based on my perception, in other reality systems. What’s going on on Earth that we can’t seem to figure this out? And this has not been going on for 100 years or 500. It’s been going on for hundreds of thousands of years in different.

[00:26:54.01] – Jill Renee Feeler
Across timelines, this is at least a pocket of every aspect of this reality that you guys are a part of. So it’s a fair question, but it’s also almost like asking, I came to Alaska in February. I don’t understand why it’s not warm. It’s warm right now in Mexico. What’s the problem? It should get your act together, weather. Gaia, come on. There are factors about this reality that we were warned about, that we did know about. So it’s not that they’re not worthy of complaining and worthy it’s a righteous anger. It’s that to expect it to be solved is probably not a good idea. It’s probably going to lead to disappointment. To try to incent the right behavior is valid. To try to seek improvement is valid. Different societies, different communities, different countries have their own version of like, Yeah, that’s a little bit better here in this way, but yeah, we’ve got this problem, too. So there is no solved situation, but there are different individuals would be better suited to different country governmental sorts of systems. I’m just laughing because my husband and I were in the United Arab Emirates, and Kenya, and Tanzania within the last seven months.

[00:28:27.20] – Jill Renee Feeler
And it was fascinating to to meet people. And polygamy is still a way of life for some of them, even in Kenya and Tanzania, or Tanzania, as they say. But the UAE, economically, is so different. If you are an actual born Emirati, but you can’t become an Emirati, you could work there 10 years, you can’t get citizenship, you will always be a visitor. It’s fascinating. So the more I travel, the more I realize just how different it is. I love America in a lot of ways. And of course, there’s a lot to dislike about America. But when you talk to people about our upward mobility in some ways, they don’t have that. It doesn’t matter how hard they work. In a cast society, you don’t go to college. You don’t go to college at all. I don’t go to college and become a medical doctor, or get your MBA, or get a good job in banking, or become a successful realtor. That’s it. You You are what you are and make the best of it. Don’t complain. Quit your bitching. This is it. You know what I mean? You don’t even think about it. So it’s a different expectation.

[00:29:39.06] – Jill Renee Feeler
I wouldn’t want that. And I do believe we pick the country that I believe we pick our location in terms of birth, our date of birth. I believe we pick our parents or at least one of them. And I believe we pick our first name. I know there’s debate about that one, but I believe that, too, because they all have a structure for us to have a certain experience, that a starting point with. Anyway, I probably diverged from your question.

[00:30:07.27] – Kimberly Montgomery
No, that was good. So is your team saying that What we perceive as to be a very fallible system on the US, and we’re focusing on the government in the US right now, and I’m sure a lot of governments are very similar, some are different. Are you guys saying that this is just what is on Earth and it’s never going to get better? So we might as well just chill out and have an ice cream cone or something?

[00:30:41.28] – Jill Renee Feeler
That’s maybe a bit more pessimistic. It can get better. It could get better. But to expect that it’s not supposed to be this way is making a lot of you feel less connected to the light you are. And it’s also making some of you feel less connected to the light that others are. And that’s a concern to us, right? So this othering, right? Well, all leaders are. Everybody with money is. Everybody that as power is. That’s othering, and it’s not helpful to the light that you are. And it’s fascinating that this topic came up right when we were talking about that as source, you are all one. So at first there was the not fighting for that, but there’s a, But where are we all one? And then there’s the, Except those politicians, except those American politicians. You know what I mean? So it is interesting how we can slide into a diminishment of someone else’s light. And we’re not saying that with judgment. We’re just wanting to point it out to you, to anyone that’s feeling that, because it is so understandable why that happens. But it’s almost like it doesn’t matter because they are what they are.

[00:32:05.29] – Jill Renee Feeler
Their higher self, again, I prefer team because I don’t believe it’s higher. It’s just wider. It’s a wider range of them. And we’re like a microscopic range of ourselves, typically in this reality, that wider range of them is not waggling their finger. They’re human. They’re applying grace and going, Oh, yeah, you probably made a mistake there. That was a bad choice. What were you thinking? Even our source energy can say that about ourselves. But again, in so many… And I do want to talk about actual darkness, actual evil, if you’re okay with that.

