Embracing the Light: A Journey from Corporate Success to Spiritual Awakening

A Channeled Message from Jill Renee Feeler

Jill Renee Feeler shares her journey from corporate life to spiritual teaching, emphasizing intuition, resilience, and living authentically amidst chaos.

Thank you so much to community member Connie Rutledge for recommending me as a guest to Kimberly Montgomery. It was clear from the interview and the comment section that what I was able to offer and share a distinctly different perspective to the audience, on meaningful topics. – Jill

In this interview, Jill Renee Feeler shares her transformative journey into spirituality. Initially, she recounts a pivotal experience with a psychic who revealed her deep spiritual connections and advised her to focus on her role as a mother rather than pursuing a business CEO position. This insight profoundly affected Jill, leading her to embrace her spiritual gifts and fostering a deeper connection with her children, which she describes as life-changing.

Kimberly Montgomery, the host, introduces Jill and expresses excitement about exploring her story. Jill elaborates on how she began to unfold her intuitive gifts, describing early supernatural experiences with her children and how these experiences led her to consider meditation and other spiritual practices. She mentions her background in business and how a suggestion from her sister-in-law to see a psychic marked the beginning of her spiritual awakening.

Jill discusses her initial skepticism and analytical approach to spirituality, which eventually transformed into a deep trust and connection with the Holy Spirit. She shares how this connection allowed her to access various spiritual abilities, including channeling and healing. Despite her analytical background, Jill found that her unique perspective and lack of preconceived spiritual beliefs allowed her to receive and share fresh, sometimes contrarian insights with her clients.

The conversation shifts to the nature of spiritual light and love, with Jill channeling a message about the constant presence of God’s love, likening it to the sun’s light. They discuss how humans often perceive disconnection from this love due to their circumstances, but Jill emphasizes that this divine love is always accessible. This realization helps individuals navigate their challenges and live more soulfully.

Kimberly and Jill then address the current state of the world, marked by contention and unrest. Jill advises letting go of expectations about how things should be and instead focusing on embodying one’s light and love regardless of external chaos. She encourages people to detach emotionally from the overwhelming negativity and adopt a more Spock-like, compassionate detachment to maintain their well-being and effectiveness.

Finally, Jill talks about her various offerings, including her website, membership programs, private sessions, and travel experiences aimed at spiritual growth. She mentions her recent venture into real estate and expresses openness to new experiences, such as a potential trip to Shasta with Kimberly. The conversation concludes with gratitude and an invitation for viewers to explore more of Jill’s content.

[00:00:00]: Jill’s transformative experience with a psychic reading

[00:01:08]: Introduction by host Kimberly Montgomery

[00:02:07]: Jill’s shift from business to intuitive gifts

[00:03:43]: The suggestion to see a psychic

[00:05:47]: Jill’s psychic reading and message about motherhood

[00:07:59]: Opening up to supernatural experiences

[00:09:13]: Realizations about children’s intuitive abilities

[00:16:41]: Embracing intuitive gifts and spiritual teachings

[00:36:16]: Navigating global unrest and staying positive

[00:51:45]: Where to find more about Jill

Transcript

[00:00:00.06] – Jill Renee Feeler
“She had so many insights about relationships with adult siblings and so many other things. And then she said, You’re a deeply spiritual person, Jill. You’re connected to this Jesus and Mary Magdalene story, and you’re not even touching that. And I was like, I don’t even know what you’re talking about, is what I was thinking. I was glad it was on the recording because I was so stunned by the whole process. And I just remember leaving that day feeling so complete completely shifted, so completely different, so aware. I mean, everything looked different. I felt like my eyes, there was just the clarity in my eyes. And I remember picking up my kids from school and daycare that day, just giving them the most real hug I’d probably ever given them.”

[00:01:08.01] – Kimberly Montgomery
Welcome in. I’m Kimberly. I’m so glad you’re here today. I have such an exciting guest, and I just got goosebumps. I’m so interested in diving into her story. Before we get started, if you’re enjoying this content, go ahead and click that subscribe button and hit the notification bell so you don’t miss any of our upcoming videos. And if you’d rather listen than watch, we are available on all podcast platforms, Spotify, Apple, iTunes, the whole thing. You can also catch us there. And if you want to keep track of what’s going on around the planet, but it feels a little overwhelming for you, I totally get it. You might want to sign up for a Friday morning email newsletter. The link is in the description box down below. Every Friday morning, we send out a very short, very sweet, very free email newsletter highlighting what we think are important events happening around the planet. It’s super easy to sign up. You just click the link in the description box down below. I think you’re going to love it. And with that, I’d like to welcome in Intuitive Jill, Renee Feeler. Hi, Jill. How are you?

[00:02:07.14] – Jill Renee Feeler
It’s so great to be here, Kimberly. Thank you so much for inviting me. It’s really an honor.

[00:02:11.16] – Kimberly Montgomery
Well, it’s an honor to be able to have this time with you. So thank you for giving us some of your energy today. Where I want to start is something that’s so fascinating to me, how you started unfolding your intuitive gifts. I think that’s an interesting story because you weren’t really involved involved in this arena at that time. Why don’t you share a little about that?

[00:02:34.14] – Jill Renee Feeler
Okay. I’m sure for everyone, they have 10 different slices of their own story they could share. I’m just going to feel into which flavor of the story is most useful and impactful for this group? Yeah, I’m feeling the usual story I share. I have a background in business, and my kids were really little. This was probably around 2008, 2009. And I started to overthink, which I tend to do, about a different business option for what I did with my career. And I was hosting, my husband and I and our family were hosting probably a Father’s Day gathering or something in our house. And I I’m going to be type A, and I like everything perfect. And my sister-in-law, my husband’s sister, saw me in the kitchen getting things ready. And she said, you look more stressed than usual. And I said, yeah, She said, What’s going on? And I said, Oh, I might be the CEO of this green company. It’s exciting, and it’s always what I wanted to do. I don’t know if the timing is right and stuff. And she just looked at me like side-eye, and she said, You should not be my psychic.

