Travel Stories from Egypt & Jordan + Finding Portals and Stargates

(And Possible Alien Visitations That Helped Create Petra’s Treasury)

This is a transcription of a podcast message, which is available with some video and in audio here.

This message is about travel to Egypt and Jordan, portals, star gates, possible alien visitations that helped create the ancient site of Petra’s
Treasury.

Hello everybody, this is Jill Renee Feeler and welcome to this week’s gifted message.

I am so excited to be here with you. We’ve had a break from the live calls because I was on an adventure with a lot of our soul family here. We went to Egypt and Petra Jordan and it blew my mind in a lot of great ways. It’s always a good sign of a trip when you are planning to go back while you’re on it. Right?

Let’s take a couple of moments here and just relax our bodies relax our face take a nice deep breath in and exhale and another one.

The reason I do these podcasts is because I don’t want to leave anybody out of this manner of connecting to source Creator God. We do it from the inside out, not the outside in. And I believe that’s how Jesus did it and that’s how the other ascended masters did it.

So if they did it that way, why wouldn’t we do it that way?

Some people would say the reason that we wouldn’t do it that way is because we can’t do it that way.

But that’s not true.

We can do it that way. And more and more of us are proving that it is possible to connect to source Creator God from the inside out, because we are inextricably linked to source creator energy, which is pure love.

Even while we’re being human, even while we’re on Earth, even where we sometimes act like assholes, we are still eternally love.

Even when we forget that. Because when we forget that we are eternally love then we can often act like jerks. It’s fun to remember. And it’s really fun to remember alongside other people that are also remembering that that connection that inherent sovereignty is not something you need to learn and not something you need to earn.

It’s only something that you need to claim as yours as the loving, eternally amazing energy that you are.

And when we claim it, it changes our humanity from the inside out.

It doesn’t make us perfect. And the beautiful thing is it doesn’t have to make us perfect. But it does make us feel whole and complete. In a reality that is a genius making us feel the opposite.

That’s why we do our work here and offer it to you.

Pretty simple, right? And pretty profound.

The results are even more profound.

So what are we going to be doing today?

How can I not talk about this trip? I just returned from Egypt and Jordan. I haven’t had the post trip call with my peeps that went on the journey with me. There was 19 of us and I want to call it 20.

Because one of us on the trip is pregnant.

So we kept thinking of Cristin’s baby when we were on the adventure as our 20th traveling buddy.

It was a very special trip in a lot of ways.

So where do I begin? I feel like all of us that were there, and possibly those of you that were connected to us energetically through the grid that we are all a part of. I feel like we all experienced some sort of a sacred, sacred meaning godly, initiation. But they were initiations that we created for this reality, for us to remember what it feels like to be creator energy in human form that is honoring of all life that is meant to be upward spiraling, positive, authentic, true, loving and eternal.

There were moments at those places where each one of us felt internally guided. For example, we were at the temple of the Egyptian Goddess Isis and we were walking up to it and apparently it’s all recreated. The present Temple of Isis is at not at its original site. Everything has been moved. There’s still something special about that land. And it is close to the island where the original site of Isis’ temple was. We’re walking up to all these recreated structures. Most people visiting there would probably be looking at the exterior walls or something. But I was guided to turn around and have your back to the temple. In that direction the sun was on our faces, it was probably about 9am.

The sun rising, you can feel the sun on your face and you could feel this power behind you. The power of the site near the actual land. Tthe power of the energy stored within those hieroglyphs that are behind you. They empower you. Every one of those glyphs is like a storage container, not unlike human words, spoken words and written words.

I think all of us in our group felt what I felt when I said turn around, away from the temple, and see what you feel. I heard a lot of our group saying “oh, wow, okay”.

How would we know that?

How would we know to turn around and let ourselves feel not with our eyes but with our eternal energy fields, the structure of these codes that are locked and stored in these places.

Now, I have to tell you that that was a crazy day at the Temple of Isis. I don’t feel led to share that right now. But it felt like out of a Dan Brown novel, in a lot of ways. And the more I heard individual stories from our group of 19 plus one, the more I feel like something really important and interesting was going on there that we may never fully understand.

But that was just one example.

When we were at Karnak it’s hard to not be impressed if not overwhelmed by the sheer number of carvings and the size of the columns and the size of the temple. These glyphs are all over the place, and they’re not random.