[00:32:39.27] – Kimberly Montgomery
Oh, yeah. Bring it.

[00:32:42.08] – Jill Renee Feeler
We’re on the topic. You subtly introduced it. I’m just going to go there. This part of this individualism in this reality and part of the way that this reality is structured allows for humans, and really a lot of aspects of physicality, incarnation, not just human, to act as if they have no light within them. And lack of light looks like darkness. So In many religious institutions and theology, they call that evil, they call that Satan, they call that the devil. They have names for it. They’ve personified a lack of light. So if you have a room in your house and it’s dark at night and there’s no lights on, you don’t think of the darkness as a force of darkness. What it really is, is a lack of light. The light just haven’t been switched on or the sun just isn’t on your side of it. Your side of the planet, just isn’t facing the sun. So when we started to show, Jill, that aspect of lack of light, that when any being is acting I just felt that. Slow down, Jill. Is acting in a way where they are evidencing their lack of connecting, their disconnection with the light they are, it can look very, very dark.

[00:34:20.19] – Jill Renee Feeler
It can look very, very benevolent, or excuse me, malevolent. It can even act very like, I want to hurt you. I have every intention of harming you right now. That’s not the light-based energy that they are, clearly, right? There isn’t even a godly lesson in there. It’s just messed up. It’s a distortion of them, and they are acting in a way that’s out of accordance with their godliness. That is a very real part of this reality, and that has a wide spectrum to it, from the most dark serial killer ickiness to an addict that’s under the spell of the addiction that they’re facing. Even a sweet soccer mom that has missed lunch today and is acting way hungry, can have a dark moment, let’s just say, of not acting like themselves. Hormones, teenage hormones, pre and post and mid-perimenopausal hormones, obviously male hormones, cycles and Lack of testosterone or too much testosterone, a whole bunch of things, can make us physiologically more susceptible to that lack of light energy, where we are not… It’s almost like we’re not in the driver’s seat of ourselves. It’s almost like the good layers of ourselves, which we all have is in the background feeling like something else has taken over, and it’s terrifying.

[00:35:55.20] – Jill Renee Feeler
So does that happen in this reality? Oh, yeah. Oh, 100 %. It can happen to anybody. And some humans can act that way a lot of the time, right? And that can be mental illness. It can be addiction. It can be a whole bunch of things that require and deserve attention. And for other individuals, it could just be a cycle of their life. It literally could be hormonal or something like that. But to give ourselves that grace, if we didn’t act like ourselves, if whatever, we said things harshly to a loved one or to a stranger or whatever that we have the presence to snap to and come right to the front of ourselves and go, I don’t know what I was thinking when I just said that to you. That is not what I meant. I love you. I’m so sorry I said that. We have to take responsibility to those moments when we are acting in a way that is like lack of light. And again, there’s a wide spectrum from very innocent, just knock it knock it off. Sorry, honey, I didn’t mean that. I didn’t mean to say knock it off.

[00:37:03.04] – Jill Renee Feeler
Would you please stop tapping your foot? Because it’s driving me crazy right now. You know what I mean? There’s innocent, silly ways and really, really heavy ways. Driving 80 miles per hour in a 25 school zone because you’re just having a bad day. That’s unacceptable.

[00:37:19.17] – Kimberly Montgomery
But why does that happen on Earth? I don’t think that happens in more advanced civilizations. I think there’s much more of a concerned for their… It’s just a gentler behavior. My perception is of more advanced civilizations. And I don’t want to say advanced like they’re better. They’re just in a different frequency.

[00:37:43.21] – Jill Renee Feeler
Kimberly, this is a highly advanced civilization.

[00:37:46.28] – Kimberly Montgomery
It doesn’t feel like it.