[00:03:43.07] – Jill Renee Feeler
I was like, thanks, Julie, can you bring this plate of fruit outside for a second? I’m just thinking to myself, that is literally the dumbest idea I’ve ever heard of. I would never, scoffing thing. And then within about three For many days, I remembered what she said, and I literally did a qualitative cost-benefit analysis in my head. I’m like, well, I could get something out of it, and it’s not going to be that much money. And okay, yeah, what’s the harm in seeing my sister in a second. Okay.

[00:04:16.02] – Kimberly Montgomery
I just want to interject that you use the term in your head, quantitative cost-benefit analysis.

[00:04:23.21] – Jill Renee Feeler
Qualitative. Qualitative cost-benefit analysis.

[00:04:27.00] – Kimberly Montgomery
That just says everything right there.

[00:04:29.15] – Jill Renee Feeler
I MBA, business, finance, economics, economic analysis, statistics. Yeah. So I went to see her psychic. She got me in fairly quickly, and I had no idea what was going to happen or what I was just curious, skeptical, and just like, what do I have to lose with my attitude? And I met her person, and we sat in her office, and she had a very… Her intuitive had a very shamanic Indigenous princesses iconography around and dream catchers and things like that. So I definitely felt out of my element in a lot of ways. And she said, well, I know you’re here for a business decision. So let’s just sit and we’ll be quiet and let’s meditate for a little bit together and see what happens. I had never done that before. I’m not into meditation. I had never done that. And I just sat there and it seemed like it went forever, Kimberly. And I just remember thinking, after a long time, I was like, maybe nobody’s there for me. Maybe this is the first time she’s going somewhere in her space. And is anybody here for this poor mom? Got nothing for this one. So my imagination was going.

[00:05:47.19] – Jill Renee Feeler
And then she goes, okay. And she clicked the recorder and she started recording. And she said, well, I know you’re here for this business decision, but there’s a lot to talk about. And she said, I And I said, we’ll just start off by saying that anyone can be the CEO of that company, but only one person can be the mother to your children. And that’s what I’m getting for you. And it still affects me because I’m so embarrassed that I needed that reminder I can believe, but I need to have that reminder. I was so type A, so focused, and so career goal driven. And my husband and I were originally only wanting to be career people and enjoy our lives. And then it was after seven years of marriage that we were like, Well, maybe we should have kids. We literally didn’t want to have children initially. And then our hearts changed about seven years since our marriage. So these kids were very like, okay, let’s do this. And we really wanted to do this. And I was a great mom, and I am a great mom. But I also had this other huge part of me that was very distracted from the very important role.

[00:06:51.09] – Jill Renee Feeler
I know that sounds very traditional and possibly even antifeminist, and I don’t mean it to, but what she said to me helped me be present for kids in a way that I hadn’t been in their first seven and five years of life. So I was like, Okay, that touched me. What else you got? You know what I mean? So we talked for maybe an hour and a half. She had so many insights about relationships with adult siblings and so many other things. And then she said, You’re a deeply spiritual person, Jill. You’re connected to this Jesus and Mary Magdalene story, and you’re not even touching that. And I I was like, I don’t even know what you’re talking about is what I was thinking. I was glad it was on the recording because I was so stunned by the whole process. I just remember leaving that day feeling so completely shifted, so completely different, so aware. I mean, everything looked different. I felt like my eyes, there was just the clarity in my eyes. I remember picking up my kids from school and daycare that day, just giving them the most real hug I’ve probably ever given them.

[00:07:59.01] – Kimberly Montgomery
That’s a beautiful Wild story.

[00:08:00.18] – Jill Renee Feeler
Absolutely wild. So that was the beginning.

[00:08:03.06] – Kimberly Montgomery
Yeah. One of the most important jobs that we have as mothers just laid out. I understand what you say. It sounds antifeminist, But then I don’t really know if the whole feminist movement was designed for a long-term benefit for humanity. I think there’s some maybe undercurrent there that serves other purposes, not so much the health of the family union. That’s just my opinion.

[00:08:33.07] – Jill Renee Feeler
It feels true to me.

[00:08:34.15] – Kimberly Montgomery
Yeah, it feels true to me, too. You walk out, and it cracks me up, Jill, because I have girlfriends like you that are just really type A and very in that materialistic thinking mode, which is how we’re taught and trained in this country. In our culture, at least from what I grew up in in my generation, we’re really trained to work, be successful, achieve, achieve, achieve. It’s not, let’s sit home and play on the floor with our kids. That’s not what we’re seeing. So you walk out, things are different. How does it progress from there?

[00:09:13.22] – Jill Renee Feeler
I started to experience these very supernatural experiences with my kids and in the world. I feel like that experience with my sister-in-law’s intuitive opened me up to maybe something that was already there or maybe something new was showing it to me. I can’t prove either way, which is the scenario. But my younger daughter, she was probably two or three at the time, and she was sitting in my lap, and her older sister, three years difference, was, I think, already at school. Nobody else is in the house. Tv is not on. She’s just sitting in my lap eating cereal. And I was just thinking about my day, and I was thinking about something, and she read my mind. And she leaned back into me and she said, Are you on your phone? And I was like, No, I’m not on my phone. And she said, I heard you. And I was only thinking. And she said, Why did you say Obama? And this was before Obama was even the nomad by me for the Democratic Convention. He was not a daily name. That was a very unusual thing. It wasn’t unusual for me to be thinking about it because I do like politics.