I mean, they look, you can feel the purpose and the intention in them and my team (what I call my layers of insight and knowing that are beyond my humanness, beyond my five human senses, that are loving, wise and insightful) nudged me to place my hand down in a certain area of a wall of glyphs.

There was like an older kind of section that had been worn down a little bit, probably about knee high. And I felt led to feel it, opening my hand. We are told to not touch them. And you didn’t need to. You could just place your hand over the glyphs. And I felt it. I could feel the energy coming out of it and it felt like a language, a non human language.

It felt like the cosmic language, a not from around here type of language.

And it felt familiar. And it felt light and beautiful and wise and exceptionally creative.

Not the type of energy that’s following instructions. Rather it felt like the the type of energy that creates instructions.

That’s my favorite version of humanity. The range of of humanity that creates codes and creates instructions for a manner of living as our humaneness that is something that we, I want to say, feel good about.

That is something that makes our higher self (soulful layers, eternal self) smile.

A way of being ourself that makes us feel like the representative of God’s love that we are and can be, all of us can be in this reality.

Another moment I want to share today is when we were in the Valley of the Kings. We went into the first tomb… I think it was the first tomb we went into, and I apologize, I can’t remember which one it was.

By the way, the word tomb just doesn’t even resonate with me anymore. And at one point one of our participants (Bridgette Aldrich), she said something like “You guys, I’m getting that these tombs aren’t about where they died. This isn’t about where their bones are stored after they died. This is about where they connected. These are like stargate chambers. These are places where these beings that connected, loved to connect.”

Now, yes.

I’m going to now add to what Bridgette was intuiting.

It could be that historians found the relics of their bodies there. But that doesn’t mean that’s all that that was. As you enter the tombs there are sometimes these open spaces, like a cubby, or a hiding place, or a little cave to reflect within. Some of the tombs have many of these hiding places all over in them. It looks like you could climb up into it. And it’s like a kid or a smaller person would love to hang out in there.

It can feel good to be in a little space like that.

And as she said that, we all adjusted our perspective of what was happening, what these places may also have meant, what they represented.

And it was so cool because the first tomb that we went into, it was just so beautiful. The artisanship was incredible and the beauty, the lightness and brightness of it. It’s so special in some of these tombs. And we felt so happy, joyful and impressed. We were giggling and smiling.

It was really fantastic.

And one of our members, Mary Beth, was so happy from the beauty of that tomb and the joy she felt, that it created tears and crying. She had tears on her face. The attendant in that tomb noticed.

The attendants at the sacred sites are sort of like security. They’re not armed but they’re making sure that we’re following the rules when we’re in there, did we pay the ticket to enter, etc. They can sometimes feel to me like guardians of these sites.

One of them looked at Mary Beth crying and said in English “Cry? Tears?”

And she said, “Yes”

He then said, “tears happy or sad” and she said, “no, tears happy.”

He immediately got this huge smile on his face, happy about her happiness. He wanted to experience that happiness with her that we’re experiencing in that place and in that moment.

I recognized that the other tourists in there, they were thinking of it like a tomb, right? They were treating it as the experience that they had been, I want to say model to have. There was a lot of somberness, seriousness. I didn’t notice anyone else smiling. They had closed mouths and kind of like you’re in like a grave site, right? They just really like this is a serious place, you’re not supposed to be happy here kind of thing. And I was just noticing the huge contrast between what we were allowing ourselves to experience as compared to what others were choosing to experience maybe because they didn’t consider another way to experience it.

I don’t know. It’s not about judging that. It’s just awareness of how differently we can experience these places and ourselves in this entire reality. That place was amazing. The Valley of the Kings felt so special and so important. At one point, I came out earlier than some of the rest of our group and I asked our guide, I said, “so how do the ancient Mystery Schools interact with this?”

I didn’t quite understand what she was saying. But I was gathering that there is definitely a connection between what was happening in the Egyptian Mystery Schools and these sites in the Valley of the Kings. There was a tie, a link. What was offered to me (via intuition) is that the Egyptian Mystery Schools weren’t a destination like a university at a certain address.