[00:37:49.13] – Jill Renee Feeler
I know. We get it. This is a highly advanced civilization. It’s just that the spectrum of being able to operate in your light and being able, the ability, the capacity, the opportunity to operate in a lack of light state, that spectrum is so wide and it’s right next to each other. Okay, so it’s complicated. It doesn’t make sense. But the problem with the other hypothesis of it must be because we’re not as advanced. It must be because we’re regressed somehow, but There’s other civilizations where this doesn’t happen. The challenge with that, the problematic side of that hypothesis is that there is a limit that many feel to the light that they have individually because Because, again, they’re almost overly connected to what they see in the world. So if they see someone stealing, if they see someone acting in just a horrible way, they take that as evidence of, Oh, this whole place is diminished. I’m in a reality where where the capacity for light-based energy is low. And that’s not true. None of you are limited in your ability to act in the most advanced, the most evolved way. It’s just that if you’re using other humans or other life containers to be a reflection of you, you’re going to run into constant reminders of how un-evolved your society must be.

[00:39:28.26] – Jill Renee Feeler
So it’s a But we’re offering you a completely different explanation of where you are and who you’re among.

[00:39:36.26] – Kimberly Montgomery
Well, so that would almost lead me to think that Earth is a master class in developing your frequency and sticking with your frequency. In other words, if I am no longer affected by what I would perceive as to be less than loving behavior, if it does not even throw me off kilter even a little bit, then I have succeeded in staying in my vibration, in my frequency. So because we have such a wide range on this planet, that tells me this is a pretty… This is quite the education to be able to stay there when you’re faced with something that’s so not that.

[00:40:29.28] – Jill Renee Feeler
This reality can definitely be used in the way that you’re describing. And using this reality as you’ve described it as a masterclass, what it ends up being for most of us is the ultimate lesson in humility, and we’re going to tell you why. You can craft the most advanced human that you can you can possibly come up with. You can pick the most vibrationally-attuned parents. You can pick the most perfect timeline to be born into, the most amazing location where your basic needs will be taken care of, et cetera, et cetera, where you don’t have to worry about certain things. Maybe it’s a royal family. Maybe you pick royalty. Anyway. And then you have wiring of let’s just say, Majesty, even gloriousness. For one of us, that’s part of this message right here, I ended up getting beat up on the playground almost every single day because I took myself so seriously, and I literally strutted around like a peacock in many ways. I didn’t think I was better than others, but I wired myself in such a way to take my light so seriously that I ended up being a target for everyone that had that like, Oh, let me knock you down a couple of pegs.

[00:42:07.18] – Jill Renee Feeler
I don’t like Peacock energy. I prefer you to be submissive to me. I have my lunch money stolen. I have And I had constantly being knocked back. And in that lifetime, I am ashamed to say I committed suicide at the age of 15, and I did not feel masterful hardly any day of my life. And when I passed and I was shown my original blueprint that was me. I had written that blueprint. I was asked, Would you do it again? And what I realized was, this is not a great reality to experience your mastery. It’s also not a great reality to practice your mastery. And what I also remembered is that I don’t need to be reminded of my mastery. Your mastery as your soulfulness was never in question. You don’t start as a non-master and then work towards a master. You are inherently masterful, and you are inherently and infinitely able to experience new things and consider new things and create new realities and create new use. So the reality of which we speak, humanity and Earth, is, as we said before, a very high risk, very high stakes reality where there are different versions of it.

[00:43:54.19] – Jill Renee Feeler
But most of us that want to hone our mastery or test our mastery, this reality is a lesson in humility. Starving to death because you don’t have enough food. Epidemics, or pretend I could have epidemics, or you’re feeling forced and manipulated into choices you don’t want to make. It’s very difficult to feel masterful in that situation, even when you feel like you do have the facts. And sometimes you do, and sometimes you don’t.

[00:44:28.19] – Kimberly Montgomery
But it does. And I can tell you what the pandemic did for me is, and I noticed this, I noticed it very clearly, it solidified my belief in self in such A tremendous way. And it also moved that muscle enough that it created in me a real comfort level in saying, yeah, I’m not going to do that. No, that’s not for me. I’m going to do this over there. So huge lesson, huge lesson on a soul level. It’s like, I’m going to stay in what feels right for me. So are you saying, and I’m talking to the guides now, are you saying that I want to tie it all up into a neat little package, our experience here on Earth, and maybe we just can’t do it. Maybe you just jump into this reality and learn a whole bunch of stuff that may or may not be connected, find out more about your strengths and your weaknesses and how to manage different challenges, and then you cycle on back out and do something else. But I want to make it into this something that’s going to have this little name to it, be all boxed up in a little package with a bow on it.