[00:10:25.24] – Jill Renee Feeler
But I was like, I said, I didn’t say Obama. And And she said, I thought I heard you. And I said, That’s cool. And I wanted to try it. So I thought to myself the same way I was thinking about Obama and talking to a friend that day at work. And I thought to myself, I love you so much, Georgia. And she leaned into me like a hug as if she’d heard every single word that I just thought in my heart. I mean, I was like, this is absolutely wild. I don’t even know how I can tell the story. So I’m so glad I’m able to tell it now because it was such a breakthrough for me that there was so much going on more than what I was saying out loud. And then, of course, it freaked me out. My daughter is telepathically, and I didn’t have that word in my vocabulary yet. She’s telepathically connected with what I’m thinking. What else am I thinking that I don’t want her to pick up on? That’s just not nice or not helpful or not inspiring or whatever. I’m like, Okay, so now I got to not only think about what I say, I have to think about what I think.

[00:11:28.18] – Jill Renee Feeler
So And that’s when I started to be curious about meditation. And so there was a whole bunch of little domino effects, but that was a big one. My older daughter eventually went to a chronic healing workshop in October with a good friend of mine just for a weekend because, of course, we’re all told we’re healers, right? And I come back and she’s like, What did you learn, mommy? And she’s sitting on her bed. And I said, Well, I learned about chakras and how there’s one on the top of your head. And I went through them. And she put down the book she was and she said, No, mommy, we have eyes all over us. She said, We’ve got that eyes here. We have eyes here. You have eyes here. And she called them eyes, and she showed me where the other chakras were. And I was just goosebumps the whole way, just listening. And she was like, I’m glad you had a good time. And she just like, Okay, I’m going to go back to reading my Magic Tree house series. It was just so wild.

[00:12:29.01] – Kimberly Montgomery
And so there was a Their lives.

[00:12:31.06] – Jill Renee Feeler
They were so present. Were they before? And I just missed it? Or did they utilize, I should say, my experience to allow more of their experience, because then I was going to be more present for it and maybe a cheerleader for it. It was absolutely wild.

[00:12:54.24] – Kimberly Montgomery
Yeah. That’s such a good point. Did your awareness bring it out in them, or is this wave of kids coming in so much more connected than we were?

[00:13:05.24] – Jill Renee Feeler
Yeah, it’s a fun question to think about. I love that you just brought up the new wave of kids because that’s been an interesting part of my experience is that once I realized I had psychic intuitive abilities that I had, number one, remember before, I didn’t even believe they were possible. And then from the very first reading I did, I had a page full of information, and the person was right there able to validate. And I was able to create that on my language with what I still call the Holy spirit because I have an adult background as a traditional Christian. So I still use that language. But I’ve used God, Goddess, I’ve used spirit, I’ve used source. But I’ll use the Holy spirit in this conversation. Just everyone knows. And if you don’t like it, you can replace it in your mind with source. That intuition, though, came really easily. And then once I started to play with it myself, that ability, I was like, well, do I need somebody in person, right with me to share a message or whatever? No. Do I need a photo? No. Do I need them on the phone?

[00:14:10.05] – Jill Renee Feeler
No. So then I just started like, Does it work this way? Does it work this way? Does it work this Okay, who else can I talk to? And that’s when I started to realize the channeling ability, hands-on healing ability, hands-off healing ability. So there were a lot of different ways that I was shown that I wired, that I didn’t know that I felt a lot of responsibility to use, but I also felt a lot of trust. I do have incredible faith in God and incredible faith that when we have positive intentions and when we take ourselves seriously, but with a huge amount of humility, amazing things can happen in this reality and in our lives, and transformation and transcendence for ourselves and other people.

[00:14:56.02] – Kimberly Montgomery
Yeah. And I think that you hit on something that I find is such a comfort in that once you connect with that energy, where the flow is, where the information is, it just becomes stronger and stronger. Getting that connection becomes second nature. It’s easy to ask questions, and it’s easy to get answers. It’s just that we, as thinking humans, need to believe it, need to have that experience. I did a thing recently where I was talking to someone who wasn’t in physical, and my daughter who’s not in physical. I was playing a game with both of them, and I said, I want to see a pink ballerina. Well, a few days later in my Instagram feed, it’s the stinking funniest little video of a little girl in a pink ballerina costume doing the funniest little thing that my daughter would have done. And so what they did is they blended my request, and and met it from both of them.

[00:16:02.18] – Jill Renee Feeler
And I loved that. That is so beautiful. That’s exactly the trust I’m talking about.

[00:16:09.01] – Kimberly Montgomery
Yeah, it is. And it feels really good. So you started connecting, you started moving the energy around and feeling it and finding out where it worked and didn’t. How on earth did this Type A CEO gal go from the work of the world into becoming a spiritual teacher and healer and working with clients? How did that happen? How did it feel along the way? I want to know how it feels now. I imagine it’s very, very satisfying.

[00:16:41.02] – Jill Renee Feeler
It is so satisfying. I did feel… Well, how do I even put this? That inner guidance, since then, especially, has always been really, really strong. Now, when I look back on earlier parts of my life, I can actually see that some giftedness was there, but I wasn’t living it. I wasn’t craving it. I wasn’t denying it, but it wasn’t important. It wasn’t a priority. So the early childhood and early life experiences actually are there, the inner wisdom. Anyway, so I just wanted to offer that part, that the corporate side of me, the part of me that is really good at doing hard brain things. I still like that part of me. If you sit next to me on a plane or near me on a plane, you will see me doing Sudoku and timing myself and seeing if I could go faster or faster the next I just like my brain, but I don’t let it get in the way. And I have realized that because I wasn’t a part of a spiritual community, I wasn’t attached to certain beliefs and theories and theology and philosophy. It allowed what I call my team, which is what I call the connection of source energy, the connection of God that I’m utilizing, that I’m specializing with.