It was an energetic attunement, available in multiple places for potential initiates, for that had the pre wiring and the pre coding to hold and connect with divine energy in a way that is not common for humanity. I really don’t like Ancient Aliens personally so I hope it doesn’t sound like that. But I recognize that it might.

Still, call us (this community) cosmic astronauts. Call us cosmic explorers. Call us hybrids from other realities that are also experiencing human form.

It doesn’t matter what term you put on it. There’s something different about the way this community look at ourselves, and the way that we look at this reality and what’s possible.

It’s not about hope or faith in the context of a religion.

It’s about grand expectations because we know what was possible. Because we helped build the fabric and the context of what humanity is, as the eternal creative energy that we are.

When you somehow in an indescribable way, know yourself at that level of your creator orientation it affects everything about you. Your frame of reference is just different about everything, about the empowerment that you feel in yourself, about the empowerment you want others to feel for themselves.

The ability for us to claim our sovereignty and hope that in the process others do the same for themselves is a primary reason for our incarnating at any time. It’s about those possibilities and it’s about being what we love about humanity. And each of us have our own nuances about how we do that.

So there isn’t a cookie cutter mold. And that’s one of the many ways that enlightenment and consciousness communities at this time are, in my view, getting it wrong. They are teaching a convergence, which can be suppressive and dampen creator energy within each being. What is actually happening is a divergence – an expansion of creative energy, widening the range of what humanity is and can be.

Wherever you are suppressing a creative expression that is honoring of life and honoring of self and honoring of others the it is compressing the majesty of physical life. And that does a disservice to source energy within all life.

So it’s not just about the ability to be surprised and impressed. It’s about the expectation of being surprised and impressed with yourself, and of course being prepared to offer grace and love to self and others for the inevitable disappointments, too.

We are in an age where there is so much forgetting. We’re forgetting who and what we really are. It is like a virus without an inoculation. But it isn’t a virus. It’s more like a lay of the land. It’s more about the way the energy patterns work in a compressed state at certain ages and cycles on this place in this reality

So part of what we experienced physically being there in Egypt and in Jordan was being surprised and impressed with not only what’s possible, but what’s been proven, structures that were build. Not just artwork, but the energy that they contain. And we felt such incredible appreciation that such structures and art and symbolism was ever created, and that it’s still in the condition that it is.

I felt myself so many times in these places feeling this sense of “Oh my God, it’s still here. That’s so cool. That’s so cool, that it is still here.”

I love that with a community like this, I don’t need to explain that. Because I don’t understand it as my human brain either. And I also love that I don’t rely on the human brain for that kind of explanation anymore because it’s just not wired for that kind of cosmic consciousness and rationality.

There was an experience at the Temple of the Hathors in Dendera Egypt temple about false doors.

First thing we did when we got there, not by our doing but by our guide, who was being divinely connected in her own precious way… The first thing she did when we got there was go to speak to the temple guardians in their local language Arabic. They spoke for a while and then she said, “Come on guys, hurry.” And we followed this man, this guardian of this temple, the human kind of guardian, like we were on a mission to a specific area of this temple. Of course, he knew exactly where to go. We were just following. He unlocks a door in the floor at the back of the temple and he lifts it up. And our guide, smiling, says, “go ahead” and I went first, the one who gets claustrophobic at times.

The entryway was so small, I had to take off my Indiana Jill hat. Claustrophobia was not even on my mind at that point. I was excited to get in there and I did feel the sense of hurry. I didn’t know why we were hurrying. We all get down in this area below the main floor of the temple. There is lighting there, softly pointed up so we can see the glyphs. It’s much smaller than the whole temple. All nineteen plus 1 of us in this narrow underground hallway of beautiful glyphs on every surface of various sizes, and I was noticing and I think I mentioned to the group and I think you’ll hear it in the video. I said if you stand in this hallway in the middle of it, you can feel the energy from the codes behind you, going through you meeting the ones in front of you, transmitting the other way Like your physical body is not a problem at all, for the energy stored in those codes.

So what do those codes do? That’s a great question. I can feel some of you asking it. And I do feel like the question is too limited. What can’t the codes do? What do you want them to do? What do you want them to be for you personally? What do you want them to be for this reality? What do you want the word love in a love poem to do and be for the person that’s receiving your expression of love. You see what I mean?