[00:45:55.16] – Kimberly Montgomery
And maybe that’s just not what happens.

[00:45:59.09] – Jill Renee Feeler
So Well, you definitely, and that is consistent with this beautiful community, it’s almost like it seems like you want it to be about learning. You want it to be about lessons.

[00:46:15.07] – Kimberly Montgomery
And that’s probably because- Yeah, I think that’s just me. I just am always wanting to learn something. So maybe that’s just my own personal perception. But it certainly does look like a school to me or a real opportunity to learn a whole bunch of stuff.

[00:46:30.10] – Jill Renee Feeler
To us, we will respectfully offer that your soulfulness did not need to learn a lesson about you thinking for yourself and about you advocating for you and wanting to advocate for others to be their sovereignty. We would actually offer you a twist, that that wasn’t about a lesson or learning. That was about you embodying the godliness of thinking yourself and having the opportunity to think for yourself. So you didn’t learn that in your reality. In our experience, you offered that to your reality. So you stepped into a true nature that you have. And since you are, for various reasons, a voice to consider for others, you did that on behalf of many that were wanting to to their own hearts what felt right or what didn’t feel right to them. You gave people permission to disagree with what was offered to you as the most expert, authoritarian on something that humanity in these generations had not experienced before.

[00:47:50.16] – Kimberly Montgomery
Yeah, that’s an interesting way to look at it.

[00:47:53.04] – Jill Renee Feeler
That really does- You brought it in and you lived it.

[00:47:57.28] – Kimberly Montgomery
Yeah.

[00:47:59.02] – Jill Renee Feeler
It’s a very different It’s a different interpretation, right?

[00:48:02.07] – Kimberly Montgomery
It is a very different interpretation. So is this reality system, Earth, just this perpetual… In other words, this is just all it’s ever going to be. Is this constant… Oh, I don’t want to… There’s a lot of conflict on this planet. There’s incredible beauty. I am so in love with planet Earth. It’s It’s stunningly beautiful. It is stunningly beautiful and diverse. I mean, we have so much of everything here, but it’s a challenging, like you guys have said in the past, it’s a challenging high-risk environment. But I’m always fixing, building, making, changing. So I want to make it better, but maybe I just need to stop that and just like, well, this is what it is.

[00:49:04.12] – Jill Renee Feeler
I love how your team is.

[00:49:07.13] – Kimberly Montgomery
I’m sure it’s not just me. I’m sure there’s people that are watching.

[00:49:12.03] – Jill Renee Feeler
They’re like, yeah, I want to make it better, too. These communities tend to be the let’s make it better types of folks, which is beautiful. You couldn’t stop trying to make it better even if you wanted to. Okay, it’s how you are. It’s how literally you are, Kimberly. It’s how Jill is. It’s how many individuals that tend to be involved in conversations like this tend to be. The risk is when you try to set that same expectation that that’s what everyone else is doing when you have so much evidence to the contrary. People that thoughtlessly litter out their window. There’s nothing in them in that moment, and maybe many moments in their humanness, where they’re thinking about making things better for other people. They are so careless and so thoughtless, right? And they’re not intentionally littering to make anyone else’s life miserable. They’re just thoughtless. They’re not acting in a state of thinking about what they’re doing for various reasons, right? We know it sounds uninspired, but we want this to be potentially the most inspiring thing we say today. The more you… That’s hard to say that word, you guys. And they’re saying, Let’s just try it out, Jill.