[00:17:54.05] – Jill Renee Feeler
It allows them to share things with me and through me that are very uncommon and sometimes are contradictory to other very popular teachings. So I just want to preface the rest of the conversation. If there’s anything that I share with this audience that doesn’t ring true to you or feels like it’s bothering you or irritating you, I just want you to put it to the side, okay? Because it’s only offered with love. It’s only offered, I believe, as another menu item. I believe we have all of these choices for how we can be soulfulness in our humanness. And I sense, my hypothesis is that some of us as souls, we’re not very content with some of the options that we’re given. So we wanted to have new options for living as soulfully as we possibly could, not expecting the world to be anything other than what it is. Even that’s contrarian to a lot of philosophy. So sometimes what I offer is a breakthrough and a A huge relief to a lot of people. To other people, they find it very frustrating because they would rather that my giftedness is utilized to confirm things that they believe and that they’re trying to work on.

[00:19:12.13] – Jill Renee Feeler
So I just wanted to give that context that for some people, this would be like, Oh, my gosh, I’ve never heard that before, but that makes more sense. I hear that all the time, Carolee. I don’t like things that don’t make sense. I can pretend and see if they’re good for a while and see if they work. In other words, see if they provide me a better benefit at being the light that I am and supporting the light in others because we are all light. We just don’t know it. But then there’s other times I tried. I’m like, You know what? I don’t think that’s true, or maybe it’s just not true for me, but I think we can do better than that. And I like another menu item for them. And that’s partly what I’m here to create.

[00:19:49.13] – Kimberly Montgomery
Yeah. I heard something the other day, Jill, and I found it to be fascinating. It was that someone had said, Spiritually light and love are the same thing. And once I think about it, I’m wondering if that isn’t completely true.

[00:20:07.15] – Jill Renee Feeler
Okay, so here’s a channeled message for us. Here you continue. I’m sorry I interrupted.

[00:20:12.12] – Kimberly Montgomery
No, it’s like when I think about everything is frequency. We’re here in physical right now, but that doesn’t change the frequency truth of the universe. And as we become enlightened, we become along the way, more loving, more compassionate. So it makes sense. What are you getting from your team?

[00:20:35.07] – Jill Renee Feeler
I love it. So we’re definitely… Is it okay if I just dive into your message? Absolutely. I love this. I didn’t think you’d complain. That’s good. What you’re talking about as spiritually light and spiritually love being the same thing is perfect. And there’s a metaphor that we love to utilize, and that is similar to… How do I put this? What words do I want to hang on this energy? It is very challenging for us in our human experience in these human templates to fully grasp, fully receive, fully embody, and fully transmit the diversion and purity of love that source energy has for everything. Light is the perfect metaphor in so many ways, and I think it’ll become more clear as we talk. The light of the sun, our nearest star, is always on. In our lifetimes, we can reliably predict that it will always be on. We don’t even need to think about the lifetime of the star in that experience. And yet, even though that light is always on and is life-giving in so many ways, we could not live without it. We wouldn’t be without our nearest star, right? There are cloudy days.

[00:21:46.00] – Jill Renee Feeler
There are eclipses. There is the rotation of the Earth that seems to point away from the sun, making us pretend that the sun isn’t on anymore. It’s always there. But from this experience, in this gravitational experience of being in these body suits on the spinning planet. We get to have experiences where it seems like God’s love isn’t there, where the sun isn’t on and the sun isn’t available. It’s always available. It’s just offered in the experience. Nothing we need to worry about. It’s nothing we need to strive for. We don’t need to strive for God’s love. It is as reliable as the sun in our lifetimes. So by choosing potentially Essentially to believe that God’s love is not only there for us, not based on what we know or don’t know. It’s not based on what we believe or don’t believe. It has nothing to do with how many abilities or lack thereof that you have or don’t have. It doesn’t matter if you’re in a bodysuit or you’ve already transitioned. That love of source is available to all. Even when we’re having a day where we don’t feel soulful, even when somebody else is having a lifetime, it seems, where they’re just constantly being a jerk wherever they go, that sun, that light, that love is available to them just as easily as it is to you.

[00:23:08.16] – Jill Renee Feeler
We can’t get in the way of God’s love, and we truly can’t get in the way of the sun, the nearest star in our planet.

[00:23:17.06] – Kimberly Montgomery
Yeah, beautifully put. That disconnection that we perceive on the planet, in my opinion, is why we come. Because that coming down and sensing that disconnection and climbing back up to it or reconnecting to it is the innate challenge, and it’s what grows us and hones our skills in a way. How do you feel about that, or what does the team say about that? That the challenge is the purpose of coming to Earth.

[00:23:50.19] – Jill Renee Feeler
That’s a good one. It can be the purpose, and it is the purpose for some. I’m going to offer the first or potentially radical ideas. As souls, as our soulfulness, we were never not fully evolved. As souls, we have nothing we have to learn. And if we did have something to learn, we probably wouldn’t come to Earth to learn it because the risk of that lesson getting distorted or not happening is too high. Earth does not have to be viewed as a school by anyone here. But we have the option, as very powerful human beings, to pretend that Earth is a school. We We didn’t have the ability to pretend it’s not only just school for us. We have the ability to pretend it’s school for everybody. Now, the idea that Earth can be a school, but doesn’t have to be a school, and the idea that we don’t have to learn anything as a soul because we are always fully ascended, and we’re not ascended. We are perpetually ascended, and we can’t not be ascended. That idea does not prevent us from learning things in this reality. That idea does not block us from acquiring new skills and having new experiences.

[00:25:02.16] – Jill Renee Feeler
It doesn’t prevent any of that. But to start from a place of wholeness as who and what you are, your soulfulness, I guarantee will let you feel more connected to God in this reality.