I completely respect the fact that our minds want to identify and understand and decode these codes, these glyphs. But it does feel like an extremely limited approach to begin to receive all that’s offered in these places.

There’s a majesty in these places that literally has stood the test of time.

And it leaves you awestruck, impressed, changed, forever. Re-initiated as the eternal representation of source energy that you are even in your current form, even in your current human expression.

So, I can’t tell you from my mind what all these places meant, and I wouldn’t want to have that ability. Because I would be lying to myself. If I felt like that were an adequate representation of all that was there. I would be missing it. Probably more than 95% of it. If I felt like I could give you an explanation of what a certain place was, or what a certain glyph meant, or what a certain ceiling at Dendera means to us. It was meant to be bigger than that. And I want to honor that. Not just even now, but I would say especially now.

It’s almost like we need to know that we know what we’re doing. As a race of life that has forgotten its purpose. That bangs its head against the wall and clamors for meaning and justification of moving forward when times are hard.

I invite you to just join me for a minute, and just letting yourself recognize your body as a container.

Leave all the other tissues inside it exactly where they are.

Think of your humaneness as a vessel for your spirit for your soulfulness,

A container that was created by you, for you to be you and whatever that would mean. And that you are flexible in this container, flexible enough to be whatever you want that to mean. Whatever you want your humaneness to mean. Whatever you want your life to represent, that’s dynamic and changeable enough to also include that, whatever that is.

That’s pretty sacred.

That’s pretty badass.

That’s pretty cool.

It’s pretty cool that we have these containers that we have far more authority for what in who we are, than we give ourselves credit.

Our number one obstacle being our mind and the beliefs and truths that we hold within it. We get rigid, we get lazy, we get tired. It takes some work and initiative to be creative. But when you surprise yourself, when you impress yourself then you get that smile on your face like I just said that, I did that..

Even if it’s standing in Egypt saying “oh my God I’m in Egypt.” Or even just you sitting or standing or lying right there right now, that you could honestly and authentically say with a smile on your face, “Oh my God, I got myself here. I have a human I get to be right now. Look at me. Look what I did.”

Now, of course, our biggest question to you is what do you want that to mean? What do you want that to be? Because most of the limitations that you’re placing on yourself are vaporware. And isn’t it cool that the only person you have to prove that to is yourself.

Some will support you. Some will not.

Some will celebrate it. Some will not.

Some will make fun of you. Some will not.

And none of that matters as much as your ability to believe in yourself.

The timeline of Earth that created these temples that we visited, they were operating from a different bandwidth of frequencies.

Some of us have felt those frequency within ourselves. But we didn’t feel the representation of it in our outer world. Well maybe sometimes, like right now.

I’m sitting here in my master bedroom in bed, like a lazy bones and I am looking at three beautiful deer outside my windows eating the grass. That to me is as cool as any temple I saw in Egypt to be honest with you.

They’re fantastic. And we’re fantastic. They look at us with a lot of amazing delight as well.

So I get it that you don’t have people with a front row seat sitting there looking at you with their jaws dropped. But your team (your soulful range of self that is beyond your human, beyond heaven and beyond all of space and time) is. And your team is you. And they cry with you when you cry. And they cheer louder for you when you forget to cheer for yourself, because we’re taught not to cheer for ourselves.

We’re taught that that’s arrogant. That’s pretty interesting, isn’t it?

That’s something I can attest to: when these temples in Egypt were made, those who designed certain glyphs or certain patterns of glyphs, certain artistic renderings, or plans for these structures, that they smiled at themselves. And they said as the proud creator that they are “I did that. I am proud of that. That holds the energy even better than I thought it could. I’m glad I took the time. I’m glad I made the time.”

And some of us as we designed and built and created those things in Egypt, so long ago now, we felt a curiosity. “I wonder how long this will last? I wonder how many generations of humans will get to see this? I wonder if they’ll just see with their eyes. I wonder if they’ll feel the cosmology of the universe that I felt when I did this. I wonder if they’ll feel that within themselves. I wonder if they’ll feel God here. I hope so.”

Now I’m sharing from my own human layers wanting to answer those reflections from then, “Yeah, we did. Thanks. Thanks. We felt it. We saw it. We touched it. We spoke with it. Yes, I was in Egypt and Jordan even using my sense of smell to experience the stone walls. I can’t tell you why. It just felt like the right thing to do and it felt like a memory. A memory of smell.