[00:50:43.03] – Jill Renee Feeler
Okay. The more anyone clings to, and I’m cringing at that word, but I see where they’re going. The more anyone clings to a storyline that humanity is going in any certain direction, they are missing the opportunity that Earth and humanity can include lessons but don’t have to include any lessons and are 100% about experiences, not lessons, opportunities, not learning. There can be as much regression as there can be progression. So giving your reality that true nature to be a part of your observation will literally liberate you to be the light you are. So when there is this conversation about, I got a message in humanity’s awakening, where are you looking at humanity? How is one human able to even see what humanity is or isn’t doing? So there’s a lot of pieces and parts of information, and they’re put within this lens. Jesus in his journey was not expecting an awakening, and it served him well. The idea that his journey was then made into a story of the second coming and a resurrection and humanity coming back to life and that thing. It’s not comical, it’s not laughable, but it is fiction. It’s fiction.

[00:52:30.04] – Jill Renee Feeler
Because it’s a good story. It’s a really good story. So just notice layers of you that want that to be true. And then also be curious about layers of you that do not need that to be true for you to be the light you are.

[00:52:53.06] – Kimberly Montgomery
Okay, last question. This is important, you guys. Are there reality systems that that are peaceful and fun and creative and loving and pretty and not so high risk? Please tell me there is.

[00:53:09.24] – Jill Renee Feeler
Peaceful and loving. And joyful and light-based. When we look at every single one of you listening or watching this, those of you that are live, and every single being that will ever experience this in archive, we would say that what you just described is actually true in many facets of your individual journey. The fact that that’s going along, that that’s taking place, that that’s part of your personal reality alongside war, alongside grief, alongside loss, alongside sometimes financial challenges, alongside alongside sometimes health challenges and being deeply concerned about someone you love is a testament to all of those Godly qualities that you are wanting to be true in not just another reality, we’re asking you to be more open to it as your reality.

[00:54:22.07] – Kimberly Montgomery
Thank you.

[00:54:24.12] – Jill Renee Feeler
Okay. Yeah. I want to add one other part of that, and Mary Magdalene wants to say this part, and she’s so good at this. Those aren’t things that you came to expect in your reality. Those are things that you brought with you into your reality. You brought an embodiment of peace. You brought an embodiment of love. You brought an embodiment of joy. You brought an embodiment of light. You brought that with you so that you would never miss it. And you want that for everybody. And that’s the hardest part of being in human form. Because it doesn’t make sense why everybody doesn’t seem to have it. Why do you have it? Why don’t they? Or do they have it, but they’re not connecting to it? Are they like the room in that house that the light switch isn’t turned on and only they have access to the switch? It’s a very complicated reality, and we’re sorry that it’s that way. It’s hard to make sense of it. Even with all of your beautiful empowered, masterful brains, it’s almost like even if there is a logical answer, it may not be an answer that you want because you want so much all of those godly attributes to be fully accessible to everybody.

[00:55:53.07] – Jill Renee Feeler
What I can promise to is that even when they actually are fully accessible by everyone in your reality, they are not chosen. And that is the biggest mystery of humanity. Yeah.

[00:56:08.19] – Kimberly Montgomery
That was beautiful. Thank you.

[00:56:11.24] – Jill Renee Feeler
Mary always nails it. Thank you.

[00:56:14.19] – Kimberly Montgomery
Yeah, Goose bumps. Goose bumps. That was beautiful. Yeah. Well, this has been quite the conversation, Jill. Do you remember most of it Or- Sometimes I need to listen to it.

[00:56:33.14] – Jill Renee Feeler
I listened earlier today after a dentist appointment to our first call, I hadn’t listened to it again. And I was like, oh, yeah, that’s right. We did talk about that. And sometimes I’m listening to it as if I wasn’t there and as if I wasn’t the one who said it. It’s like, oh, wait, that’s me. So I am conscious as I’m channeling, as you said. And yet it’s from such a wide range of me that there’s another range of my drill that is feeling like she’s getting out of the way of what’s coming through. So there’s many private sessions, there’s many messages, there’s many courses, even that I’ve taught. I know I was there and I know I was a part of it, but when I listen to it again, I’m like, oh, that was so good because I know it was more than my human Jill. So there’s just like, wow. Like even Mary just said, Mary, that was good. And she’s looking at me like, Jill, you’re a part of that. I’m like, I didn’t feel like it. I didn’t rehearse it. I didn’t know what you were going to say. So I feel just neutral and just grateful for what comes through.