[00:25:16.00] – Kimberly Montgomery
Yeah, beautiful. That’s an interesting concept. So if we look at that, that Earth is not a school or it doesn’t need to be a school, why would someone incarnate here? It’s challenging. It takes full focus. It can be confusing, it can be emotionally stressful, painful. Why would we incarnate if not to learn the lessons?

[00:25:40.07] – Jill Renee Feeler
There’s a couple of different ways I want to answer that. First, I do want to start with a metaphor. I’ve been to Disneyland a few times with my kids. We actually love Disney and Disney World. There are times when we go when it might be rainy. There are times that we go when it might be busier than we thought it would be. There are times that we go when a ride is closed and we really wanted to ride that There are times that we go when it is so blazing hot that it’s not the best time. There are times that we go that by day two, I am convinced that strollers should be banned at Disneyland because they get in the way of everybody, meaning this is not my happiest still. And I I need to go home or back to the hotel or have a cocktail or something to chill myself out, my Taipei self. It’s like that. You know there’s going to be spots in the Disneyland experience that you’re so happy you’re there, and it feels like the happiest place on Earth. There’s There’s going to be parts that you go, I really bummed that ride is closed.

[00:26:33.20] – Jill Renee Feeler
I’m really bummed that so and so got a near infection and we didn’t have… It wasn’t the full experience we thought it would be. The hotel pool was closed or whatever. This is a high this high stakes environment, this reality. It should be, and it is ideally taken very seriously by souls that incarnate here. The beauty will always be in this reality. It will always be available to us. The ability to feel loved and feel loving. The ability to look out that the trees and the leaves and the nature and a bunny where it doesn’t belong. It’s just going, wow, this is so beautiful. Look what we all built here. This is such a playground. This is way better than the Disneyland. Oh, but there’s death. Oh, but there’s sickness. Oh, but there’s food that is not ideally suited, not even just humans, to anything. Oh, but there’s this. Oh, but there’s that. Yeah, but there’s the good stuff. So what’s been shown to me, not shown in a clairvoyant way, but it’s clear to me that Earth comes with a lot of warning labels. And humans, humanity, if you’re going to incarnate as a human, to be within the human species, you get even more warning labels.

[00:27:49.08] – Jill Renee Feeler
Just so you know, this could happen. Just so you know, this might happen. We’ll whisper all the things we need to whisper. Whisper, please don’t take it personally if you get cancer. Please don’t take it personally if a child is taken from you. Those things happen in that reality. Raining days at Disneyland happen, and it doesn’t have to be anything about you. And know that God’s grace is available to you and was never not available to you. And when you need it, go to it, go in you for that love, for that life, for that comfort, for any healing that you need to get through the hard stuff, the risky stuff that can and does happen to the best of us in this reality. So it’s clear to me that sometimes even after an incarnation, we’re quizzed and pulled. Okay, what do you think? It’s almost like a clipboard. What do you think? Should we shut this thing down? How bad was it? And a lot of us go, It was bad at times, but there’s no place like it. It’s wild. Please don’t shut it down. But what about the risky stuff? Look at this day.

[00:28:54.12] – Jill Renee Feeler
Look at this day where you wanted it all to end, not just for you, for everybody. What about this day where you were like, I can’t go another day. Nobody should have to be here. Nobody should have to go through this. I saw you on that day. I’m going to show you on this life with you. What happened to that? Well, that was my humanness. That was my humanness turning away from the sun. That was the worst solar clips I’ve ever gone through, and it went on way too long. But then the sun came on again, and I had another beautiful moment, another beautiful day. And now here is my soulfulness without the awkwardness and clunkiness of the human template. Now I’m more clear that that’s a magical place. But still put those warnings on it because you don’t want people to take those lightly in that reality.

[00:29:39.03] – Kimberly Montgomery
Yeah. You know that is so true. Earth is a challenging environment. There are days I don’t even want to be here. And yet if I cycled out right now, I know it would be about three seconds before I’d say, Let’s do it again.

[00:29:56.02] – Jill Renee Feeler
Let’s do it again. We do. A lot of us Yes.

[00:30:00.19] – Kimberly Montgomery
A lot of us, too.

[00:30:02.03] – Jill Renee Feeler
So I’m concerned, Kimberly. I really am. The more that I have with these gifts, stepped into the community in a very unusual way. It is very unusual to access giftedness that apparently you had the whole time, but you just weren’t facing that part of the sun. And you step into a community, and I started the podcast right away. Oh, you asked the question about corporate. So I was in corporate, and I was like, I’ve got a lot that I want to share. How am I I’m not going to do that? They didn’t call them podcast then. It was Block Talk radio was the system that I used. So every Tuesday night, I would just get on there and share a message. And I met some metaphysical people in the area because they were like, Wait, you’re an intuitive. We want to do reading for me. That happened pretty quickly. So I do practice readings for a while. Then I did professional readings for pay, just little money on the side thing. So with that podcast, I would be at my corporate job. I only worked part-time, and I think I took summers off, if I remember right.

[00:31:00.13] – Jill Renee Feeler
But I would do the podcast on Tuesday nights feeling like I was a double agent. It felt so wild and so cool. I’d walk in a Wednesday morning like, You guys have no idea what I did last night. And I liked it. They didn’t need to know. Nobody needed to know. I didn’t need to announce it. I didn’t need to go, Whoa, you guys, guess what I’m doing? I knew they weren’t into it, and I respected that. So that opportunity for me to just play in this space. And again, I was immediately starting to get very different conflicting information with what other people are getting. So I would have clients to me saying, I have cancer for the second time. What’s the message from my team so that I get this again? And I was thinking in my logical rational way and experiencing the client’s team, Connection to God, also called spirit guides, et cetera, saying, Wait, she thinks that she can prevent cancer from coming back? And they were like, I know. How How bold are you going to be in telling her what we want you to tell her? And I’m like, I love her enough to tell her the truth.