I’m so proud of us. I’m proud of the part of us that created places like that, that we can now visit and go, “Oh my God. That’s beyond words amazing.”

I am also super proud of what every one of us is right now. Because every one of us has a pretty interesting story of how we said no thank you or F no, fudge no to a lot of things that were handed to us in our lives that we felt we’re getting in the way of our knowing ourselves as divine energy.

That is way more about us than we realize, you guys.

That’s something that is equally worthy.

Especially with the constraint frequency range we have right now peeps.

That is equally as worthy of us, just as that creator looking at that temple or looking at those thousands of year old drawing saying, “Oh my God, I did that.”

I’m pretty proud of myself right now.

Would you please just for a minute, just for a breath. Let yourself be proud of you?

Not for some self love cliche.

Although that’s worth it too.

Let me give you another bigger reason why: the ability to be proud like a lion, okay? Not proud like in arrogance, like in feeling better than anyone else – that’s silly. I’m encouraging to make room for a moment to allow yourself to feel proud of yourself, which is your creation in more ways than you probably give yourself credit.

Here is the reason: there is a portal in you for letting yourself feel and recognize and own more of the soulfulness and the God creator ability that you have access to in this reality. That’s a pretty good reason right?

Yeah.

I just sense The Buddha just offering us here that it’s hard to be humble when you recognize you’re the creator energy of God in human form.

Right. So isn’t it interesting that humility, and the desire to be humble, in order to be so called spiritual is actually a perfect recipe for separating you from the amazing, powerful, sacred, glorious creator energy that we are? And the caution that some of us have felt against becoming arrogant was a misunderstanding.

Because arrogance is saying “I’m amazing and you’re not.” Accepting your creator energy is saying, “I’m amazing And so are you, whether you recognize it or not. I know you’re amazing. And I love it if you recognize your amazingness, because your amazingness is different than my amazingness. “

And the culture that created those structures, those codes, those glyphs. And Egypt, they knew that.

Was there still compression of energy?

Was there still manipulation and control and suppression of certain groups?

Yeah.

Yes, it wasn’t perfect.

But the energy range, the frequency range that they had available to them in that time, much more readily than we do now.

Which is one of the reasons why we’re here incarnated because we individually represent that we have access to it. And the more that we allow ourselves to be that wider range, the more readily available it will be and becomes in this reality.

Who chooses to accept it and claim it for themselves? That’s a whole different matter.

That, for me, I choose to not get preoccupied with. Because it I can’t do anything about that. I can’t. I can’t fix that it. I can’t decide who chooses it. And it distracts me from being my own version of light that I get excited about. And that is more than enough to handle. I feel the stillness as you and I are here right now and it feels otherworldly.

So calm,

So still.

So aware.

Now the next part of our trip was Jordan.

And I did not know what to expect in Jordan.

Egypt can be so intense, especially Cairo. So Jordan just felt like a soft landing for three days before going home.

And Petra.

I don’t know how to begin to describe Petra,

When we were going through the canyons, and then we first come across what they call the Treasury, which is the main kind of image that most people see when it comes to Petra. It’s like the money shot of Petra. We saw it and our guide George… It was so funny because we were sitting with him having some, right across from the treasury. We’re having like a coffee or tea while he was kind of giving his guide version of what was going on with the treasury.

And he said, “oh, you know, you can’t go in there. There’s really nothing in there to see. And he just kind of shook his head like there’s nothing to see here, folks.”

And we were all just kind of, really? nothing to see? Right. But we were all just looking at the outside. Like that’s kind of an interesting trick then because the outside is pretty fantastic. And there’s you know, it’s roped off, there’s two guards, I use that word kind of interesting, because I don’t think they’re actually those, those guys, those guards actually aren’t armed. And they look like they’re in Wizard of Oz costumes in a way. It’s just really like, hard to take them seriously.

So I don’t know what would happen if you like storm, the guards. We didn’t try that. But you’re sitting there looking at it and and then we’re walking along to the next area in Petra. And I’m just like “really George? I mean, like, there’s nothing to see in the treasury. There’s so much amazing carvings to it, like these portals and these doorways and all the stuff. I mean, there’s nothing?” He had mentioned that the community, that created those elaborate carvings were only in this area for about 400 years, and then left. And I was like 400 years really, that’s so interesting.