[00:57:36.14] – Kimberly Montgomery
Yeah. It was beautiful. The Mary Magdalena, I was tearing up over that. That was- Oh, good. What a wonderful little gift that we got at the end there.

[00:57:46.13] – Jill Renee Feeler
She’s so centering, right? And all of… I just want to say thank you so much because every question that you raised or if the audience raised it, I don’t know. But those are the hardest questions. So I’m so grateful that we had the opportunity to at least attempt to give… And sometimes it is a redirect, and I’m totally honest about that. But sometimes it’s even the question is like, but the question isn’t fair. The question has an angle to it that won’t get us to a deeper truth and a clearer awareness of our view of what’s really going on. So I try to be as delicate and diplomatic in a way that sometimes the the way that my team has shared it with me and that operates so well for me, that may not work for everybody else. To some individuals, they cling literally to the idea that humanity is awakening because they can’t accept any other They can’t accept any other. Some of them, some individuals on this call are probably thinking, I would never have come to Earth if it weren’t awakening. I have a completely different opinion, but it doesn’t matter. Because it’s just mine.

[00:59:01.16] – Jill Renee Feeler
I’d love to offer it to them because I feel like it would be way more liberating, way more liberating, way more empowering, and far more connected to the light they are versus what’s happening globally. Jesus was not bothered by that. And many of us, as our soulfulness and very masterfully-looking incarnations, we’re not as consumed in a way by what humanity is or isn’t doing. But I’m concerned that in this timeline, so many light-based beings keep getting pulled into that narrative, and I find it a huge disadvantage. And it’s not necessary to be the light you are, but I get it. It’s because we care. That’s why we do it.

[00:59:48.01] – Kimberly Montgomery
Yeah. When there are… That we care. Here on this planet, we do care.

[00:59:53.21] – Jill Renee Feeler
We care.

[00:59:55.21] – Kimberly Montgomery
So, Jill, share with us, do you do private sessions? What’s going on with you. Where do we find you?

[01:00:01.19] – Jill Renee Feeler
Yeah. So my website is jillreneefeeler.com. I do do private sessions. I love private sessions. I have a limited calendar, but I do do private sessions. I do coursework, I do membership, I do trips, I have books on Amazon. I over-create. I think I said I use that term last time. I create a a lot because there’s so many things I’m passionate about offering as another menu I am within spirituality.

[01:00:36.23] – Kimberly Montgomery
Yeah. So I know that you did a trip to Egypt. I’m feeling like I’m going to be going to Egypt soon because I’m just so So it’s on my radar. And you know that thing where something comes up and you go, oh, I guess that’s where I’m going.

[01:00:53.03] – Jill Renee Feeler
I do know that feeling. Oh, my gosh. I’d love you to… Please consider one of my trips. I don’t have one on the calendar yet, especially for Egypt. But that will be my fourth time when I go back. And especially now that it’s my fourth time, I feel so in a good rhythm of what makes a great trip there. My first trip, I did not realize all the different tricks of getting backstage passes, if you will, into some of the best places. I didn’t know the best places. So on the second trip, I was like, oh, okay. So I have a great system now of just creating an incredible VIP experience. I only do small group travel, and it is just really good. Anyway. Yeah.

[01:01:38.07] – Kimberly Montgomery
Mountaintop experiences, I’m sure.

[01:01:42.11] – Jill Renee Feeler
This was so fun. Amazing experiences.

[01:01:44.12] – Kimberly Montgomery
This was so fun. I love doing this. I hope we can do this again sometime. I’m going to be doing this through the summer, you guys. Thursday nights, 6:00 PM Eastern Standard Time. We’re going to be doing interviews with mediums and channels, mystics. It’s going to be a lot of fun. Summer time fun. Thanks so much, Gill.

[01:02:01.01] – Jill Renee Feeler
It was a wonderful- Thank you, Kimberly. Thanks, everybody.

[01:02:03.16] – Kimberly Montgomery
All right. Thanks for showing up, everyone. Bye now.