[00:32:06.13] – Jill Renee Feeler
So tell me what you want me to tell her, and I will not hold back, I promise you. And sometimes they would say, What if you didn’t cause your cancer? Which also means you can’t control it. Which also means you can’t prevent getting it again, maybe. And when I trusted and I allowed the teams to determine what was being said, and I was getting out of the way, also feeling some responsibility, so using my own discernment and making sure I was… Everybody’s team knew I was not there for BS. I would just call BS on a whole bunch of things. So there was this boundary around what the team knew I was up for and what I would not put up with. I’m not going to put up with the S answers. She’s probably talked to 10 other people that have told her, Well, didn’t she read Louise Hayes, Heal Yourself? What does it heal something, heal your life? She already knew all that, and I didn’t know all that. So I was surprised. I’m like, what she thinks she caused it? What’s going on? Oh, Jill, you haven’t even read the whole library of spiritual things.

[00:33:11.22] – Jill Renee Feeler
And thank you for not, because now we can talk to you and it’s just a fresh way. So the realness that was coming through for my clients allowed them to really, again, have a new menu item that they could look at. And I found softness. I found grace. I found a lot of Type A people feeling like they could control everything, including their light, including the light in others, not successful people, right? Start to soften in the reality of, Oh, this is risky. So there’s nothing I could have done to prevent it. There’s Maybe nothing I can do to prevent it from coming again. And now what do I do? Okay, let’s talk about this in a whole other way now. You never stopped being your light. This doesn’t have to consume your life. What else is going on in your life that you’d rather be talking about than pretending that you have full authority over whether you do or don’t have cancer? Pretending that you have shadows and past lifetimes and other things you’re here to heal and solve and learn and grow, all of this obsession that we can come up with. And I said, What if your best opportunity right now is to receive the light of source energy and even amidst cancer be the light of source that you are, whether it’s healed or not.

[00:34:27.09] – Jill Renee Feeler
And she just softened so much. She said, That sounds right. And I said, If you want to do chemo, do chemo. If you want to do radiation therapy, do radiation therapy. It’s up to you to decide what you say yes or no to. But the idea that there’s some lesson and God wanted you to get cancer? Oh, no. I’m putting a new item on your menu. That’s not there. This is a totally different storyline for you, and it works so much better.

[00:34:54.20] – Kimberly Montgomery
Yeah. Beautiful. Let’s segue right now and talk about what’s happening on the planet right now. The reason I bring it up is because during my lifetime, I don’t think I’ve seen… Well, clearly, I have not seen this much contention, unrest, confusion, breakdowns of systems. We’re clearly going through something big on the planet. It’s hard. It’s hard as a human to get up and move forward through a day when systems that we’d always known are breaking down, when things don’t work like they we used to, when we can’t rely on all plans and programs that we thought were always going to be there for us. So it’s become much more, I don’t know, interesting, I suppose, would be a way to say it, how our lives are unfolding and not knowing what tomorrow is going to bring or what the world’s going to be like in a month or two months can be unnerving. Can you share with me, Jill, about your perception of what’s happening on the planet and how we as humans, those are watching right now, can hold on to something that’s going to be a little bit more soothing and positively directional than maybe floundering in this madness.

[00:36:16.02] – Jill Renee Feeler
I’m happy, too. Okay, so let’s do number one. I think this is going to be the biggest power move here. Consider your expectations. Most of the confusion, most of the fretting, and This disorienting feeling that so many are having is caused by one thing, and that’s a belief that it’s not supposed to be this way. I would invite everybody to just pause and maybe when you replay it, just really give yourself a moment to pause this part and just let yourself sit with how you thought it was supposed to be or where you thought we would be at this time in the near time. Where did you think we would be right now? Okay. And I’m going to invite you to ask yourself this pondering question, what if that wasn’t true? What if what you believed we were supposed to be experiencing now is not true? And it’s not that this what is happening is supposed to happen. It’s that it is happening. But what if God, what if our teams, what if our spirit guides aren’t like, Oh, this was not on the agenda. You got to be guys. Or what if they’re saying, This was planned?

[00:37:29.05] – Jill Renee Feeler
All of it is Just let go of it all for a moment and let yourself just be honest and real about what is happening. And then I want to invite you to fill yourself up with God’s love and let yourself know that that’s not a reflection of you. No one’s going to hold you accountable for those protests and those riots and those war bombs going to another part of the world. No one’s going to go, I thought you were there. Why weren’t you taking care of that business? This is a mess. And you were there and we were holding you accountable. Nobody’s going to do that. No soulfulness is ever going to point their finger at you about those things. Okay? So now we give ourselves more permission to be ourselves in the light you are, no matter what things look like right now, and no matter what they look like 10 days from now, or 10 months, or 10 years, or 10 centuries from now. This reality has a record of chaos. This reality has a record of unpredictable, control ability. So I want to be super respectful and loving in how I offer this.

[00:38:36.24] – Jill Renee Feeler
But some of us are more comfortable with the idea that this reality never had to awaken. For us to be the light of source energy that we came here to be. Some of us are better at being the light of source that we are by letting this reality be whatever it is with no attachment and no expectations that it’s going to be any different in the future.

[00:39:00.24] – Kimberly Montgomery
So if we focus on the love and light of God, and then we get up in the morning and we, I don’t know, if you watch the news, you turn on the news or you go on to social media, and it’s heartbreak after heartbreak after heartbreak. At least that’s how it can feel for me on some days. It’s like, Oh, my gosh. Sometimes, Jill, it’s so hard being human because as a human, you’re an emotional being. And this is in a very emotional place, very high, very low. And it can hurt my heart to see the level of pain and disruption and destruction going on in the planet. How do we stay in our humanity in that love and not just get overwhelmed emotionally.