I sensed something more was going on. Something about Petra, seeing pictures of it years ago, got me all the way here, halfway around the world. I think it’s more than this pretty carving on the outside of a wall of a civilization. But the group that did the carvings was only here for 400 years?

And that was like really? And he said, Yep, 400 years, and then they disappeared. Then I got the glimmer in my eye again. And I was like, “Oh, really, so they disappeared? I said kind of like the Mayans?”

And he was still walking at his rapid pace. And he looked over I mean, he smiled with these beautiful green eyes. And he goes, he goes “Yes, kind of.”

And I said, “so what if they’re like, you know, cosmic, like aliens or something. And they popped in for 400 years. And they did this amazing work. And they created these stargates and portals and these interesting carvings to draw our attention to them. And then they like, disappeared.”

And the smile on his face was as if to say “that’s possible!“ He looked at me not like he was holding a secret but more like, yeah, you’re looking at this way different than the rest of us around here.

[As an aside here for the transcription: So that group that popped in could be viewed by some as alien visitors who created some of Earth’s most mysterious, treasured sites. But I hope you aren’t thinking of little green men when you think of alien visitors. Because a lot of us in this community feel like visitors from another time, another place or even from beyond time and beyond space. Our expanded range of self created a human, us, so that we could be here and offer our own version of source layers to humanity. That technically is an alien visitation. But no human’s soulful layers is from here. So everyone is actually just visiting.]

That then it was like, Okay, yeah, there, there is something more to what’s going on here. So there’s these caves. And these, the Bedouin people lived in those caves. Some of them still live in the caves, I cant remember how many families, but they still live in those caves.

After lunch our group had free time until dinner. Some stayed in Petra and others had a rest at the hotel (called the Petra Guest House).

So our guide said “See you in the morning, we all know how to get out because there’s only one way in.” So we were doing our thing in various sub groups of our group. John, Christy and Bridget ended up staying in Petra interacting with the locals till past sunset, the other tourists long gone. They were creating relationships with these beautiful people. The story that I was told from these three is so incredible. A group of us were sitting in the outdoor bar before dinner at the Petra guest house where we were staying. It was cold so the hotel at this heated propane, cool torch thing on and we were having a glass of wine. And these three show up. And they’re just absolutely beaming. And I’m like where were you guys? Christy says, where were we? She’s glowing, all three of them are glowing. All three of them have this black eyeliner, like some of the bedouins wear, which we found out is more than just for show it actually has function for protecting the eye from dust and sun and glare. And it’s very soothing on the eye. I mean, they look like rock stars in a figurative and literal way.

So they start to tell us that they climbed these hills with the locals. And at one point, the locals, their new friends said to them, “Do you want to go in the treasury?”

Remember all the tourists are gone. And those costume guards were probably at home, too. And of course they said yes. So they went in the treasury, the three of them with whatever locals they were with that knew that they had the authority to go in and out as they wanted.

And what I remember John saying is “Jill, We were right. It’s amazing in there. There’s a portal.”

And what we’re calling a portal here you guys is a carved doorway, where there is no literal door.

It marks an ascension gateway.

It marks a stargate,

there’s a whole bunch of different terms you could put on it, right?

Ascension for leaving this reality?

Why not?

It could definitely be that.

So George, our guide ended up walking up at some point, I think he was heading into what they call the cave bar, which is part of the Petra guest hotel. And we waved at him and he waved at us and he came over and then we offered him a glass of wine. Sorry, Bridget, that I gave him your glass of wine that you hadn’t started yet. And he sat with us. And I said George, they went into the treasury. And it was really interesting. He wasn’t overly excited about it. It was kind of a, oh really and I don’t know what was what different layers were going through him. It could have been things like, they broke rules (whoever let them in there).

They broke some rules and they could get in trouble for that. It could have been curiosity he was feeling like “Part of me wants to ask them what it was like, but I’m the guide and and it feels uncomfortable asking those questions.”

I don’t know, I don’t know.

But somebody at some point also offered that when President Obama went to Petra, supposedly he wasn’t allowed in the treasury.