[00:39:48.15] – Jill Renee Feeler
Yeah. I have great news there. And this is another observation of what’s going on related in this theme of adding new menu items. Okay. So within In the spiritual community, it had been very common to be very empathic and feel as if what other people are going through is something we were supposed to feel or that, well, if you have the ability to feel someone else’s pain, then of course, it’s your job to feel someone else’s pain. And a new menu item, literally, for everyone, literally everyone to choose from, is very different than that. You can be the observer of someone else’s pain, suffering, et cetera, and et cetera, excuse me, and not feel your emotional body, your energy body, bugging into it. You can feel a loving detachment that my energy field is mine and their energy field is theirs. And I’m doing no one any favors by pretending that their pain is my pain. So a caricature, an archetype that might be helpful to look at is the old Star Trek movie with Captain Kirk and Spock. Some of us have gone all Captain Kirk. Spock had a really good wiring. Spock had a really good nonhuman template.

[00:41:10.15] – Jill Renee Feeler
It was a Spock template, a Vulcan. There’s a lot of Spock-like heart-centered consciousness that I find tremendous benefit in because Spock was loving. He was decent, he was kind, he was caring, had amazing integrity, but he did not have the emotional system that tripped up Kirk. Captain Kirk couldn’t think clearly sometimes because of the human emotional wiring. So that’s a great metaphor for literally a new menu item for how we can be caring, how we can be loving, how we can be compassionate and kind and not be overwhelmed by it and not be all consumed by it. So when I connected to that, I was like, Oh, this gets way better because I’ve always been very very sensitive and very empathic. And I didn’t find it to be empowering. I didn’t like the feeling of, Why am I crying about my classmates’ dog that died? And she’s not even crying. I don’t know if this is helpful to anybody. It may be a cool story that, Oh, I’m so carry, I’m so sensitive, but I don’t feel like I’m my full Jill in the moment of feeling so consumed with emotion. So there are other options.

[00:42:30.09] – Jill Renee Feeler
And anyone at any moment when they’re feeling that overwhelmed by the ills of the world and the pains of society could just pause and put their hand on their heart and reflect on, what else could I also be experiencing right now? We can’t shut off the empathic ability, but you can dim it like a dimmer switch on the light because there’s so many other ways that we can be that source energy. God isn’t crippled, right? God isn’t crippled in emotion, right? When it is observing very clearly what is happening here, but we are, and we don’t have to be. We can be a stronger, I want to even say cooler in a way, however we want to take that, but then more high functioning version of caring, compassion, and grace that I like so much better. It’s more durable in reality where the pain is endless.

[00:43:24.10] – Kimberly Montgomery
Okay. And that’s a good point. The pain on the planet is endless. I mean, it just is cycling continually. This is a high-risk reality system. It just is. It’s the way it’s set up. I feel like that every time I get on the freeway.

[00:43:39.11] – Jill Renee Feeler
This may not work out. Riders are everywhere. Riders are everywhere. Yeah.

[00:43:44.15] – Kimberly Montgomery
So Let’s talk about the freedom. Let’s just say, let’s talk about the next few months, what’s coming over the summer. If you see the world around us, if you can extrapolate great events like you do in a business world, if this happens within our Corporation, what’s it going to flush out to in six months? If we look at the summer coming up, it could be a very, very lively summer. You could categorize it lively, not so good, lively, just people are waking up, however you want to characterize it. How can we go into the next three months into summer and just have a blast in the of all this unrest and not feel a little bit irresponsible or not working hard enough. I know that I, as a social justice warrior, I want to fix everything. How do we lay down that sense of obligation to feel the struggle, to feel the pain, to feel the empathy, and just to have a little bit of fun without How did feeling inauthentic?

[00:45:02.00] – Jill Renee Feeler
I love the way you asked that question, Kimberly. Here’s a reflective question. What if there’s nothing you can do about it? What if some of those headlines that bother us most? What if some of the predictions for what will happen this summer? And we’ll give our own version of the predictions that we have for the next few months, because winter for our friends down on that. What if that is not within your control? What if there’s nothing you can do about it? And what if the biggest opportunity you have is to be the light and the love and the wisdom and whatever else you want to be, including fun in two months of the year or whatever. That, to me, is more true, way more true. So that’s a very different… You’re prepared for something different. If there is a flood coming and you’re busily throwing the sandbags on it, and then somebody says, Look, all the models show this structure is going to go. I’m sorry, this thing is going to flood. You’d probably stop sandbagging.

[00:46:02.15] – Kimberly Montgomery
You’d probably start swimming.

[00:46:04.07] – Jill Renee Feeler
Where’s the boat? Where’s the boat? Everybody get a floaty on. I mean, let’s do what we can. Get the pets, get them on the board. Let’s calm everybody down. Okay, this is what it is. You know what I mean? And then you suck it up. When you have a different expectation, you act differently. That’s why it is very uncomfortable for me to give an expectation that sounds doom and gloom. But really, what I’m saying is the best predictor of the future is what we have right now. We have chaos. It feels like things are coming apart at the seams. In some ways, they are coming apart at the seams. And I have no part of me that wants to say, but it’s almost over. I have zero part of my connection that says, We’ll get to the good part soon. If you want good parts, you need to look for them now. If you want good parts in this life, you need to look for them every day because truly, they’re right there. Even though this nightmarish other things are happening. They might not even be happening to you, but you’re empathically acting like they are.

[00:47:08.20] – Jill Renee Feeler
So here’s the other part of that prediction. A lot of spiritual communities have a very apocalyptic mentality. It has to get really bad before it gets really good. It’s very revelations. It’s very New Testament Bible stuff. This reality in every generation has had at least one group of individuals that was sure it was the end of the world or the end of humanity. And all of them were wrong. I like the humility in that. And I like the resilience of humanity in that. That we are so confident that humans cannot survive another thing. And then we do.

[00:47:47.22] – Kimberly Montgomery
We do.