It’s amazing what can happen when you make space for personal relationships with the locals that have authority over these places, that goes beyond the boundaries of an organization even like UNESCO

It’s so not surprising to me and yet so sort of frustrating to me that the story is that there’s nothing in there just because maybe modern day historians don’t understand what’s in the treasury. Not understanding what’s in there doesn’t mean nothing is in there. And is guarded even if by costumed guards without weapons (other site security have big weapons).

I don’t expect these mysteries to be solved. And I feel grateful that I personally don’t need them to be solved. I love the mystery in this reality.

I feel like you and I and others in this group help put it there. Some truths are ready to be revealed. Some truths may never be ready to be revealed.

Petra is amazing. Jordan, I will go to just Jordan even for vacation. I loved it there. I love the Dead Sea. We went to the Jordan river where John the baptist baptized Jesus also known as Yeshua. it’s a beautiful beautiful place. Some of us took off our shoes and sat on the steps on the Jordan side of the Jordan River and put our feet in the water of the Jordan River. It felt cold and refreshing and perfect.

It was very very interesting to watch the Israeli side of the river which is probably 20 feet on the other side. That part of the river is not very wide. Israel and Jordan really close to each other right there. There were these steps into the river for baptisms.

The Israel side is really popular for baptisms in the Jordan River. We were witnessing these busloads of baptism brigades with people in white gowns and getting baptized and it’s just it’s interesting. It’s just very different than what we were there to experience. And the Jordan side was so chill, so uncrowded.

I get how important that was for them. That’s a big deal for any sort of person that identifies themselves as a conventional Christian to be at the Jordan river where Jesus was baptized, to get baptized themselves. I am happy for them. I mean, that’s a big deal.

I know, at least one of our group heard me say, save me Jesus with some humor inserted. Two different sides of the river, different groups, different views on what Jesus is, what that river is, what history is, having completely different experiences, all in the same water. Right?

See, we are creator energy. I just still feel that stillness. And I’m loving you all so much.

So this hour that we had together today doesn’t and can’t begin to describe everything that was experienced.

But for those of you that check out my Facebook wall [from Feb 2018] Jill Renee Feeler you’ll have a visual sensation to experience. But again, it doesn’t. It just doesn’t do it justice. But I hope that some of the deeper energies that we shared with you today help you feel it on a more cosmic soulful level. The words were just energy containers, like they always are. I do encourage you to listen again. And just let yourself feel the words more than hear the words.

Let your brain take a nap maybe then just let yourself feel it. I got home at about 12:30am Friday, the first hour right of Friday morning.

My flight by the way was 10 hours and then it had a three hour delay at Frankfurt because of snow. And I learned that they don’t have a lot of de-icing equipment in Frankfurt because it doesn’t snow that often there.

Anyway. And it was starting I think on Saturday, I felt in my body almost like somebody had like a motor and was holding it up to like my arm for a while or my legs. I just, I felt so amped, I want to say and charged in a lot of ways. And I know this happened to me at one point when I was intending to take a nap on the trip. When at one point I think on the cruise on the Nile, I was like, oh, we have a bit of downtime in the afternoon, I’m going to take a nap. And the minute I close my eyes, I just was flooded with you know, not necessarily messages, but just like symbols and codes and just waves of energy. And I’m like, okay, so it’s not a nap, it’s something else. And I just let myself receive. And that definitely has been going on for me since I got back including in dream time.

And I feel like whenever I close my eyes, there’s just this running of codes.

I do feel like we just went through an amazing initiation in a lot of ways. I love the awareness that these are initiations that we helped create. That’s so fantastic. So I don’t know, I want to share this.

So this isn’t about, I mean, you take what you want from this right?

Am I saying you should go to Egypt? If you want to go to Egypt and have your own version of an experience, I highly recommend it. I’m going again, details here.

But it’s more about… And I feel like that’s what I received today in the message is, it’s more about who we are in what we have access to within ourselves with a range of energy that hadn’t been here, but we brought, we knew enough to bring it with us.

And we succeeded.

So we may not know enough to give ourselves applause. But I do hope that we know enough to celebrate the access and the authority that we have. And being the light and the love of God that we are while we’re here.

And if others choose to remember that for themselves that is awesome. If they don’t, that is free will. But let’s use our free will. To the maximum as well, yeah.

Okay.

Alrighty. I’m going to let you guys go.

I love you.