[00:47:48.24] – Jill Renee Feeler
This template is freaking awesome. It is so amazing. It literally is so transcendent. There are things that have happened in every single one of our lives that should have and could have maybe taken, could have and maybe should have taken us out. And we’re still here, right? And yet we think some other thing is going to take us out. We will all have an expiration date on our lifetime. And I have a lot of teachings and talks about that thing, the afterlife and all of that, because it’s, again, very different, very empowering, and sobering, but in all the right ways. But this idea that if we’re expecting, well, surely this is going to be the end that so and so talked about. Some of us actually get a bit of a dark high on the idea that they maybe want… They’re so over this reality. They’re not seeing the magic in it. They’re not feeling the transcendence in anything. And I think for a lot of individuals, there is this second chakra, a storyline of, somebody unplug this, please. I don’t know what it is, but somebody just please pull the plug.

[00:48:55.21] – Kimberly Montgomery
Yeah, we start over again.

[00:48:57.08] – Jill Renee Feeler
Yeah. I don’t want anyone to suffer like I have, or whatever. But again, they’re denying their own transcendence in that statement. Yes, they’re thinking about what’s horrible, but they’re not even giving themselves credit or their godliness, the credit that, yes, they experienced it, but they also survived it. Why isn’t there more emphasis on that? So the tips for the next two months are, it’s almost like not keep your head down, keep your head up, but rooted in the light, literally the ocean of light that you are inside yourself. Foster and nurture that where you can feel loving, where you can feel optimistic, where you can feel almost delusionally optimistic about things that maybe we shouldn’t. It’s like, okay, well, maybe it’s not delusion. Maybe it’s faith. Maybe it’s trust. Maybe it’s Godliness. Because their Godliness is like, they’re going to make it. They always make it. If we could cling more to that part that I don’t know how this is going to go, But somehow we tend to make it in this reality. Let’s emphasize that versus all the focus on, well, this is going to be bad, and that’s going to take us out.

[00:50:10.07] – Jill Renee Feeler
And if this is just bad enough, that will awake in that group. Are you sure about that? Are you sure about that? Because I know I’ve been around a long time, and that was part of my awakening, my real awakening around, okay, I have this gift, so I have this connection. Oh, my gosh, everybody says this amazing stuff is going to happen. It’s going to be this, and it’s going to be that, and we’re not going to work, and nobody’s going to get sick, and nobody’s going to pass, and just going to transcend and float up in the sky. What? This is so great. And then I was like, actually… And even like, oh, all the new kids born after 2000 of this, my kids were 2002, 2005. And when I was in the classroom, I’m like, he’s a little asshole, and I don’t want him around my little girl. And I’m just like, but he is after that date. Where’s his rainbow child persona going on there? He’s a little shit. I don’t like him. You know what I mean? Don’t just him all. I love him, but I don’t. I have boundaries around him in my energy field for sure.

[00:51:05.11] – Jill Renee Feeler
There’s just this reality part of the love. And to me, the real new Earth is what we are bringing, not what this world is going to be. We want to embody a version of Godliness because we can. I wish it meant that this certain things about others and this reality and the future the future is going to look like. I’ve detached from that and been better at being in my light as a result of it.

[00:51:38.00] – Kimberly Montgomery
Beautifully said. Beautifully said. Thank you for sharing. So how do we find out more about you?

[00:51:45.07] – Jill Renee Feeler
I’m an over-creator. I’m an overthinker and an over-creator. On my website, jillreneefeeler.com. So there’s a lot of information. And if you browse around in there, you will find a lot. I share most regularly in my membership. We do a monthly message the first of every month unless I’m traveling, and it might be a day before or day after the first of the month. We do an my open house. Around the middle of the month, I do private sessions. I don’t have a trip planned, but I love planning absolutely epic transcendent travel to places that I feel led for us to go. And they tend to be places with other people aren’t going. I’ve never been to Shasta, never been to Sedona, and really I’m not led to. Maybe it’s because I feel like those bases are covered. But we go to Egypt, we go to Greece. I’ve done Mary Magdalene trips in France. Machu Picchu is on my heart for that trip. But there’s three books on Amazon. If you search my name, there’s podcasts. I got into real estate last year. I just had this epiphany of I do have financial goals, and I don’t want to, now that I’m no longer waiting for the world to awake and flock to my door with my prowess and spiritual abilities.

[00:53:04.16] – Jill Renee Feeler
I’m like, well, I’ll just do something totally different in mainstream. So I love having a lot of roles to play. So if you’re in my area, then you might see me as an agent, too.

[00:53:13.10] – Kimberly Montgomery
Yeah. I think we should go to Shasta, too.

[00:53:18.01] – Jill Renee Feeler
Do you? Okay. That would be fun. Kimberly, you’ve made it a tempting offer. I mean, we’d make it good. Yeah, it would be fun. If you’re serious, I’m in.

[00:53:30.07] – Kimberly Montgomery
I know someone who would join us.

[00:53:33.08] – Jill Renee Feeler
Okay, good. Yes. I think between our audiences, a lot of people would join us, and my audience would be laughing the whole way saying… Because I never said I would never go to Shasta. I just never felt led to go to Shasta. But the way you just said it, I’m like, Well, why not?

[00:53:47.05] – Kimberly Montgomery
Why not? Why not? Yeah. This has been lovely. Thank you so much for your time. All the information on Jill will be linked in the description box down below. Super easy to find. I appreciate your time today.

[00:53:58.14] – Jill Renee Feeler
Thank you so much. Thank you so much, Kimberly. All right.

[00:54:02.01] – Kimberly Montgomery
Thanks, everyone. Bye now. I hope you enjoyed this video. Coming up next, this is a good one, or you might really like this one, too. Either one of them could be perfect for you. Before you leave, don’t forget to subscribe.